Pretential Avoided











-~*News – Love song*~-

HmMmmmz… I’m leFt with ab0ut… 2 h0urs bef0re i leAve f0r M’sIa… HeEz… s0 blog firSt… *winkz*

WedneSday… MeEt up with sia0 chaR b0r and Fenz t0 chi-chAt… n0thing much that day… Then… MeeT up with J and Lao pa at niGht t0 chat… Hahz… Im s0 talkaTive*whOopz* Hahz… They br0ught tibits gimme eAt… h0w nice! HeEz…

ThuRsday… WAS plannIng t0 go Sentosa… Budden m0rning go0t thUnder ehz! Then we gAve up tat iDea… Went t0 Fenz’s hse t0 slAck… WatcH VCD… Eat… Laugh… *dotz* s0 bo-lIao… Km t0ld us that he’ll B c0ming at the Earlier paRt 0f the day… We waIted until aRd 5 plus and wAs thInking thaT he mUz b blUffing us… Hahz… s0 we fl0od hIm in msn… Wh0 knows at thiS point… hE came kn0cking on Fenz’s do0r le… StunneD! *oPps oh* Haha… He and 1 of his fRenz CYCLE all the waY fr0m BishAn ehz! HE made it! BoOn lay!!! Hahz… *ClaP* HeEz… At niTe… Went t0 eat with theM then ma-fan J t0 come oveR t0 pei mE walK h0me… c0s’ al0ne bEary sianz… He’s suCh a niCe guy… ExcePt f0r the ocCasiOnal suan-ing… He’s RaLi niCe arhz! Haha…

pPl ard me arE alL fAcing proBlems… FamIly Frenz and Relati0nshIp… Wat i can sAy is… Tk it Easy ya? EveryThing will b 0k de… dUn sad sAd worz…

Yiyi – Tk Care 0f urselF arhz… duN sad Sad le w0rz…waIt f0r me backIe arhz! Buy SweEt gib u eAt… Hahz…

Yanz – U arhZ! Sheng sheng mi mi de… When i c0me baCk… C what u Wan let me c le… then kOk ur head! Make me xin yang yang… Hahz…

FEn – Oie si chaR borz… Dun keEp remInding pPl of ur b-Day lahz… Spend m0re time thinkIng of me beTter… Hahz…

Km – Remember ur job! MUX fulfill arhz! Or else… *ar biSh* Hahz…

Lao pa - Hahz… Jia you on ur Naruto horz! KeEp u enterTain whIle i’m away… Hahz…

Xiao cou an an - s0 long n0 sEe u online! n0 tag me Als0… HeEz… s0 bz arhz? wAn t0 sc0ld onlIne os0 cann0t… wAit f0r me bacKie theN u kn0w! *hUmpz* Hahz…

Wuya – Thanks f0r that xiao tian tian’s s0ng! Sure will keEp me missin’ u ‘n’ tian tian 1! Mux tel tian tian arhz! Hahz…

DeReca – u sh0uld kn0w wAt i Wan saY arhz! 0r elSe… Hahz…

ZY – Hahz.. Try ur Luck ba… All the beSt! Hahz…

EVERYONE – MUX MIZ ME HORZ! c0s’ i’ll cErtaInly miz evEry0ne of u…

MIZ u pPl rEdi… *s0bz* HeEz…

-["There may be many flowers in a man's life, but there is only one rose."]-



{April 26, 2005}   YawnzZZzzzz +++26/04/05+++

-~*Dai ai ling – Dui de ren*~-

OoOOoooo… The song i’m lIstening n0w… *thuMbz up* MeaNingfuL s0ng… My s0ng f0r the Day… *hEez*

Right… g0t a problem… Now every0ne says my Hair l0ok ah g0ng… Omg… Km laUghed the m0ment he saW me ytd… pe0ple’s firSt reaCtion… *dotz* worsT arhz… Bully me… HuMpz… Hahz… bUt they Say it’s 0k AFTER all the lAughing… HmmmzZz…

RotTing at h0me today… *yaWnz* BasIcally cos’ i’m laZi… Hahz… HmmmMzz… Went partyw0rld last nigHt… witH the uSual… siao char borz,yanz,fenz,lao pa, xiao cou an an and km… Hahz… It’s s0o0o fun… AfteR r0tting f0r like… s0me time… Had a liTtle tr0uble with my mummy and sistEr bef0re that… Spoiled a Bit 0f my m0od… but I’m quIck t0 reCover… thAnx t0 the cRazy bUnch 0f pPl aRd me… Hahz… SiNg until n0w thr0at paiN ehz… *w0rst* But the Impt thIng is… I had Fun… aR-huh…

Had a gAme 0f cAtching on the Buz with my w0rst enemy… A cockroach aPpeared 0ut of n0where and stArted ruNning ard the bUz… *damn* I fleW fr0m 1 corner t0 an0ther jux t0 keeP 0ut of its wAy… LuckY lao pa and Fenz is there wiF me… 0r else… Omg… Can’t ImagiNe… *shake hEad* caMe h0me…r0t a bit… *doOmm* Slp le… F0rgot abt la0 pa’s cAll.. SorlI arhz lao pa… *heEz* duN angri…

HmMmmz… I’m b0red… rEali r0tting… But t0o lazi t0 do anYthing… *haha* whOops… i tHink i cAnn0t slAck liAoz… Mux g0 runNing lo… HmmMmmmz… C laTer h0w…

I miss al0t of ppL n0w… lotS… heEz… h0pe to sEe every0ne aSap… Tk care peEps… *who0sh*

-[True love begins when nothing is looked for in return.]-



{April 24, 2005}   reCovery… +++24/04/05+++

-~*Joey – Yi ge ren de Qing Ge*~-

Thanx everyone… I’m feEling reali ok now… *muacCkz*

I’m rEali rEally t0uched to cam3 over t0 my blog and seE such a l0t of taggies fr0m frenz… *bowed* Thanx peepz… hAd this heArt-waRming feEling encIrcle me… HeEz… U pPl ain’t inviSible lahz… Of course notz… *winkz* Neva will…

Hmmmmz… Well… Admit that my m0od realli ain’t thaT g0od that day… But… I’m ok nowz… Hahz… HmMmmz… n0 worRies… mY smIlez is baCk… *grin*

Went t0 get my hair cut ytd… Wah… I l0ok like a ah gong nowz… Haha… So funny… I’m sure everyone will laugh when they see me… Hahz… xiao cou le lahz… Hahz… Who wan to see me new hairstyle… Faster b0ok me to meet me arhz… Haha… Ok… I’m cRapingz

Went 0ut with siaoz Char bor and Fenz ytd toO… theRe’s this nEw maChine at CineleIsure… nicE!!! We t0ok pic again… *LOL* I g0t the woRst eXprEssion 0n 1 of it… Hahz… I’m gEtting crazy… d0ing lots of stUpid things rEdi… *WhOopS*

An0ther worst thing… My hp spoiled!!!! The camera cannot funCtion! Can’t gEt int0 my gAllEry… worst arhz! haVe t0 go nokIa centre t0 fix it… Omg… Worst arhz… Cann0t tk pic pic n0wz… *bishz* That’s the worst thing for me nowz! I’m rotting at home le lo… Omg…

Peepz… wHen are we going out again? My classmate… My gers… My frenz… ArRgh… Outing outing outing! *grin*

-[I sat and asked my angel "will i love him? will i give him my heart?" my angel just kept quiet so i asked again. then he said "i died and chose to be your guide, couldn't you love me instead...?"]-



-~*Joey – Hui zhe Chi pang de nv hai*~-

Used to thInk thaT the sAme thIng wuN haPpen agaIn… GuEss… I’m t0o tRusting… I sh0uldn’t leT mysElf Trust agaIn… I’m juX beIng naIve… Hahz… As usUal… TruSt… it’s s0metHing s0 hArd t0 gaIn… bUt pe0ple wh0 goTten thAT tRust s0metimEs… tk iT f0r gRanted… I’m tiRed 0f thIs kinDa life…Pe0ple alWays saiD thaT in liFe… EveryThing haPpens f0r a Reason and tHings wiLL gEt beTter… Guess… i’m beIng misSed 0ut… My tHings are Getting meSsy and I cAn’t gEt mysElf t0 belIeve in mySelf anim0re… I tRied… s0 muchiE… t0 put on a smile eEveryWhere i g0… to every0ne i meEt… buT… i g0t thiS feEling that… I Can’t g0 on d0ing thAt anYmore… It’s liKe a cAndle… sl0wly… l0sing its gl0w… anD die d0wn eventuAlly… i h0pe mine w0uldn’T b tat Fast… cos’… tat’s whEn… evERything ends… f0r me…

I’ve alWays beEn afRaid t0 pen 0ut wAt i wAnt t0 say riight heRe… c0s’ i duN wan pe0ple t0 c0me int0 my bl0g and fEel a seNse of SadneSs each Visit… buT… i g0t n0 one t0 tuRn t0… n0w… n0body unDersTands wAt i’m g0ing thRu… wAt i’m ThInking… i’m n0t g0od in exPressing myseLf too… comf0rting w0rds aRe easy t0 saY… buT h0w maNy can unDerStand exActly waT i’m tHinking… And wHy i’ve bEen d0ing so…

I’m tIred… pErhapS tiRed 0f haVing this hiStory RepEating itsElf… If tat’s wHat u fEel is riight… g0 ahEad… I wuN blAme any0ne… c0s’ i onlY g0t mySelf t0 blame

-[thEre wEre m0re tEars in my hEart... thaT haD neVa Reach eyEs...]-



-~*Energy – missin’ u*~-


Make a fish… i mean Wish by the b-day boi


Cut cut cut…


pr0udly preSent t0 u by Fenz the Cake smasher..


the big big cake! slurP..


b-day boi aCting er… cuTez?…


not compleTed yet…


gUyz in my claSs + J..


My FavourIte chaR bor in clAss…


pInky cheEk…*blush blush* Hahz


Lao pa ‘n’ mi… TwisT!


Jacks0n aka J ‘n’ mi..


Km ‘n’ mi… he’s n0t tat sh0rt Actually.. Hahz


baDdie Zi-on(oPps! :x ) ‘n’ me..


cutiE fAredz ‘n’ mi..


PlayFul ali ‘n’ mi..


mY ‘hu hua shi ze’ maRcus ‘n’ mi..


My nai pa ‘n’ mi… Hard t0 get tis pic ehz!


0ne dRagon ‘n’ mi..


xiao cou an an ‘n’ mi..


KEY in actIon…


Chubby chubby…whOops!


gh0st arhz!…


Sheila ‘n’ mi…


big difFerence horz? nEe neE ‘n’ mi …


Joleen ‘n’ mi…


m0del Xian ‘n’ mi…


See the stufF the guys r holding… Hahz


N0W! OUR FULL CLASS!…MuAcCkz

Tat’s abt all… The picturez! s0 nice… Read the blog i update last night below for stUff 0n the chalet… HeeZ…

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mish u ppl redi

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-~*Twins – Xing guan you le Yuan*~-

Hey peeps! i’m Back fr0m my chalet! *cheers* s0 fun… Realli an unforGettable 1…

0n the first day… Went 0fF t0 PS with Yi and Fenz t0 meet up With J… Bought tibits and cake then head off t0 harbour front f0r our bus t0 sent0sa! Ganged up with lao pa and gang t0 heAd 0ver onLi when the birThday b0y ‘xiao cou an an’ had left the chalet… but wh0 kn0ws we saw him at harbour fr0nt… buddEn heng… he didnt see us… Hahz…

Then… we arRive at the chaLet… s0 ulu… Lao pa still fool us… bRing us walk s0 far… *bish* The chaLet very vEry big ehz! d0uble storey… With evERything u neEd… s0 g0t the fEeling 0f being at h0me… Hahz… The guys, including yi long, km, J and nai pa… are bz in the kitchen… Preparing dinner… s0 nice horz? Hahz… After hour of struggling in the kitchen… They came up with spagetti, fried rice and soup… Hahz… th0ugh n0t rEali superb… But still nice! Hahz…

We slack ar0und… ‘tiLl 2355… b4 our misSion stArt… gETting the b-day b0i upsTrairs… BudDen… think he kn0w waT’s hapPening… Anyway… Hahz… We sang the b-day song and all… Then… He wAs force t0 Drink teQuila… 10 cup in total… And… he completed 7… Rest wAs compleTed by km, fenz and me… Hmmmz… Then… we played around until 6 in the morning b4 i oinkz… HeEz…

Second dAy… We girls are supposed t0 prepaRe bReakfast! Budden… *blush* We overslept… HeEz… But Km, J and wu ya prepaRed it! *hugz* s0 nice 0f them! Haha… Then we head 0ff t0 the beach… with the guys plus yanz and fenz playing vollyball… Hahz… The guys even tried t0 dRag nai pa d0wn the sea… budden… failed… Hahz… s0 funny…

At around 2 plus… the rest of my classmate came! A very big cake was bought along! Reali big! Haha… And we had our class photo taken… with0ut ke fun for that th0ugh cos’ he Went 0ff t0 do sth! The BBQ that night was even more fun! BBQ-ing and talking and fooling around… Hahz… We got our class together f0r a nice picture AGAIN! with ke fun, Ali and FaredZ this time round! *grin*

The third day ends with us cursing the caretaker there… Hahz… Had this she-bu-de feeling too… How i wish the chalet lasted longer… I’m gonna miss every0ne of you ppl this holiday! *Hugz*

Special thanx t0 the guys in my class wh0 make this chalet a success with complete meal AND also… f0r the chalet t0 b fun… we can’t f0rget each and everyone of us! Hahz… *muaCckz*

Will post picturez tml! :D

I’ve been thinking… worryIng… crying… wAt m i supPoseD t0 do now… bRinging misEry t0 ppl’s life… n0body understands h0w i’m fEeling… Ppl asSume that’s whAt i’m thInking… i dunn0 h0w to eXpreSs myself… tat’s all… But ppl wun even giVe me the chance to tRy eXpressing… whAt i said… wAsn’t reAlli whAt u think…

-[Just when I thought my life was coming together, I realized it was just starting to fall apart]-



-~*Cyndi – Honey*~-

Changed mY bLoggie Skin le! *HeEz* Love this Skin… The kids on the top of thE picTure aRe sHoooooooo Cutez! Hahz… Agitate me t0 find m0re of suCh pictureZ…. s0me of the picturez are put up by me… I d0 it myself… Wakakaka… It mIght neEd t0 reFresh a fEw times b4 all the Picturez c0mes out… s0 if u didn’T seE any Picture… Refresh arhz! *heeZ*

Energy is heRe in S’pore! Tot of going see ‘em… But… laZy arhz… HeEz… OMG! They’re g0ing to haVe an0ther concert In jUly! Damn… Didn’t kn0w of it until yTd… I want t0 go waTch… buDden… Didn’t sAve $$… Shoooo… G0t to f0rgo thIs thouGht… *sobz* Neva f0rget the 1st c0ncert thEy held in s’p0re… Mem0rable… s0meh0w.. misS the time I wEnt aFter thEm… Hahz… s0 crazy

Jux baCkie fr0m JP… HmMmmmz… Nothing much… Bought some stuff… Slack ar0und… Hahaz… Examz end le… sEems like s0 fRee like tAt…

g0ing to wAtch VCD le… Be back soon… *winkz*

-[No matter how hard you try and please some one, they will always pick out your flaw]-



-~*The m0ffaTts – Always in my hEart*~-

Jux finIsh waTching ‘Hou xia qu’ on ch 8… Last episode… A nice one… A l0t of thIngs cAme int0 my mind while wAtching… Life… is jux s0 unpredictable… Never know what’s gonNa happen next… *sighz*

Dunno wat’s going 0n in my life… Been thinKing al0t lately… Lots of thing appearing and stAcking up in my life… Quarrelling with my dad is one thing… He hasn’t been speaking to me for days… And… s0 much more things happening… Feel s0 pressurize… Crying late in the night had somehow become something that i’m doing lately… Can’t get myself to slp… I’m missin’ out on a lot of slp… *sighz* I’m tired… tired of everything… I dunno how long i can tolerate all this stupid things… I jux wish i can get over everything… Real soon…

Examz finally over… Last paper today… *cheers* Hope my class pass every test! Hmmmmzz… After that… Went to watch ‘Pacifier’… Nice! The baby in the show are really cutez…! Hahz…

Today… is the birthday of this meiz of mine… studying in Australia…

HapPy BirThday Shin Meiz mei!



{April 12, 2005}   back… +++12/04/05+++

-~*Jay – Hui dao gou qu*~-

I’m baCkie… I kn0w i’m lIke misSing f0r a wEeK over… *bow* sumimasen! BeEn realLI bz wiTh my eXams ya… Th0ugh it’s lIke 1 papEr evEry fEw days… bUt i’m praCticallY 0ut studYing wiTh my claSsmate… s0 sTress 0ut… guEss i’m giVing mysElf t0o muChiie sTresS… *dotz* w0rrYing ab0ut wheTher i unDerStand as weLL as Whether my claSsmaTe underStand waT i tEach Dem… *smacck hEadd* AND the w0rst thing is… I’ve beEn eaTing ouTside lately… *shakE heAdd* UnheAlthy and ExpensIve… HmmmmMmZ…

AniWay… RecaLL wAt eLse i’ve d0ne

HmMmmmz… LasT Wed… My firSt pPaper… Data c0m… Skip the Details… BasiCally… it’s tough and *forget it* Went 0ff t0 Watch ‘H0use of fury’ with my claSsmate… totaL of 10 people tat day… Including Fenz… It’s a nice sh0w! *thUmb up*

Then… Went t0 meEt HUDA on Thurs… miIsh hEr s0 muchIie! BEen like… m0nths sinCe i last sAw her… She br0ught me a Wallet fr0m rip curl f0r my b-day… s0 sWeetz 0f her… *hUgz* Thanx Huda… *muaCckz*

Then… Friday stArts… And my hEad is buried int0 pileS 0f Digital Circuit notez… *fReeze* I’m s0 lucky t0 haVe J and the reSt 0f my clasmAte theRe t0 help eaCh 0ther al0ng*huGz* Thanx f0r all the help! RealLY hope eVery0ne paSs!!!! *Pray*

Went t0 paRtyw0rld laSt nite t0o… Haha… Po0r nai pa… sat theRe f0r a toTal 0f 4 hr… cos’ he’s joining xiao cou an an, lao pa and km f0r mahjong afTer that… Hahz…

t0day… camE 0nline t0 prInt my maThs past yr papEr t0 do… DecidEd t0 blog aFter seeing s0 many pPl ‘reprImanding’ me f0r not updating… Hahz… s0rli arhz… Here’s the Update…

mAths is the lAst papER…. Friday… And We’ll be frEe… L0oking f0rwaRd t0 the chalEt With my claSsmate… *yiPpee*

DICT 1A/21 : 1 more paper t0 go… jia you! We’ll get t0 the neXt leVel t0gether!!!!

====l0ts haVe b haPpening in my life… trYing t0 digEst everythIng… h0pe i’ll gEt the ansWer i’m l0oking f0r soon…====

-[i sTill neEd time t0 gEt 0ver evErythiNg...]-



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