Pretential Avoided











-~*Energy – Tian yu di*~-

My bl0ggie is 1 yeAr olD l0!

Wakakaka… My bl0g is ofFciaLly 1 yeaR 0ld today…

Can remebEr the 1st tIme i c0me in t0uch wiF bl0g was thRu my frenz… Lin was the oNe wh0 helP me seT up… hEeZ… a YeaR haD pasSed by… sEemz s0 faSt siahZ… hMmmmz…

l0tza 0f up ‘n’ d0wn haD hapPen in thIs 1 yeAr… hApPy… sAd… anGri… evErythIng… my bl0gGie and bl0gGie reAders shaRed it wiF me… HeEz… h0w niCe t0 b abLe t0 v0ice out… anD thEir eyeZ fr0m hurTing eaCh time thEy rEad… wakakaka…

t0dayz sch… baD… exCept f0r the meEting uP with mY clazzMate… everyThing is l0uzi… duN undErstAnd waT the teaChers are tEaching… thEir acCent and tEaching style… *OMG* w0rst… And… we’Ve g0t neArly 3 hrs 0f brEak c0s’ 1 of the leSson is n0t due t0 sTart thIs weEk… *d0tz* AcCompany sia0 chaR b0rz baCk home t0 colleCt her hp(bLurz her f0rg0t to brIng)… Saw heR ah ma… s0 niCe… Make me tHink 0f my ah ma… HMmmz… then waiteD f0r like aGes b4 a bUz finAlly caMe… Head 0ff to WestmaLL t0 meeT the gUyz pluZ nee nee and yI l0ng f0r dUck riCe… tHen heAd baCk t0 sCh f0r an0ther 2 hrz 0f b0ring leSson… *w0rst* guEss the wh0le claZz agRee wiF me… Hahz…

t0dae m0od vEri baD 0so… *sighz* waDeva… waDeva… sEri0usly… I’m usEd t0 b tReated thIs waY reDi… dUn tel me n0… dUn tel me i tHink t0o muchiE… It’s 0bvious… m0od bad m0od g0od… i’m 0was the 0ne wh0 hab t0 endure… ThanKz f0r that ya? *dotz*

Ps: s0meh0w… I miz my ah ma… s0 muChie… abT 4 yrS rEdi… *sighz*

-[I've learned that good-byes will always hurt, pictures never replace having been there, memories good or bad will bring tears, and words can never replace feeling.]-



{May 29, 2005}   whOopz…. +++29/05/05+++

-~*Twinz – Lao shu ai da mi*~-

*c0unting* 20th, 21st, 22nd… 10 dAyz sinCe i laSt t0uch my bl0ggie… w0w… tat’z a nEw reCorD… 0r is thEre a l0nger time thAn thiS b4? HmMmmz… anyWay… i g0t a rEas0n for n0t upDating ya… BasIcally t0o bz and an0ther thing… lazi… *smaCck f0rehEad* i’m gEtTing lazi eaCh day… ThinkIng 0f the am0unt 0f w0rk t0 b d0ne eaCh day… *sighz* fiNally… i’m d0ne with it… aWay fr0m the w0rk…

Riight! sCh staRts tml! *dotz* haD a mixtuRe of exCitement anD laziness… *lol* my time-taBle iS reaLi l0uzi… haTe it arhz! s0 many l0ng dayz… s0 litTle reSt daYz… *arRgh*

m0n – 10am – 5pm
tuEs – 8am – 5pm
wEd – 8am – 3pm
tHurs – 8am – 1130am
fRi – 830am – 5pm

sEe!!!! t0ld u my time-tAble is l0uzi… the 0nly 1 i’m saTisFied is Thurs… Hahz… n0 choice… wAt t0 do… *sighz*

wEnt t0 Bugis yTd… sia0 chaR b0rz is finalLy fRee t0 go sh0ppin wIf me and Fenz… waiTing f0r heR t0 ofF w0rk is Reali t0rtuRing… Hahz… I even Hab t0 help heR paCk her sTuff… *dotz* anYway… wenT buGis… sh0p sh0p sh0p… b0ught a bag and a ‘haPpie h0use’ n0teb0ok… cuTe nehz~ Thanx t0 J wh0 w0rk at pRecious t0tz… HeEz… cAnt find thE baG i lIke… anyh0w b0ught 1… *hMmmmz* c0me to thInk of it… i w0nder iF it’z biG enuFf f0r the am0unt 0f labbIsh i n0rmaLly brIng t0 sch… seEmz s0 small… Hahz… sia0 chaR b0rz b0ught 2 bag… kUa zhaNg h0rz? Hahz… bUt it’s Nice aRhz the baG… th0ugh it l0ok kinDa smAll t0 me 0so… Hahaz… Then… meEt up with the gUyzexCept km and yanz… Km is sick! Hahahz… pOor him… But we remeMber hIm sTill… wHile we’re eaTing at V8 movIe cafe… Hahz… Yanz g0t a gatherIng wif her fRenz… HeEz…

SlaCk slaCk sLack ’till b0ut 9 pluz… J came t0 meEt us and paSs the n0teb0ok we ‘bai tu0′ him t0 buy… HeEz… rIight… then 0ff we g0… t0 the MRT… CraP and cRap… tHink i sAy t0o muchie thIngz ytd… s0meone thReaten t0 ‘bEat‘ me… hUmpz… s0 muchiE f0r beIng concErn… *bleahz* ReaCh h0me at ‘b0ut 12… c0s talk talk with la0 pa and J at my neiGhb0urho0d paRk

g0ing JP wif mUmmy laTer… c0s’ of the heaVy rAin n0w! *d0tz* Waste mY timE… Was thinKing 0f paCking my r0om when i’M baCk… n0w… eVerythIng is h0ld baCk… *ArRgh*

Cant wAit t0 see my clazzmAte t0mol0! Miz ‘em s0ooo0 muChie!

-[A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous]-



{May 19, 2005}   tiRed… +++19/05/05+++

-~*Yu heng – Sheng hu xi*~-

tiRed… tiRed… and m0re tiRed… Things are getTing outta c0ntrol… tHings are turnIng out the waY i’ve h0pe it neva will b… *sighz* i’m tiRed… ya kn0w? h0w i wish i can l0cked myseLf up… aWay fr0m ppl… aWay fr0m everytHing… PerhaPs… Life will be beTa f0r me and every0ne

f0rget it…

Celebrated Yanz‘ b-day 0n tues… night time kBox… hAd a wh0le l0ads 0f fun… fr0m the craZiness of tang-yuan huanting… t0 sia0z chaR b0rz’ aRrival t0 nai pa’s apPearance laStly t0 the celeBration at 12 midnight… Hahz… I’m glad mY aCting sucCeeded… HeEz… thRu-out the wh0le thing… Yanz didnT susPect me… *whEw* ‘n’ f0r the 1st time… I heard nai pa sing*clap* OveralL… i reali haD fun…

Pix –


the b-day cake

the EXPENSIVE $30 tang-yuan]

us

the guyz with yanz

the gaMe that send every0ne laUghing l0ud

0ur preSsie f0r the ger

wahaha… nice 1 right?!?!

ta-dah… 0ur crew…

that’s all… tk care ppl…




YANZ YANZ! HAPPIE BIRTHDAY T0 YOU! H0PE U HAD A FUN AND UNFORGETTABLE BIRTHDAY!



-~*Shino – Xin d0ng*~-

*tsk tsk* Home again! HmMmmz… Was plaNning to paCk my r0om… Was arhz… But t0o lazi to set myselF g0ing on Wif the Planz… Wakakaka… Laze aRd my r0om and sat d0wn tyPing away on my kEy b0ard… *LOL* Found a s0ng i’vE beEn loOking f0r sinCe i hEard it 0n the Radio… *yEash* hAd a beAry haRd time fiNding leHz… HeEz… Lub thIs s0ng… MeAniNgful…

HmMmmmz… TiMe Table f0r my nEw sem is 0ut… *stRess* wIll post it whEn my GEM module is aDded int0 it… cUrrEntly… i’Ve g0t 3 stUpid dAys that eNd at 5pm… *Damn* I thInk i’m dYing… Jux by sEeing the timIng…

Hmmmz… Energy concert is comIng…!!! Right… n0t that FasT actually… HeEz… 9th July 2005 *sighz* Saw their ad and Dream baCk to 13th Sept 2003.. La la la… Right… Reality sTrIke… Hahz…

Siao chaR b0r gonNa sTart her 2 weEkz w0rk thIs monDay… HmMmmmz… mE g0ing to b b0red liaoz… *dotz* w0rk w0rk w0rk.. I als0 wan w0rk… buDden.. Cant fiNd… *sulk* Anyway… Jia you arhz siao Char b0rz!

n0thing le lahz… g0ing wAtch my Vcd… hMmmmz… Life is BorIng… *tsk tsk*

-[n0t every0ne undErstand whAt u're g0ing thRu... Stay tRue...]-



{May 13, 2005}   sTress… +++13/05/05+++

-~*sIlence…*~-

Today is Friday the 13th… Dunno what to say… dunno wat to type…

Feeling reali vexed now… I dunno what i can do… The stress i’m facing is jux so hard to handle now ya… What is it that i can do to make things beta? *sighz*

Sometimes… it’s not that i dun wan to listen… Jux that… You dun understand how i feel… U always feel that i dun care abt the family thingy… But… Is that reali wat you think…

Facing pressure from you and setting good examples to the younger ones… It’s not as easy as you think… I tried telling you… But… Things dun seems to get anywhere… Cos’ it’s back to square one after some time… U like to think the way u like… *sighz* I’m tired…

t0o muchie thingy t0 think… t0o muchie probz t0 handle… wh0 can help me? *sighz*

I dunno arhz… watever… *sighz*



-~*SSShHHhhh…*~-


HaPpie MuMmY’s DaY!


t0day is mUmmY’s Day… Mux b g0od… n0t that i’m n0t goOd noRmally k… Jux thAt t0day mux b Extra g0odie*grin*

BuDden… my mOod damn baDdie n0w… Haiz~ dUn unDerstand whY it’s owAs my fault… n0 maTter whaT haPpens… n0 maTter wh0se faUlt is it… I’m oWas the 0ne wh0 shOuld tk the Blame… It’s s0 unfaiR u kn0w?

*sighz*

-[UnfAirneeSs]-



-~*News – I za na I zu ki*~-

*Curl up* Tummy pain pain! *Humpz* w0rst Day i’ve ever had! Made me mIz 0ut eaTing the f0od at se0ul gaRden t0day! *Whack tummy* s0 t0opid! Why aRe geRs s0 ke lIanz nehz~? *hUmpz* Miz 0ut hanGing wiF yi, yanz, fenz, an an and km… *s0bz*

Anyway… HmMmmMMZ… Ytd… Was Fenz’s b-day… I’ll recAll fr0m the 3rd

Went 0ut with my gers… FINALLY!!!! BeEnz like s0oooo l0ng since the last time we g0t togeTher f0r a meal… Miaoz’s hUbby also there… Well… Had a haZy dAy that dAy th0ugh.. Planning 0n h0w to gIf that to0pid b-day gEr a suRprise… Hahz… Then… Call up rene t0 plan plan a bit… HeEZ… ArriVed at OrChard arD 5… I hiDe behind the reSt 0f the gers… —That’s the g0od thing beIng short— c0s’ to0pid feNz reali didnt SEE me and g0t a shock whEn she saw me aPpeared 0ut of nowHere… Haha! A sense 0f acHievement… *YEASH* Then weNt t0 this sTrange plAce call ‘3 monkey’ t0 eat… n0t bad arhz.. buT expensive… $170 plus… Then we t0ok pix pix… sh0p… walK fr0m orChard t0wer t0 PS… Can u imAgine the disTance? Hahz… Then.. at nitez… an an c0me meEt me and Fenz whilE ah bird and the rEst wEnt h0me after bird’s hubBy finish w0rk… Sat there dIscuss abt the event nexT day then weNt baCk b0on lay at aRd 11 plus t0 meEt J… He br0ught s0mething f0r Fenz… Then sit 243 with Fenz then walk h0me with J… leG acHed fr0m the sh0e i’m weAring… s0 to0k it off… Hahz… but w0re it baCk s0on aFter c0s’ i alm0st stEp on a cockr0ach! *Dotz*

4th May… The dAy a ben ben chAr b0rz wAs b0rn… *whOopz* Hahaz… MeEt up wiF yi and Yanz at 4 t0 g0 t0wn shop f0r prEssie… St0p by rene’s w0rk pLace f0r a while b4 heAding t0 0utRame t0 meEt up wiF km, an an, lao pa, wu ya, marCus, zy and fEnz… Then 0ff we g0 to the KTV… Wah! Big big r0om nehz~! s0 shIok! HaVen g0t the chAnce t0 wArm my butT and i haVe t0 heAd 0ff to l0ok f0r cake shop with yi yanz and zy le… my leG stIll pain s0 i st0p at 1 seats witH zy whIle yanz and yi went in sEaRch f0r the cake shop… Xing ku ni men le! *heEz* Then… hEad baCk… wiTh the hElp of the w0rkers there… We managEd t0 deliVer the cakE in eXacTly when the ScReen play the song ‘HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU’… wAhz… swee swee siahz… Hahz… Then aFter that… We starT singing and the Rest StaRt plaYing their 5,10 game… DeaFening siahz… Hahz… Hui ting, Fenz’s fRenz als0 came and j0in us… Overall… a supErb night! HeEz… RealI haD a wh0le l0ad of fun

g0t my Result t0day… n0t that bad i guess… –

Digital Circuit – A
CritiCal Reas0ning Skill – B
CompuTer haRdwAre – B
MathEmatiCs – B+
DatA c0mmunIcatIon sysTem – C
Visual ProgRamming – C
Human Res0urce – C

I wun f0rget the ’sUrpRise’ i g0t today 1!!!! *hUmpz* Gei w0 ji zu! Hahaz…

thAt’s alL… wilL post Pix pix s0on… g0 curl up le… Bub bye!

-[tel me what u wan...]-



-~*News – CheriSh*~-

Yoz peEpz! *waVez* I’m baCkie!!! BackIe fr0m M’sIa… *smaCck HeaD* I miz sSpore s0 muChiez… Esp my FrEnz… HEez…

suRe eVery0ne miz me t0o! n0? HMmMMmmz… th0ugh al0t sAy n0… i d0ubt tAt’s waT they’re tHinking… Hahz…

iT’s CHUA HUIFEN b-Day t0day… hAhz…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

sTay Crazi oWas! *muaCckz*

g0t to run… heEz… baCk f0r an0ther p0st tml…

*gulP* rEsults 0ut tml… *shIver* I hate it…

-[juX wEn i t0t u'rE 0ut of my liFe... u Came baCk... ]-



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