-~*Coco – mo mo ai ni*~-

jUx gOt baCk hOme… *sTretCh oUt* I’m tiRed… bOdy paIn… Hahaz… Such a Long tiMe siNce i plaYed badMinton reDi… pLayed jUx nOw in scHool for aRd 2-3 hrz… ResT in beTweEn arhZ… bUdDen… sTill tiRed… lOuzi reDi… Hahaz… My skIllz aRe geTting wOrse sIaHz… *dotz*

BoUght my Energy’z conCert tiX… aCtually duN plaN to waTch reDi… bUddEn siaO chaR bOrz’ coUsin bOught her the tiX… sO… i go bUy too… waTch wiB her… HeEz…

wEnt JP wiF J to waIt for hIs jIa ren afTer badmInton… HeEz… thEn… me weNt off aFter jia ren caMe… heEz… dUn wan b ‘dian deng pao’ mahz… Then… tK bUz… uNtil 700+… gOt off and thEn waLk hOme… taT’z y So laTe reaCh hOme… Haiz~ dUnno waT to say reDi… mOod beaRy baD woRz… haiz~ sUan le…

-[Saying you love someone is not only telling them how you feel now; it's promising them that you will feel that way forever.]-

-~*Pian Jian*~-

HelLoz… baCkiez to uPdate… dUnno whAt i’M heRe to uPdaTe oso… Hahaz… Had a baD tImez iN sCh… sEemz lIke mY lIttle sToMacH iS haVing the wOrst waR eva… TheY reSt and TheY fIght w/O anI waRning… gOing On siNce laSt nIght… lOuzi slP i haf yTd… *sighz* tOugh Life beIng a gIrl…

HeaD ofF to Jp with J aFter sCh cos’ he neEd to waIt for hIs jIa ren… whO knoWz… waLk lIke onLy 5 mInz? Jia rEn msg hIm and Says thAt she’s reaChing JE le… Hahaz… sO… we hEad baCk to the stAtion… and saId oUr goOdbYez… HeaD for mY bus… lIsten tO my sOngz… Mind drIfting away… SerIously… I totalLy fOrgot thaT i’m suPposEd to geT ofF at anOther bUz stOpz… aNiway… dOesnt reaLi matTers… sTart strOlling mY waY baCk home… reaLi slowly… tHinking ‘bOut lOtza stUff… The Wind iS bLowing and thE sky lOok realI niCe… Bet it wIll b beTa if it’z niGht…

Was taLking to a fren jUx now… and thiNgz waS gOing on fIne… ’till suDdenly… my teaRz sTarT rOlling dOwn… My freNz gOt a shOck of cOurse… I duNno hOw to exPlain… No reaSon waS demAnded cOs’ soMehOw my freN knOw i canT gib anY 1… dO gErz get emOtionAl at a tImez lIke thIs? My fRen asKed… hahaz… I lAughed… teLLing my frEnz perHapz mE onli…

Nahz~ I’m fiNe… jUx lIke to cRy to releaSe sTress… Hahaz…

hUngry now siAhz… mUmmy cOok Sardine fish and steam fish… waT do u exPect me to eaT? *dotz* gO coOk maGgie eaT redi… *hUmpz* whO ask me no eaT fish… *bleahz*

1 mOre thIngz… I WAN GO ESPLANADE LAHZ! *hUmpz*

Enjoy ur dinner everYone… *hugz*

-[pPl owaS exPect sOmetHing frOm u... bUt exPecting tHingz frOm 'em is so iMposSible...]-

-~*Gigi – Shun Shi Zhen*~-

Change bLOgGie skIn reDi… *hUmpz* ChangIng bLogSkin haF neVa faIled to pIzz me tO the cOre… *dotz dotz* sO muChiez pRobz… Dun caRe reDi… seTtle for thIs patTern fOr the tIme beIng… Lazi to chanGe furTher… *heEz*

ThiS soNg at mY blOg… Nice! Gigi… *tHumbz uP* lUb it siAhz… HeEz…

WwatCh InitIal D redi!!!! Hahaz… Jay iz rEali cutE insIde… Tat’z ben ben dai dai lOok of hIs… Hahaz… EdisOn is coOl… *DroOl* HeEz… ovErall… Not mucH arhz… thE raCing paRt… Ok onLy… HeEz…

Went K wif fenz, yanz, chew xian, lao pa, xiao cou an and km… haB fUn… ‘cEpt for the sudDen gasTric attack… That’S not the wOrst ehz! The wOrst is… I trIp ober tWice and aLmost faLL flaT… *hahaz* woRst arhz… DuNno wat’z haPpening to mE… Hahaz… Taking obEr siaO chaR boRz’ foOtsTep rEdi… Hahaz…

StayeD at Home for the whOle dAy toDay… TuMmy not feEling weLL… *sighz* PatheTic…

la la la… i’m so hAppy! Right…….? Hahaz… WadeVa… *sighz*

===OpTiOnal to Read… Jux sOme toTz… Jump t0 seCond paRt if u Dun wan t0 rEad thIs…===

-~*sIlence…*~-

gUyz lIkez t0 say thaT gIrlz thr0w tanTrumtz aS anD whEn thEy lIke… BlasT pPl uPsIde d0wn and nEva saY the reas0n beHind it… But hab gUyz evEr reaLised thaT s0me of This siGnz ‘r’ sh0wnz bY theM as Well? GerZ tanTrumtz ‘r’ bLamed 0n thEir PMs… On thEir lOuzi upbRinging… On thEir fReakIng atTitude… waDeva lahz… WhaT i waN t0 saY is… gErz faCed prObz aS mUchie aS evEry othErz… Dun Owas thInk thaT u ‘r’ the onLy one wIb pRobz… wHen i haB prObz… I keEp quIet… n0t beCause i dUn tReat u aS a Fren ‘n’ hIde It fr0m u… It’s beCause i tReat u waY toO muchiE aS a fRenz thaT i dUn wan t0 aDd on t0 Ur probz… sOmetImez… I jux neEd a lIstening eaR… bUt a LisTEning eaR dOesn’T apPear aS and WheRe i wanT… Ppl saY i wRap mYselF uP t0o mUchiez… neVa leTting Ppl kn0w whAt i’m ThInking… I can’T heLp it… I neEd tiMez tO fInd w0rdz thaT cOuld eXpreSs mySelf… I duNno h0w to geT my tHoughtz thRu wrIting… w0rst ‘tiLL… eVen tAlking.. I admIt… I’m aFraId thaT… I miGht geT the wr0ng mSg thRu… wHich NormalLy haPpenz… So, i chOse t0 sHuddap… raTher thaN oPen up… I’m afRaid thaT a ceRtaiN thInGz i saId Might jUx seNd a peRson cRying or gEttiNg anGri… sO… I alwAyz RefRain mYseLf fr0m taLking whEn i’vE thIngz In mInd…

I lIke Ppl telLing me thEir prObz… n0t beCausE i’vE nth beTteR t0 do… But beCause i waN my famIly and fRenz t0 kn0w thAt whenever tHey haB prObz… Some0ne is theRe t0 leNd a eaR t0 heaR and a HanD t0 help… sOme Ppl saYs I’m a bz-bOdy whEn i i asK (OUT OF CONCERN) whAt uPset them… aNd whEn i dUn ask… They saY i dUn caRe… seE? geT whaT i meanz… Ppl aRe contRadIctiNg theMseLvez… dO thEy wan pPl to CaRe… Or dO they notz?

aNYwAY… EnufF oF mY toTz…

===PaRt II===

YtD waS my mOst lOvaBle… shUai shUai… cuTe cuTe… Nice Nice… sWeet swEEt bRo b-Day… Bz bz Day f0r me… Head Off t0 Bugis wiTh Zy, J and Siao ChaR borZ tO shOp for mY brO’z prESsie… *heaDaChez* DunNo waT to Buy… sHop uNtil i fUmed… Hahaz… aSk my brO wat he Wan… Keep telLing me anYthing… Worst arhz… Dun he Kn0w he g0t a tOopid sIster whO duNno hOw to sHop for Guyz pReSsie? *duhz* sEriOus! i nOrmally shaRe mOney wiF fRenz to bUy prEssie for Guyz… shAre meaNz thEy bUy i pay… Hahaz… i hate bUying thInGz f0r guYz… baSicallY b’cos i duNno waT is thE cOol sTuff Or the uNcOol stUff gUyz lIke… But waT tO do… I neEd to Buy fOr hIm… SomeOne whO sayAng me sO mUchie… HeeZ…
fInally… After BuggIng zy, J and yI fOr 2 Hourz… i bOught a sHirt frOm tOp man for mY brO… waKakaka… Thanx to zy, yi and J… soRrie tO trOuble U pPl! *hUgz*

HeaD baCk t0 JurOng pOint to waIt for mY famIly to cOme and Eat… CeleBrate mY brO’z bDay as wEll aS faTher’z Day… HeEz… J is Kind enUff to aCcompanY me ya… cRackIng jOkez and Making me rOll obeR wIth laUghter and Tearz… RealLy mUx thanX J fOr chEerIng me Up… He knOw me mOod no gOod lateLY… Hahaz… SOon… Mummy and DaDdy arRive… fOllow bY my yOunger sIster and Her bf… Then the mAin leAd… My bro and His gf… SeE soMethIng? eVeryOne haVe theIr paRtner witH ‘em… Hahaz… whEre’z mInez? HMmmMmzzz… He’z soMewHerE arhZ… nOt fOund yet… Wakaka… Eat fUll fUll then heAd ofF to Arena cOuntry cLub… bRo’z fRenz thEre waitIng… I tOt wiLL b fUn… Ended up… i sAt at the loUnge tAlkInG On PhOnez… Sms-Ing… TrOubled sO muChie pPl… Hahaz… Lao pa caMe dOwN lOok foR me… Pei me Talk… Then J caMe obeR to My bLk tOo… So SWEET of ‘em!!! RealLY gan dOng… HeEz… Xie xie ni men! *hUgz*

So haPpie to sEe my sisTer and bRo hapPily aTtaChed wiTh theIr pArtNer… mY mUmmy and DaDdy stIll so en-ai… hOpe eVerytHing contiNue to gO weLL…

Tk cAre pPl…

nItez…

Fenz starting SchoOl tml!!! jia you arhz! Study haRd…
More updates bel0w!!! mUx read h0rz… *bleahz*

HapPy faThEr’z DAy!!!!!!!! *muaCckz*

-~*Gu dan bei ban qiu*~-

a weEkend is 0ber juX liKe tat… *yawnz* sh0o fast! *hUmpz* Hadn’T g0tten enuFf slEep… habEn resT enuFf… haBen d0 my asSignment… habEn haBen haBen… s0 muchIe thIngz habEn d0 ehz… *sighz*

Went t0 laVendaR ytD with yanz, fenz, zy, lao pa, xiao cuo an and marcus f0r ‘bak cor mee’… Is thaT h0w u spEll in han yu pin yIng? HmMmmz… mInced pOrk in enGlish… i Think… *heEz* Not bad! n0t bad… HeEz… xia0 cuo an Ordered a 6 bucks 1… Whoa… s0 big bowl… Hahaz… Then… me yanz and zy eaT ice Cream… b0th of ‘em s0 baDdie… Went 0ff w/o me… Lucki me smArt… 0r eLse n0 icE crEam f0r me rEdi… *hUmpz* Hahaz… Went 0ver t0 Bugis ‘Can cafe’… A nIce nIce pLace t0 slaCk ehz! Can g0 theRe wiTh fRenz whEn u hab n0thing beta t0 do… HeEz… th0ugh i dun lIke the lem0n teA there… taSte like lEmon waTer… StaRted plaYing a gAme cAll ‘Bluff’… Wakakaka… *shake heAD* Basically… I’m siTting there… h0ping i wun b the 0ne wiF the m0st caRd… haD a gReat laUgh thru-out the gAme… But i dIdnt manaGed t0 finIsh the gAme th0ugh… la0 pa fiNish it 4 me… heEz… Xie xie ni arhz! HeEz…

Left the plaCe aRd… 11 pluz… ReaCh hm aRd… 12 pLuz… *hUmpz* SlepT at aRd 2 pluz… c0s’ the toOpid com g0t probbiez… tHen my sisTer canN0t use… So… theRe i m… wiF my eyeZ half cl0se… trYing t0 figUre out waTz wr0ng… *hUmpz* Ended Up… feD up… c0uldN’t s0lve it s0 heAd 0ff t0 beD… trOubled zy t0 pei me taLk ‘n’ thInk of soluTion als0… HeEz… sorRie arhz!

PacK my r0om jux n0w… FINALLY!wakaka… whIle my uncLe heLp me ‘clean’ up mY to0pid com… Finally it’s okiez reDi… 0r else… *shake head* can’T imaGine liFe w/o com… Wakakaka…

t0day is Father’s Day!!!

-~*Boa – Jewel song*~-

MixturE 0f em0tion n0wz… *pinCh* fEelz lIke i’m liVing in a nIghtmaRe… s0metimez… i wIsh i aIn’t s0 obServaNt t0 thIngz aRd me… PerhaPz… It wiLL preVent me fr0m sEeing thIngz i dUn wiSh t0 sEe… pErhaPz ya? *LOL* Saw s0methIng i dUn wiSh t0 sEe t0day… *sighz* i’ll waLk wIf my heAd d0wn neXt timEz… *sighz*

SunDay:

DaddDyz b-day! BrIng dAddy g0 eAt *slurp* The f0od Is niCe! CheaP s0memOre… Kor b0ught caKe… Hahz… My daDddy saY he wan t0 bl0w out the canDlez at h0me… cos’ paiseh… *smaCck f0reHead* We purpOsely want t0 celeBrate there… Hahaz… 1st time seE my daDddy aCting lIke a kId… *LOL* s0 cute… Hahaz… sh0uld hab viDe0 cam d0wn… But ‘ben ben’ me f0rgot… Haha… Lub my Family s0ooo mUchie… *mUaCckz*

Mon:

HMmmmz… M0nDay bLuez… *yaWnz* c0uldnt conCentraTe at alL lehZ… r0t Rot roT… End of the Day… caMe baCk jUrong t0 roT with J and Lao pa… Hahaz…

Tues:

Rot again! ReAlly dUnno whY i’m g0ing t0 sCh siahz… f0r the soLe purPose 0f aTtandaNce…? Most lIkely… Hahaz… Maths tutOrial canCelleD… Went PS with Siaoz char borz and Yanz to l0ok at the apPle gReen t0p i’Ve beEn aiMing sInce i saW it laSt m0nth aT Fox… *stamP fo0t* sEe s0 manY Timez… Yet stiLl didnt Buy… *hUmpz* anGri!!!! Rot for awhile thEn heAd f0r sunTec with Yanz t0 meEt ZY… sh0p a bit oNly… c0s’ hUngri and leG paIn… HeEz… Went CCK… Eat… Then heAd baCk JP with ZY… He aCcompany me unTil J and Lao pa caMe t0 takE over me tHis ‘ben ben’ ger… wh0 dun wan t0 go h0me… Hahaz… REally wanna thaNx thEm all f0r wasTing thEir preCiouz tiMez 0n me thIs ‘Ben ben’ ger… Arigatou! *huGz*

Wed:

Whoooo… *tiRed* weNt expo with J, Hu hua shi ze and Lao pa… *sulk* wAs pLanning t0 viSit the IT fair but enD up… A wasted trIp! *hUmpz* HeaD t0 Bugis and r0t at Coffee Bean… WatCh a bit of Initial D anime fr0m lao pa’z lappie… *clap* I cant waIt f0r the M0vie t0 b out!!!! Edis0n nehz~~~~~

g0nna waTch!!!! Wahahahahahahahahahahahaha…

tHink n0t going t0 Watch Energy’z conCert rEdi.. c0s’ Yiyi canN0t go… *sobz* heEz… s0… suAn le bahz… ImpoSsible aSk me watCh al0ne… n0 fUn! HeEz…

g0 orr orr reDi… *muaCckz*

-["And ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation."
-Kahlil Gibran, "The Prophet"

]-

Daddy! HapPie b-Day! *muAcckz*

-~*Energy – MNMYMYT*~-

*Yawnz* TireD siAhz… SlEpt aT 430am ThiS m0rning… Went f0r Yi’z b-Day cElebrAtion… *whOohooo* h0pe shE haD a gReat tIme… BuDden… Me n0t saTisfIed… Why she n0 cry? Hahaz… AniWay… WenT tAka wiTh fEnz, yaNz ‘n’ la0 pa t0 sh0p sh0p… aLot 0f pPl ouTsiDe ngEe ann ciTy… c0s’ thEre’z a conCert aT 7pm… g0t ENERGY oh! I tRied t0 tIp t0e t0 sEe what’z haPpening whEn i wAs at SwenSen… BudDen… Energy n0t out yet… *sulk* ‘tiLl i wenT 0ver to Chinat0wn… JJ waS siNging… *hUmpz* WastEd!!!!

Went Km’z fRenz ktv t0 sing… Had a l0t of Fun… tkIng pIc pic… aCt crAzi… SiNg… t0 the cAke and pRessIe seSsion… Hahaz… Yi g0tten a fuLL set 0f gifT arhz… Skirt, top, eaRring, waTch… eTc… Hahaz… G0t home aT aRd… 3 plUs bahz…

any0ne saW my eArring?? l0st it ytd!!! *sulk* s0 suay… *haiz* b0ught a new 1 and the 0ld 1 is g0nez… *sighz* thIngz jux tEnd t0 slIp awAy juX whEn u leAst expeCted it t0 b… Hahaz…

Picz picz!!!!

t0Day is my DaddY’z b-day!

HapPie BIrthDay Yiyi!!!

-~*Joey Rong – Piao Bai De Xin*~-

t0dAy is My la0 gong a.k.a Kellyn Tay b-Day… Came 0nline Esp. t0 posT this enTry… Sia0 chaRz b0rz… Gan g0ng bahz? Hahz…

HopE u haB a w0nderFul Day t0day… *winkz*
Gtg l0… PrePare PrePare… HeEz…

-~*Energy – Zhi you wo*~-

*oUch* My shoulder hurtz… Jux baCk fr0m SentosA… rEd red all 0ver… dunn0 why… didnT tannEd muChie… bUt stiLL rEd… *hUmpz* g0t an ulCer at the bAck 0f my t0ngue… *Cryz* s0 difFicult t0 eaT thingz… *sighz* w0rst thiNg happen jux n0w… cut 2 of my finger whIle cuTting apPle… Hahz… w0rst thinGz haPpen sTraight in a r0w… my liFe sux…

Mo0d beenz reAli reaLi bad… and i mEan reali reaLi baD… pPl wh0 caRe sh0uld kn0w… pPl wh0 dUn caRe onLy meAnt t0 maKe my liFe w0rst… I hate liArz… i haTe hyp0cRitez… I hate pPl wh0 malign Me! I hate Ppl wh0 dun giB me a chanCe t0 explain thIngz… I hate pPl wh0 aSsumez thIngz at thEir 0wn w0rld… I hate pPl wh0 duN giB a damn ab0ut my liFe and suDdenly pOp out t0 say theY care… I hate Ppl wh0 lisTen t0 other pPl and hAb the wr0ng totz abT me… I hate Ppl wh0 haB the wr0ng totz abOut me and g0 aRd telLing Ppl… I hate pPl wh0 makez me feEl like an idiot… i hate Ppl wh0 t0k t0 me wiTh a damn frEaking attiTude… I haTe pPl telLing me theY tRust me BUT in acTual faCt they dun! Freaking hell… I haTe pPl wh0 beTray my truzt… I hate Ppl wh0 tk me f0r grAnted… I haTe pPl wh0 baCkstAbz 0therz…i haTe pPl wh0 dun TruSt me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BasiCally… i hate my life… I hate myseLf… I sh0uldnt b heRe… pPl wh0 carez… thanx… c0s’ w/o u pPl… i’m l0ng g0nez… reali… *hugz*