Pretential Avoided











-~*Nicky – Jie tuo*~-

OoOooOoOHHHHH….

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL JULY’Z BABIES!!!

Wah… tHis mOnth… reaLi gOt lOtsa pPl b-Day… Ytd waS ZY’z b-Day!!! hOpe he haD a greaT time wIb us… eaT then Ktv… hMmmmz… cOme to tHink of it… seEmz lIke our reGulation fOr eaCh b-Day… sUrely gO ktv 1… wakaka…

Then… it’s My mUm’z b-Day tOday!!! MuaCckz muaCckz muaCckz mUmmy!!!! I Love you mOre than anY otHers… reaLi… sHHhhhz… dUn tel daDdy… laTer he anGri and JealOus… hahaz… =P gOing to bRing her Out to maKan laTer… I suRe gaIn lotSa weIght liaOz… whOopz!!!! Hahaz…

wIll pIc pIc sOon… whEn i’M fRee… Wakaka… =P

I LOVE MY FAMILY…



{July 29, 2005}   aRrgh… +++29/07/05+++

-~*Shania – From this mOment on*~-

MST is coming!!!!

Yupz… aS sTatEd abOve… My MST is cOming and I’m stRuggling and stRuggling… tO geT eveRything i dunnO intO my reDi fUll of stUff brAin… stRess… sO faR… Only tOuch a bit Of eveRything… stRess… maThz… basiCally… i dUnno waT i’ve beEn leaRning sinCe the staRt of thIs sEm… *faInt* aRrgh… hafTa staRt tO jIa you reDi… 2B/21 JIA YOU OH!!!

tHis whOle weEk… SleEping… sTudying… nO life siahz… *sighz* thOugh gOt a bit of enTertaInment ocCasiOnally arhZ… Wakaka… ArRgh… StoMach cRamp aGain… geRs aRe suChie pOor lIttle creaTurez… haB tO suFfer all kInda sTufF… *sObz* sudDenly… i feEl lIke dRinking hOt sOya bEan… Wakaka… BudDen… gO where fInd siAhz!!! *hUmpz*

waDeva… I go reSt and theN… STUDY!!!!!!!! *Weepz*

-[If I had a star for each time I thought about you, I would have the entire sky in my hands]-



{July 23, 2005}   faDing… +++23/07/05+++

is it me… or wat… my mind is twirling in a huge circle… my moOd is dOwn to the bOttom… i’m tiRed… perhaps… ya… perhaps…



{July 21, 2005}   ImpeRfeCt… +++22/07/05+++

-~*Fan fan – Yi zhi dao zhui hou*~-

Wow… I’m stiLL wakIe at tHis tIme… hMmmmz… cOs’ mY braIn gOt tOo mUchiE stUff craMp inSide… cOuldnT geT to sLeep… *sighz*

HmMmmmz… thInk baCk on waT i’Ve dOne fOr the paSt feW daYz… hMmmmz… acTuallY oso nTh mUchiE baHz… haV my Up and mY dOwnz… MondAy… bOring Day In scHool… aS usUal… Then… tUesDay… maThz… heaD bLoaTed wIth fOrmulae… Went CCK with yanz ‘N’ zy for dinnEr… Then… heAd oFf to olD jUrong weSt to geT mY stUff… Thanx zy foR wasTing hIs tIme tO acCompaNy me theRe… *bow* aRigatOu gOzaImasu…

WeD… MathS maKe uP leSson… tHink tUtoRial leSson is waY mUchie beTa thAn leCture… My gOd… iF onLi caN chanGe teaCher… *hUmpz* lUcki gOt thIs tutOrial teaCher… Or elSe… suRe flUnk my maThs… thOugh i can’t prOmise i wUn flUnk it toO… Wakaka… Ytd… wenT Bugis wiTh siaO chaR bOrz and yAnz… eaT… then sIao chaR bOr went off wiB Santy to cOlleCt heR stUff aT laVender… whIle yanz ‘n’ i shOp aRd… HmMmmmz… afTer that… camE hOme orR orR… lOok thRu DGCF… tOday laB teSt… *sighz* sUre die… wIsh me lUck!

tHis feW daYs… mOod nt gOod… pRobabLy cOs’ of the thIngz hapPening aRd me… maKing me mOody… baD thIngz nv faIl to hapPen oN me… lOads oF proBz to haNdle… I’ve haD enUff… pUtting uP wiB unreaSonable stuFf… aS mUch aS whOevEr want mE to enDure witH waDeva stuFf… wHy canT they spaRe a tot fOr me? i’M hUman… i tOo… haV feElingz… i tOo… haV prObz… I toO… wiLL bReak dOwn one of thEse dAyz…

amOng all the prObz… I juX wanT to quOte frOm 1… ‘tReasUre wHat u haVe… dUn tAke it fOr granTed… cOs’ at the End… U miGht jUx lOse sOmethIng u wIsh u haD treaSured… rIght frOm the sTart…’

weaTher beaRy cOld nowAdayz… LaO pa faLL siCk ytd… tOday sIaO chaR bOrz aLso sIck… pPl… tk caRe arhz… ResT weLL… dRink mOre waTer… *hugZ*

-[tiRed... is sOmethIng i wan tO sAy... rIght nOw...]-



-~*Zhang Hui Mei – Yong Gan*~-

*YaWnz* I wanT orR oRr… *YaWnz* BudDen… sOmetHing is sToOpping mE… WakAka… Nvm lAhz… SuaN le… *siGhz* My luCk nOwaDays… mA chaIm gIb pPl pUt blaCk maGic.. sO loUzi ehz! aNgrI arhZ! *hUmpz*

SlOwly reVeal wHy i saY sOoo… HmMmmmmz… sTarT frOm weD bahz… Hp sPoiled! daMmIt… sO uPseT… cRied ehz… basiCally bCos’ i’m aFraiD thaT my aH di’z cLipz and stuFf wiLL b gOnez… caLLed J, Zy and laO pa… sObbing… Wakaka… sO malu… aSk fOr SOS… All gOt a sHocked whEn thEy pIck uP my caLL… laO pa caMe lOok fOr me… whIle J cOuldnt cOs he meEting Jia ren… THEN… a MIRACLE hapPen… mY MemOry caRd whIch waS nOt abLe to aCcesS preVioUsly is aCcessIble whEn laO pa tOok mY hP and cheCk! waKaka!!! mY stuFf nOt goneZ aLso… YIPPEE!!!! gIb J heLp me fOrmat mY meMorY caRd theN woRkabLe reDi… *bOw* aRigatOu… aLways trOuble u and laO pa! Hahaz…

secOnd Thing… I lOst mY riNg! u knOw? u knOw? the sIlver 1 i OwaS weaR… gIb by mY muMmy*sObz* cOuldnt fInd iT anIwheRe… *heaRtpain* haIz~ saD fOr daYs reDi… mUmmy saY me baD… bO sIm lOok afTer the sTuff shE gIb me… WHO SAY 1! I treaSure it lOrz… *sighz* thOugh i knOw she jOking wIb me arhZ… BudDen.. HaIz~

tHirD tHing… KeEp trIppIng and faLLing oSo… ma cHiam mY shOe/slipPer gOt proBz lIke tat… tOday… aT bOon laY intErchAnge… oveRshOt mY bUs Q stOp… tHen… giB 1 unCle sTep mY leG… wAh!!! sO sUay… *sighz*

nOwaDayz… sAw lOtsa iNseCts alSo! eSp. mOth… Omg… fReaking me Out lo… *dOtz*

rIight… sUay thIngz aSide… HmMmmmz… YUpz! weNt oUt wiTh thE geRz yTd!!!! sO fuN… shaLL pOst pIc pIc soOn… waKakaka… a pIty mIao cOuldnt maKe it… HmMmmmz… i Miz the tImez wE gErs haB arhz… mOre oUting!!!

tOdaY… haD a fReakIng sCary mOment… *dOtz* sPent mY whOle mOrning seaRching fOr this lIttle cUte gEr wiF sIao chaR bOrz, yaNz anD maRcus… sHe skIppEd oFf afTer bIdding Us bYe byE… w/o realIsing heR mUm is aT the Other sIde… oMg… wE weNt iN seaRch fOr her… wOrriEd uNtil sIao siAhz… aLL of uS weRe panICking… eSp. aFter lOts of rOunds aRd the aReaz ‘n’ shE’z nOt fOund… lUckIly… At thE enD of evErytHing… shE’z fOund… a senSe of relIef camE ovEr us… *whEw*

ThIs inCiDent maKe me tHink baCk oN thaT veRi nIte… wheRe mY siSter weNt mIssin’… thE feEling… iS sO unDescRible bY wOrds… tHe wOrRies… tHe cOuntlEss baD toTz tat u tEnd tO hab… wAh…! i hOpe i nEver haVe tO haVe thAT feeLing aGain… *pRay* hOpe everYthing b Ok…

The fEeling oF sOmeoNe goIng mIssin’ iN ur lIfe… is jUx sO haRd to beaR… sOmeone leaVing… thaT’z the wOrst thIng taT caN hapPen… i haTe dEpaRture… I haTe saYing goOdByE… cOs’ i dUnno whEther iTs goONna b the laSt wOrd wE saId… I dUn lIke pPl to lEave me… FamIly… Frenz… wHoevEr… aS lOng aS thEy ‘r’ pPl iMpt tO me… nOw… eveRyOne is iMpt to me… i can’T lIve w/o aNi… anD i WISH… tHey wUn leaVe me… I reaLi wIsh

Wah!!!! lOng bLooggIe!!! Wakaka… pPl wHo haD reAd ‘tiLL heRe… soRli arHz… me a bIt naGgy toDay… Wakaka…

Tk caRe peEpz

-[dUn igNorE me fOr nO reaSonz... If i haD dOne stM wRong... aT the vEri leaSt... teL me the reAson...]-



{July 12, 2005}   wOrst… +++12/07/05+++

The wOrst Thing taT caN evEr haPpen tO me nOw… is tHis…



-~*Jay – Yi lu xiang bei*~-

Wwweeee… Energy’z cOnceRt enDed ytD… A reaLi fuN 1… TheIr danCe… sUperb… Lub it… HeEz… They staRted wIth thEir uP-tEmpo hiTs… DanCing aWay… fOllowEd by the slOw sOngz… CompaRed tO the cOncerT 2 yeaRs agO… TheY inTeraCted with thE aUdience mOre and mOre jOkez weRe heaRd… Wakaka… sIao chaR bOrz n I keEp laUghing… tHey raTtereD on abOut hOw nIu nai and da onLi sIng the baCkup voCal… anD the twO of ‘em acTually saNg Di’z and Wei’z part iN MNMYMYT… nIu nai evEn aCt Di’z poSture wHen singIng… Hahaz… TheIr solo peRfoRmance… Nai sTrip! Wakaka… ShoWing hIs welL toNed boDy… Di sAng ‘Hong dou’ and ‘Ta lai kan wo de yan chang hui’(if i’m not wRong the title is like tat)… hE exPlained wHy he chOse ‘Hong dOu’… BasiCally he’z exPreSsing thRu hiS song… Sad… *sighz* Wei… fOr the fiRst time… PlayeD a pianO whIle singIng a sOng he wrOte hImself… ‘My priNceSs‘… Nice! thE waY he plAyed and sIng… whOooo… Wakaka… Then Da… Sang hIs soLo song frOm ‘nan ding ge er’… Tian Kong mei yOU xIa yu… ThOugh itS obViouS he’z neRvOusz… itZ stIll nice… Wakaka… They dId taLk abT the deParTure thIngy… PromiSing nOt to cRy… But… Di stiLl crIed whIle singIng ‘wO men’… I did toO… Di’z vOice caN neVer b rePlace… taT’z fOr suRe… tHrOughout thE whOle conCert… evErybOdy waS tryIng to laUgh and fOrgeT abt the faCt that its prObably the Last conCert… ‘Xiao zhong you lei’ is the wOrd to desCribe ytD feeLing… *sighz* They caMe oUt in diFferenT cOstuMe fOr the laSt song ‘We ‘r’ faMily’… Wei even wOre a sKirt!!! Wakakaka… sO caRtooN… HmMmmmz…at the eNd of the wHole conCert… Can stIll sEe pPl crYing sehz… Hahaz… Jux waN to wiSh ‘em the beSt… In everyThing thEy do… Energy… 3 yrS of mEmOriEs… 3 yRs of unfOrgetTable stUff i’vE dOne fOr ‘em… wIll alWays be in mY heaRt… And i knOw… I wiLL MISS ‘em

Went EsPlanAde aFter the cOncerT to meEt lao pa, J and Jia ren fOr suPper… Siaoz cHar bOrz weNt hOme cos’ shE canT makE it… Had fRied kWay teOw… Nice! bUt i diDn’t fiNish… Wakaka… Went fOr a waLk… sO quiEt… lIstenIng oNli to the sPlashIng sOund frM the rIver… Think baCk on lOtsa tHing… Energy’z cOnceRt clIpz flaSheD baCk aS well… Wah… I reaLi miZ ‘em reDi… Time… Once it geT paSs u… U canT chaSe it baCk reDi… sO… MUx LiVe everYdaY lIke aS iF u wUn haVe toMorrOw… sO thaT u wuN liVe in reGret and lIve to the fuLLest! HeEz… Take NigHt riDer hOme afTer thaT… reaCh home at aRd 4 pluz… TireD siahZ… I faLL aSlp on the buS oso… HeEz…

wEnt EsplanaDe oN fRi as weLL wiTh sIao chaR bOrz and Yanz… sO fuN! haD dinNer wIf J and Jia ren 1st beFore heaDing theRe… We talK.. wE foOl aRd… tOok lotSa toOpid pIcz… Wakaka… sO fun nehz~ Yanz yanz arhz… Now theN i know… sHe dUnno hOw to sIng ABCD song… stUck at the leTter T lehz! Omg… Hahz… anOther thIng… shE teNd to talk nonsEnsiCal thIngz whEn she’z gan chIong ehz… Hahaz… taT niTe… she keEp saYing rubBish… maKing me and siaO chaR bOrz (-_-||)… Wakaka… wE shOuld mOre of suChie outIngz… KeEz…

tMl… CalendAr teSt… Next Next weEk… praCtiCal teSt floOding in… Next neXt nexT neXt weEk… MST… sOunds faSt? OF COURSE FAST! i habEn prEpaRe ehz! *sighz* i’m doOm…

-["Beginnings are scary. Endings are usually sad, but it's the middle that counts the most."
- Sandra Bullock –
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{July 7, 2005}   Pain… =_= +++07/07/05+++

-~*Wen lan – Ai ni de liang ge ren*~-

*sulk* koaz… My Leg paIn… *hUmpz* Even mY bUtt aLso pAin… *aRrghz* HurT it juX nOw whIle plAying badMintOn… Had a gReat tiMe plaYing arhz… But mY pain stOp me frOm ruNning toO muchiE… CausIng the gUyz tO aiM me… Keep plaY neTting wiF me… *bIsh* Hahaz… cOs’ theY knOw i dUn lIke to rUn… Wakaka…

XiaO ah Di is aT my hOuse nOw! On mY laP… waTching me tYpe thIs enTry… Wakaka… sO talkAtive aRhz hIm… keEp talkIng… bUgging Me to tAke pIcz… hAhAZ… wIf hiS iMagInary pHone… Sure mIz thIs boi boi oF miNe… sO cuTe!!! He’S getTing thInner and Thinner… *heaRtpaIn* Haiz~ dUnno wHy kIds nOwaDayz sO haRd to fEed tHem to beCome cHubby… *dOtz* mIz hIs wHining… mIz hIs cRying… Miz hIm calLing me ‘jIe jie’… ReCorDed taT jUx nOw… wAkakaka…

twO mOre Dayz tO Energy’z cOncert! Had a ‘Qi daI’ yEt nOt so ‘Qi Dai’ feEling… ‘Qi Dai’ cOs’ i caN sEe theM aGain… nOt so ‘Qi Dai’ cos’… iT mIght prObabLy be thE laSt time i sEe ‘em? HMmmmmMz…

-[TheRe'z an End to eVerytHingz... Is it beCauSe... pPl wiLl onlY tReasUre eaCh otHer whEn theY knOw End is neAr?]-



-~*Nicky – Jie tuo*~-

wOw… mOrning 8:36am… I’m sitTing rIght in frOnt of my cOm bLogging… Tat’z new… The eaRliesT blOggin’ i’vE eveR dOne i gueSs… cOuldnt sLeep laSt niTe… sO… caMe onlIne to bLog… OHAIYO GOZAIMASU!!!!

Went to EsplanaDe laSt saT… weNt wIf J, jia ren and lao pa… Had a wOnderFul nIte… We taLk abOut a lOt of ruBbish… From the caSe of the gUy wHo chOp the cOrpse tO multiple ParTz tO the drOwning caSe… tO mIssIn’ casEs… Hahaz… wE ‘r’ sO fUll of tHingz to saY… sTayed ’till abOut 2 plUs in the mOrning b4 taKing a caB hOme… Planning to gO wiTh siaO chaR bOrz, yanz and fenz thIs cOming fRi… HeEz…

*sighz* SleEpleSs nIte… sOmetHing is bUgging me… Now… I’m stIll feeLing thaT way… I dunNo waT i wan… I duNno waT to dO… I’m owaS sO doUbtful oF everYthing… keEping and stOpping me frOm doIng thIngz i wanT… I wanT to dO someThing… yEt… I dun haVe the cOuragE to do sO… I’m afRaid of hiStory rePeating… aNd i’m aFraiD thaT thIngz mIght nOt wOrk out the waY i wIsh it tO be… pErhaPz i’m thInkin’ tOo mUchie… the waY everYthing feElz… bUt… i GueSs… tatz me… wOw… dUmb me…

gOt to gO to sCh reDi… heEz… Bub bye!!!

-[Did you ever have the feeling that you wanted to go, & still have the feeling that you wanted to stay?]-



-~*Zhou Hui – Yue Ding*~-

hApPie bIrtHday tO mY lItTle gOd brOthEr… Xiao Ah di… *mUaCckz*

hMmmmz… cHanged my blOggie skIn agAin… Wakakaka… sHall cOntinuE lOoking ’till i fOund 1 i LUB… Wakaka…

Whooo… wEeekeNd!!! I wan to sLp mOre reDi… eyEz panDa reDi… Wakaka… HmMMMZ… mY bOdy is stIll achIng… Omg… I mUx exErCise mOre ReDi lahz… oR else… lIke oLd laDy reDi… dO little bIt exeRcise heRe pain thEre pain… Wakakaka…

*wave* bYe bye!



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