Pretential Avoided











{August 26, 2005}   piSsed… +++26/08/05+++

-~*Zhang hui mei – Wo hen wO ai ni*~-

nOwaDayz… cRime caSes ‘r’ incReasing… evEn my aRea… gOd daMnz… mUmmy ‘n’ DadDy ‘r’ naGging abOut me gOing out at nIght nOw… hOw m i suPposeD to geT oUt laTer? gOd daMnz… dUnno laHz… mY siSter and mUmmy saW thaT gUy oUr neIghbOur aRd susPecT is nOt rIght in the minDseT… luCkily fOr my siSter… heR bf caMe all the waY uP to oUr hOuse tO feTch her tO and fRo scHool… sHe alWays haB a ‘hU hua shI ze’… mE? i waKie my daDdy up tO brIng me dOwn… hahaz… pOor daDdy… he lOok at me wiTh a bLurz lOok when i tOld hIm waT hapPen… hahaz… bUt bO bIanz… he can’t BeAR To c me gO alOne aT the rIsk of meEting the cRazi gUy… Wakaka… LoVe my dAddY… aT leaSt he aDore me… aCtually… i knOw my paRents aDore me… bUt… i haTe it wHen thEy sCold me… Wakaka… tO b tRue… i knOw thaT nobOdy in thIs wOrld loVe me lIke ‘em… sO… evEn thOugh sOmetimEz… i saY i haTe ‘em… all thOse ‘r’ jUx anGri wOrds taT slip Outta my mOuth when i’m pIss… i reaLi dO loVe ‘em!!! *wInkz*

rIght… mUmmy saW thaT weIrd gUy tOo… nOw… Daddy says “gO lahz… gO until laTe laTe sOmemOre… sO danGerOus nowAdaYs reDi… stIll gO out… laTer waT hapPen then hOw…” hIs tOne is fRiendly… bUt i knOw he wIll blaSt wheN i gO out laTer… *sighz* aCtually… i’m kInda neRvoUs abOut gOing out laTer toO… mY liFt can b reAli spOoky ya… waT if the sIcko enTer at the nExt leVel… *shUt eyes* yIkes! i beTa stOp scaRing mysElf… *sighZ* waD tO do… i waN to gO ‘n’ C the maRz tOnight… iF the iNfO given is True… if nOt… goNna ‘kok’ the ‘cHerz’ head reDi… wakakaka… j/k lahZ…

went fOr my apPointment yTd… thanX zy fOr aCcompaNying me toO… maDe hIm waIt fOr 2 hOurz… thEn… he pei me gO jp tO buy mY jap VcD!!!! *clap hanD* fInally gOt it… Wakakaka…

i wanT gO waTch ‘Qian beI bU zhui’!!!! the shOw by Danial wU and Yang Qian hua! gOnna fInd pPl aCcompany me reDi… heEz… whO want waTch? Wakaka…

mY tuMmy feEls like a thOusaNd neEdle is poKing me haRd in it… haTe it whEn suCh thiNg hapPen… mOod wiLL b tErrIbly baD… lIke rIght nOw… teaRz buIld uP uneXpecTedly… mInd in a tOpsy tuRvy…


-[The one who loves least controls the
relationship.]-



{August 23, 2005}   whOoSh… +++23/08/05+++

-~*Landy – Li bu kai ta*~-

*ScreaMz* mY tuMmy hUrtS! gOd daMn… sInce laSt nItez… i’Ve beEn rOlling ovEr wiTh paIn… the wOrst thIng is… i dUnno waD’z gOing on wIth it!!! dAmnz… *sighz* pAin paIn gO awAy… cOme aGain…dUn eVer cOme agAin… *hUmpz*

mY cOm is gIving me bLoodY loTsa pRobz… dUnno wHy… gOd daMnz… eVerytHing seEmz tO go aGainsT me tHesE daYz! canT onLine… nOw… usIng my brO’z cOm… hE’z on hiS waY baCkie frOm wOrk… aRrgh… sO suAy nOwaDayz… *hUmpz* tMl haF tO hanD in a prOject… sOlar Energy… rePorT ‘n’ pPt… ‘n’ i haSn’t dOne anYthing… gOd daMnz… aLl cOz’ of my cOm… gIving me bLooDy lotSa of prObz… reaLi owe my grOup maTez a whOle deaL… *sighz* tHanx pPl…

lOtSa prOjeCtz cOming up… eXamz tIme-taBle is Out… staRting my firSt paPer on the 20th… enDz on the 29th… *sighz* stRezz…

u Knowz… tHis cOming saT… aRd… 12:30am… Planet Mars will be the brightest in the night sky! dUnNo tRue nOtz… mY aStrOnomy ‘Cherz saId so… I want gO waTch! Mars comes within 34.65M miles of earth… wOwz… the neXt wiLL be in yeaR 2287(if the whOle thIng is tRue)… Whoaz… wheRe m i then? Haha… I wan gO watCh… If nOthing gOes wrOng thOugh… *sighz* dunnO lahz…

gOing Jp walk walk laTer… bOring to sTay at hOme… the Jap VCD i’vE beEn waIting fOr is Out… *sighz* sO many tHingz to Buy… alWayz whEn i’m brOke… aTtitude siAhz! *hUmpz*

tMl gOt RWP… wOrst aRhz!

brO is hOme! gTg… *waves* ’till the neXt time i cOme online… *sighz*


-[Love is very real, you will find it someday, but it has one
enemy-and that's life. ]-



{August 22, 2005}   raCing tOtz… +++22/08/05+++

-~*sIlence*~-

tHese tOtz ‘r’ stuCkin’ aRd waY tOo mUchie… wHy m i in thIs poSitIon… i’m nOt suppOseD tO alWays pUt up wIf eVerytHing… jUx bcOz u gOt a tempeR ‘n’ the reSt pUt up wIf it… dOesn’t meaN i haVe to pUt uP wiF it tOo… bUt dUmbly… taT’z stIll waT i’Ve beEn dOing all the wHile… nOt beCoz’ i’m scaRed… nOt beCoz’ i’m aFraId oF u… sImply beCoz’ i stIll caRe ‘n’ dUn wan tO creaTe a meSs oUtta it aGain… bUt waT dO i geT? iT’z neVa ur faUlt… it’z alWayz me… nObody wiLL evEr unDersTand… nObodY wiLL evEr feEls hOw i feEl… Coz… nObody iS me… gOd daMn… when wIll prOblemz leaVe me… Hahz… dUmb QuesTion…

jUx leT it be… waDeva…


-[She gives you all she feels but you won’t ever see that until
she’s gone. ]-



{August 21, 2005}   ZZzzZZzzz… +++21/08/05+++

-~*S.H.E – Ta hai shi bu dong*~-

laCk of sLp… ZzzZzzz…

wEekenD is over in a bLink of eyEz… *yawnz* tMl is baCk to sCh again… ArRrgh!!!! neXt weEk is gOnna b a bz bZ wEek For me! sO muChie aSsignmenT to cOmpleTe… sO muChie leSson to gO… i knOw i’m cOmplaining sOmethIng outtA nOthIng… haAz… bUdDen… *hUmpz* whO caRez… sOmemore… sO muChie laB teSt cOming up… fOr ur infO… i’m a laB iDiot… wakaka… i dUnno hOw to uSe thOse stUff in the laB tO geT the anS de… sO 1 wOrd fOr my laB… —Die— Wakaka…

weNt shOpping wiTh my sweEtheaRtZzzz… fLoweR heaRt sIahz me… sO muChies heaRtzzz… *bleahz* oN saT… wantEd to bUy lOtsa stUff!!! bUt can U imaGine thaT i’Ve beEn shOpping fOr hOurs and I brOught nTh mOre thAn a paIr of eaRrings? Wakakaka… tOtal waSte of tIme… bUt… sPending sOme qualiTy tIme otHer than sChoOls wiTh sIao chaR Borz n yaNz is stIll wOrthwhIle… wE saW thIs eVent gOing on tO promOte a peRfUme… ‘muaCkz muAacKz muaaCckz cOmpetition’(mY Own name fOr that!) wakaka… cOuplez ‘r’ seEn muaCckz muaCckz – ing ofF wIth hUndRed(i thInk) paIr of eYez lOoking! WhOooo… hOw fUn! *rOll oveR wiF laUghter* i aDmire theIr braVery? cOs’ taT’z sOmetHing i wUn daRe… hMmmmz… sHy aRhz… Hahaz… afTer rOunds of shOpping… theY’rE stIll muAcckz muaCckz -Ing… Wakaka… stYle aRhz! AniWay… maIn thing is… i gOt a saMPle of the pErfuMe thEy ‘r’ prOmoting… iT’z nIce… swWeet… bUt i fOrgOt the naMe… LovWe oR Lowve? waDeva… yTd… waS a fUn fUn Day… whOooooz… *jUmpz* i’m aIming a jaP vCd… saW it ytD… abOut a teaCher and sTudeNt r/s… gUy is a teaCher… gEr is a stUdent… sHould b quIte niCe… i tHink… Wakaka… waIt ’till i gOt $$ tat is… *gRin* la la la…

beEn eaTing waY toO muChie stUff reDi… tIme to cOntrOl… wakaka… nOrmally jUx saY lahz… anIway… waDeva…


-[If it only takes him seconds to make you the happiest person alive or
the saddest...
Thats love.]-



{August 19, 2005}   TGIF… +++19/08/05+++

-~*Ling…*~-

*tWist* It’s fRi… weEkenD weEkenD!!!! *jUmpz* haPpie haPpie… can oRr orR ’till late laTe reDi… LOL… nOthing mUchIe dOne leHz… nOwDayz… reaLi bOring lIfe i haF… *sighz* hMmmmz… yTd… weNt JP wIth daDdy tO shOp fOr mY sis’s bf’z pResSie… wHoa… dUnnO waT tO bUy sIahz… EndeD uP… paSs mOney gIf mUmmY… aSk mUmmy tO buy… Wakaka… aFter taT… meEt J & Jia ren… heEz… rOt rOt… chaT chaT… It’s aLways fUn to haNg aRd wiF ‘em… HeEz…

tOday… saW Rene! shE paSs me the CD thaT cOntain oUr sentOsa pIc pIc le!!! tHanx tO heR! wakaka… sKip DSPF tOday tO go K-bOxing wIth my sIaoz gaNg… wakaka… sO baDdie aRhz us… bUdDen… Wakaka… *bleahz* heaD baCk tO scH fOr DGCF… PBIL… mY paRtneR is zy… keEp laUghing aRhz… wakaka… sO lamE sIahz uS… Hahaz… eSp. me… cRazi me… Hahaz… FeeL sO useLess ehz… i dUnnO lotSa stUff… *sighz* cannOt helP mUchie… exCept draWing the dIagRamz… *sighz* aFter thaT… zy aCcompany me baCk to jP… gO buy fOod… theN oN my waY hOme… saW my ah gOng… and cOusin… I miz mY ah gOng… a lOng tiMe sInce i saW hIm… miXture Of emOtion aRise the mOment i saW hiM… aLways… i reaLi… reaLi miz hIm… *sighz*

gOt hOme… rOt… reaD magaZine… waTch tv… *sighz*

tHesE fEw daYz… haD beEn haVing the saMe stUff aPpeaRing oveR ‘n’ ovEr… in my mInd… a Lot of tImez… i wOuld b staRing intO spaCe… bUt my mInds ‘r’ bLank… bUt whEn i staRt thInking… it wUn stOp… Wakaka… pPl caN liVe theIr lifE trOubled-freE… wHy can’T I? daMnz… eXamz ‘r’ cOming… real sOon… *sighz* nOt preParEd… hOliday mOod reDi… cannOt… mUx jia You le… *hUmpz* GambaTe!

pIc pIc pIc ——>


sEntosa.. wif ma gIrlz


when gErz meEt… theY staRt gOssIping… wakaka


fenz me bird


b-day geR make a wiSh


sun-burning


on MRT going home…


Me & Jia ren… Our staMp ehz!!! Wakaka

-[pPl whO dUn gIf a Damn abT u... dUn deseRve u tO gIf a daMn abT them...]-



{August 18, 2005}   sLpy… +++18/08/05+++

-~*LEe hOm – Ai cou*~-

baCkie fRom sChool… eaRly huh… HeEz.. leSson oWas enD eaRly oN thUrz… sO nicCee… Wakaka… HmMmmmz… The weaTher is maKing me mOody… dUn unDersTand whY… gOing to slP laTer… tO stOp mysElf frOm shOwing Ppl blaCk faCe… Duhz~ waDeva… it’z nOt like i’m the Only 1 giVing pPl atTitude… i’m aLsO beIng tReated thaT way toO… waDeva lahZ…

Life is geTting meaningleSs in sOme waY… neEd to fInd mOre prOgramz fOr mysElf reDi… maYb… go taKe uP fLoweR aRrangement? wakaka… nO laHz… cOs’ ‘cheR’z Day cOming… mUmmy dOing thOse flOweRz aGain tO gIb my sIsteR ‘n’ cOusin ‘Cherzz… Wakaka…

gO shOpping… i wan gO shOpping! buDden… 4geT it bahz… gO orR orR reDi… geT sOme reSt b4 gOing out laTer…

-["Love isn't funny when all you can do is think about that person and all the things that they have done 2 harm you and all u can do is tink of many ways how to forgive them even though they don't love u anymore"]-



{August 17, 2005}   wakaka… +++17/08/05+++

-~*Gigi – Shun shi zhen*~-

*jUmpz* mY cOm is finaLLy fReed frOm waDeva vIrus it haD goTten! whOopie!!! yeaSh!!! sO hapPie… heEz… tHanx tO my belOved unCle… Owas trOubled hIm wIth mY sTufF… *HugGiez* HmMmmmz… tOday… fInish leSson aT 3… theN cOntinue On wIth ouR sOlar caR prOject… haLf way dOne Onli… HMmmmz… sO mUcHie prOjects tO compleTe sIahz… stRess… hMmmmz… gOt dRench in the raIn earLier On wHile i’m oN my waY hOme… *dOtz* sO sUay… rIIght… Huda msG me tO asK me OuT tOday! bUt i canT makE it dUe to stUff i haB tO do… sOrrIe Huda!!!!! neXt tiMe k… *huGz* RecaP on my stuFf…

saT… i weNt fOr thiS heRitaGe tOur… wOw… sO mUchie tHingz fOr me tO sEe ehz! tIring but fUn… wenT intO the Old sUpreMe cOurt fOr a tOur toO! gIf me the crEepz sIahz… Hahaz… The nEw sUpreMe cOurt lOoks sO muChie lIke a shOpping maLL sIahz… hAhaz… weNt tO lOtsA pLace… fOrgoT the naMe reDi… hahaz… OverAll… fUn aRhz… Then… sUnday… weNt to EsplanaDe tO seE the fIrewOrkz!!!! yEapz! i finAlly saW it…! sO hapPie… The whOle thIng… sO beaUtiful… meSmerising… *dReamz* pIao lIang oh… HeEz… Then tHis whOle weEk is stUdy stUdy and mOre sTudy… gOtten baCk my reSults… quIte ok aRhz… AnyWay… theRe’z mOre to cOme… sO… *sighz*

*anGri anGri anGri* haTe liaRz… liaRz liaRz liaRz… *hUmpz* hOpe thEy geT sLap and punCh in the faCe… eSp. theIr mOuth… UtteRing all the lieS oUt… *aRrgh* if u wanT tO speAk… dUn lie… if u wan tO lie… geT oUt of mY siGht… Idiot… *hUmpz* dUn tel me u haF ur reaSonz… a lie is a Lie… if u wanT to lie to me… aT leaSt b sMarT… keEp it frOm me 4eVa… cOs’ i wUn fOrgiVe u Once i knOw the trUth… esP. whEn the tRuth is sOmethIng sO hurTfUl… fRenz fOr sO loNg reDi… u knOw me weLL… *sighz* tHanx ehz… thaNx fOr makIng me feEl like a fOol… i wUn tRust anYone tat eaSily anImore… if u Wan me tO trUst u… proVe tO me taT u’Re trusTable…

-[waDeva... tHis wOrld is faR frOm waT i dReam it tO be...]-



-~*Li sheng jie – Shou fang kai*~-

*waves* i’M in schOol! rOtting… aT T12… LevEl 4 Room 01… Computer nUmbEr 01… Wakaka… EaRz blaSting wIth sOngz frOm my ipOd mini… *dOtz* tIring siAhz… *sighz* nOthing tO dO… haTe fRi… sO manY breaKz… WasTe mY preCioUs time sIahz… heRe I m rOtTing… theRe u gO… enJoying… nOt faIr! *hUmpz* nVm… *bleahz* Hahaz…

TheSe feW daYz… caMe aCroSs loTsa quaRrelz… nOt me… Of cOurse… pPl aRd me… 1 of it… waS mY sisTer… haD a fIght wIf heR beloved… A teRrible 1? hMmmz… nOt reaLi… cOz i’m quIte usEd tO seEing ‘em fIght… Wakakaka… anYway… thEy haD a fIght… enDlesS quaRrelz… TeaRz… HaulIng huRting wOrdz… all In 1 nIght… the neXt mOrning… the gUy saT uNder ouR bLk… waIting fOr my sIster… eaRly in the MornIng… evEn thOugh he haSn’t sLept the nIght b4… aT thIs mOment… mY sistEr waS slEeping… dUe to laCk of slEep as weLL… mY mUm saW hiM on heR way Out… tOld me my sIs’z bf loOk reaLi tErriBle… pUffy tIred eYesz… bOth of ‘em gOt beTa afTer he went uP to my hSe tO lOok for mY sisTer…

QuaRreLz… fIghtz… arGument… lOtsa pRobz beTweEn cOuplez… hOw manY pPl caN gO thRu sucHie stUff? sOme coUplez bRoke uP b coZ of suChie quaRrelz… sOme gOt to unDeRstanD eaCh oTheRz mOre… It’z hOw u hanDle eaCh and eVery pRobz… w/o hUrtIng eaCh oTher… w/O leTting suChie thIngz aFfect ur r/s… fOr my siSter’z caSe… the gUy knOw hOw muChie my siSter meaNs tO her… peRhaps… taT’z y he’z wiLling to waIt fOr my siSter tO gIf hIm a chanCe to taLk thIngz oUt… ‘n’ my sIsterz… sHe too knOw tat shE dOesn’t wanT thIngz tO end tHis waY… whIch is wHy thIngz aRe wOrked oUt… ‘n’ theY gOt baCk toGethEr…

EnVy… cOz’ my sIsTer fOund a reaLi niCe bf whO can pUt uP witH heR teMper and stIll lOve hEr as mUchie… iT’z nOt eaSy to fInd sOmeone whOm u lOve and Love u as mUchie… whIch is wHy… shE is ‘xing fu’ de… HeEz… mUx leaRn tO treaSure… cOz If u dUn… it mIght b toO laTe 1 Dayz… ‘n’ it wiLL b toO laTe tO reGret…

aGreEd wIth J’z bLog… QuaRrelz oCcasioNally is sOmetImez gOod… TheY leT u undeRstand wat eaCh otheR is thInking… cOmproMising is iMpoRtant tO leT thIngz wOrk smOothly… hMmmmz… dunNo whY i saY sO muchIe oso… haHaz… sHall enD heRe Then… lesSon iN anOther haLf an hOur… tk caRe pPl…

-[i dOn't exPect mUch frOm u... jUx a liTtle of caRe, lOve, patienT, aTtentiOn 'n' uR heaRt...]-



{August 11, 2005}   rOasTed… +++11/08/05+++

-~*Wen lan – Li bu kai ta*~-

hOme… i’m hOme frOm scHoOl! waH… tIred… *yawnz* waKie aT 620… By fOrce… Wahaha… heaD fOr scHooOl… *aRrghz* can’T stOp yaWning… HeEz… afTer scHoOol… heaD fOr WestmaLL wiF siaO chaR bOrz, yaNz and naI pa… fOr dUckie rIce… Then shOp shOp… BoUght my coMicz… dRink bUbble teA… Ehz ehz… saW the apPle witH chOco Zy tOld me abOut! *slUrp* bUdDen… i waNt to tRy stRawbeRry 1… bUdDen dUn haB… hMmmmz… mY skIn chaO ta reDi… *soBz soBz* paIn wOrz… sO haRd to caRry my baG… mOve aRd… *sighz* Riight!!!! rIght!!! tOday is cHinesE 7th jUly… whIch is ChineSe ValenTine Dayz! WhOoPie… cOnfrIm reDi… heEz… haPpy valeNtine Day! *hUgz* weLL… u pPl mUx b thInking… nTh to b exCited abOut… *bLeahz* heEz… BuT iT’z stIll wOrth wIshing wat… Wakaka… *cRapz*

*yaWnz* Tired ehz!… nOt enuFf reSt… sKip mOndAy leSson… nOt in the mOod to gO… cOs’ tUes iS a hOliday… and… mY laO gOng nOt gOing… sO yaNz ‘n’ I deCided tO seLf-deClare mOn as a hOliday… Wakakaka… Rest aT hOme ’til abt 3 plUz… reCeive a caLL frOm sI Char bOrz… Plan plan a bIt… DeciDed to gO JP to rOt… Wakakaka… meEt up wIth heR and haD mCflUrry at maC whIle shE trY the neW saUce fOr the mcNuggets… *lame* i dIdnt tRy thOugh… dUn loOkz niCe to me… Hahaz… Chat and chAt… sO muChie thIngz to heaR frOm thIs gEr… Hahaz… then… heAd ofF walkIng aRd… *spotted* a nEw maNicuRe sHop… sO… wE hEad iN to waSte ouR time theRe… nIce seRvices… heEz… afTer eVerytHing… aCcompany heR to waIt for hEr bf… beFore i heAd baCk hOme alOne… wHoooOooo… 7th mOntH reaLi gIb me the atMospHere… *shiver* eSp. afTer lisTening stUff frOm my sisTer… *ar-bIsh* meEt uP witH J to talk taLk whIle waitIng fOr jia Ren… heEz… then tHey heaD ofF to mY hhOuse tO waTch tbvie… Wakaka… bOth of ‘em sO cUte… bTh… Hahaz… tHanX ‘em fOr acCompanyIng me… HeeZ…

09/08… NATIONAL DAY!!! WhOopIe… 40 yeaRs oLd reDi… wOw! HeEz… dRag mYseLf oUtta beD to heAd ofF to SentOsa wiF my gErz… lOng lOng time siNce we meEt up… Esp. wiTh the main leAd of the Day… Ah miaO!!!! mIz heR sO mucHie ehz… HeEz… at 1sT… waS raIning whEn we reaChed sEntoSa… Kinda dAmpen mY moOd… PlayEd voLlyball in the Rain… ’till SUN apPearS again!!! HeEz… Then… me aH bIrd and Fenz went ofF to tan a biT whIle Lin Rene and Miao seLf take pIc aRd… Then… Head oFf dOwn to the waTer fOr anOther RoUnd of pHoto takIng bY rene… tHen… Bury ah mIao in the Sand… thEn… Gamez!!! Wakakak… sO fun… PlayEd gaMez lIke ‘Hai dai’… trUth/Dare… Wakaka… fUn…! at Night… Went tO JE wiTh mIao Lin and rene to meEt yanz yanz, J, Jia reN and laO pa To waTch fIre wOrkz… *hUmpz* anGri… dUn sAy abT it le… *hUmpz* eNd up nO sEe mUchie… ArRgh… If poSsible… gOing agAin… If posSible aRhz… *sighz*

yTd… sUnbUrnt… wAh… pAin aRhz… *hUmpz* theN whOle daY no mOod… nOt reaLi no mOod lahz… jUx haTe tO move… wakaka… waTcH ‘The maid’ with yi, yanz, cheW xian, km, laO pa, an cou cou and 1 draGon toDay… wAH!!!! SCarY… i jUmp at ceRtain sCene… yIyi shOut.. haha… 4 gUyz in frOnt ob us leFt jUx whEn the sHow staRt noT lOng agO… WorSt arhz… Hahaz… thEn heaD hOme afTer the sHow to dO my bLog… LotsA prObz ehz… *dotz* nOw… hOpefully ok le… HMmmmz… gOt prObz then tel me baHz… HeEz…

wiLL pOst mY seNtoSa pIc sOon… *clap*

Cya!

-["Life without you is like a broken pencil, there is no point."]-



{August 8, 2005}   DeCayin’… +++08/08/05+++

-~*Zhang Hui Mei – Jian ai*~-

aRrgh… My cOm is giBing me prObz agaIn… *fed up* sO anGri… nth fOr me tO do reDi… and nOw… mY cOm is gIbing me prObz as well… owaS sO suay… *hUmpz* beEn rOtting at hOme fOr 2 daYz le… The laSt thIng i neeD nOw is thIs… *sighz* MSN canNot log In… wOrst arhz!!!! *sighz* Sat unDer my bLk fOr 3 hOurz yTd… neEd to cleaR my stuFfy brAin… neEd to geT awAy frOm everYthing… It heLpz… feEling sliGhtly beTa afTer that… sOmehOw… i’m DisappOinted… hahAz… bUdDen… suan le bahz… chaTted wIb fenz! thIs si chaR bOrz… sO long No taLk to heR le… stIll as taLkatIve… hahaz… glad thaT she’z hapPy wiTh heR schOol… HmMmmmmz…

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i’m sOoooooOooo bOred!!!!!! *hUmpz*

-[PeOple saY thaT lOve dOesn't cOst... bUDden agAin... wHy dO sO many pPl paY fOr it? ]-



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