Pretential Avoided











{October 31, 2005}   1st daY of sCh… +++31/10/05+++

-~*twinkle twinkle little staRz*~-

tOday…

1st Day oF sCh…

*yaWnz*

I’ve gOt a thOusand ‘n’ thOusand reaSons tO staY in beD…

buDden… gOt out frOm beD afTer struGgling fOr 10 mIns…

*yaWnz*

sCh waS fUn!!! (excluDing leSsons)… The meEting up wiD eaCh ‘n’ everyOne of my claSsmate… The break… The silly jOkez… The nonSense we shaRe… The rubbIsh we update on eaCh other… Wahahaz…

i saW dereCa!!!! oMg… thIs gOng gOng… i miSs him sO muChie!!! He owe me a treat siahz… waitEd sO long fOr him to ask me out fOr some gathering during the hOliday ‘n’ he still gOt the cheEk tO reprimand me fOr not taking the initiatiVe to Call him… -_-” *biSh* Hahaz… anYway… haD a shOrt catChing up wiD him… ‘n’ i cant stOp lauGhing… lOoking forwaRd tO seeing hIm agaIn soOn!!! *LOL*

‘n’ my guarDian ‘devil’… rMb the sWeetz!!!! Wahahaz… =P

After sCh… heaD tO cineleiSure wiD the GUYZ… Km, vin Dd, xiaO cou an, marCus shi ze ‘n’ 4 dragOn… i’m the ONLY ger! buDden… theY treaT me nOt baDdie lahz… heEz… keep talk wiD me… dUn let me feEl bOred… Wahahaz… xie xie!!!

Nee nee waS theRe wiD her bf ‘n’ fren toO… wahahaz… she veRy cartOon siahz… sO cute… taLk wiD her oSo make me rOll ober wiD laUghter… Hahaz…

anyWay… bOught tix fOr ‘European gigolo’(is it spelled tis way?) WadEva… HmMmmmz… M18… ‘n’ we gOt an unDer 18 wiD us… Wahahaz… maRcus shi ze(6 mOre Dayz tO 18)… the gUyz craCk their brain… wonDering hOw to smUggle hIm in… buDden… gOt paSs everything wiD our smaRtie gUyz… Wahahahaz… the shOw… erz…. ok ba… Wahahaz…

Then… went fOr dinner wiD Vin Dd at jp while the reSt heaD baCk… tireD… cant stOp yawninG… Wahahaz… nOt useD to waking up sO early arhz… -_-”

gOing to slP lO!!!! niteZ pPl…

*yawnz*

I’m sO glaD itS a hOliday tMl… YiPpPPpEeeee!!!!

hApPie dEepaVali!!!!!!!!!!!!



-[its nOt hOw lOng the whOle r/s laSt... its the proCess that makeS
ur memOries wOrthwhile...]-



{October 30, 2005}   arRgh… +++30/10/05+++

mY tuMmy is kIlling me…

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i’m sO sure it will b wOrse tmL…

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sOmebody…

saVe me!!!!!!

aRrgh…

wOman ‘r’ suCh pOor creatUrez…



-~*k One – firSt lOve*~-

*praY* i’m sO thankfUl… mY granDpa is ok… *kowtow tO whOever thaT iS helPing up theRe… anYwheRe…*

*SmileZ*

mY granDpa haD a fall tOday at hOme… the baCk of hIs heaD is bleeDing when my siSter ‘n’ i arrive… mY lil cOusin wHose pri 4 thIs yr was the Only 1 wiD him at that mOment… the mOment i saW my granDpa… tearz staRt flOwing… *shake heaD* i mean… u canT b thaT emOtionAl cOntrOlled whEn u sEe ur loVe 1 bleeDing and blOod staIn on the floOr riGht! sOmemoRe he’s STILL lying On the flOor ok! the pOsitiOn wheRe he lanDed… My hanD weRe shaKy… while talKing tO my granDpa… luCkily he still knOw me… erMz… i meaN i dunnO how seriOus the impaCt is whaT… mY brain weRe nOt funCtionIng well aS well… anYway… mY unCle caMe at the niCk of time tO saVe me frOm trying tO think furTher… he inStructed mY siSter tO call for the ambulanCe whIle i talK to my lil cOusin… she’s baDly frighten… bUdDen she’s smaRt enufF tO contaCt my aUnt and mUmmy when the aCcident hapPens… prOud of her…

i’m sO thankfUl everythIng is ok nOw… *sighz*

rIght…

reCall on stuff i’ve dOne fOr the paSt few Dayz…

hMmmmmz… went bUgis wiD fenz oN weD tO shoP shOp… nOt muChie shoPping dOne lahz… onLi bOught 2 tOpz… 1 apPle green and 1 white? HmMmmmz… sOmething lIke white lahz… 1 linE slaShed ofF my shOpping liSt… Wahahahz… wanteD to bUy aCcessOries… buDden deCided tO stOp myseLf frOm spenDing further… Then went 4 horSe rOad tO pray… Zy jOin us soOn after and after he praY… we heaD tO laVendar fOr bak chOr mee…

the wOrst thinG fOr thaT day was….. ………………… ………

I waS like a blinD laDee waLking arD… nOt blinD lahz… CAN see… bUt blurZ… cOs’ my cOntaCt lenSe werE gIving me prObz so i toOk it out ‘n’ threW it away… Hahaz… my leFt eyEs aChe like hell that daY ’till i reaCh home… aRrgh…. sO prOud of mYself oSo… i manaGed tO reaCh hOme wiD a blurZ visiOn… heY… theRe’z a poSsibility oF brOading the wrOng buS ok! Hahaz… luCky Ok reDi… gOt mySelf a new speC toO… my unCle spOnsor 1… HeEz…

Ytd… went tO liDo cinepleX tO watCh Andy laU’z lateSt mOvie… ‘All abOut lurVee…’ it’S niCeee… if u ‘r’ intO suCh shOw arhz… it’s sweEt ‘n’ saD… HeEz…

hMmmmz… gUeSs my luCk ain’t thAt goOd nowaDayz… *dOtz*

*shOo shOo shOo* baDdie luCk gO aWayz!!!!!!!

sCh starTing in 1 1/2 Dayz… *smaCck heaD* sOmeboDy! waKie me up frOm thiS dreaDly faCt…!!! =[


-[In tImez tO cOme... i hOpe u'll thinK baCk on the stufF we Did
'n' sMilez... ]-



{October 27, 2005}   whOopz… dUhz~ +++27/10/05+++

-~*Duan Dian*~-

sO muChie tO buy… =_=

List of stUff in my mInd…

  • 2 tOp (whIte/apple green/purple/yellow)
  • 1 skirt
  • Love lOve de tOi perfume
  • 1 jeans
  • 1 pair of new shoes
  • sOme aCcessoRies
  • A new bag kOr bOught 1 4 me…

‘n’

still liSting…

*tsk tsk*

hOw to get sO muChie stuFf siahz…

*shake heaD*

haPpy biRthDay tO Vin Dd!

=my tuMmy feelS weiRd=


-[jUx when u tOt thingS is getTing oN fine... u realiSed ur wOrld
is falling aPart...]-



-~*wO zhen de shou shang le*~-

*waVes* hOw’s everybOdy? gOod?

hOpefully arhz…

Wahahaz…

whOoooz… sChoOl goOnna starT reDi!!!! *smaCck heaD* i dUn seeMz tO haD enuFf hOliday ehz!!! stiLL in hOliday mOod… *tsk tsk*

hMmmmz… i haD a lot in mInd jUx nOw b4 i caMe blOgging… nOw… *prOof* My minD is blanK…

hMmmmmz…

wenT fOr our BBQ laSt thUrs!!! Wheeeee…. reaCh theRe arD 7 pluz wId siaO chaR bOrz and Fenz… wE wenT beDok tO bUy caKe 1st… fOr our verY own naI pa… Wakakakaz… Then… wheN we reaCh the pit… baDdie us saT theRe tO wait fOr fOod to be serVe… :x Wahahaz… i gOt try tO help hOrz! buDden… the gUyz fInd me mOre of a haSsle than heLp… sO… bO bian arhZ… saT theRe lo… Wahahaz… waIted ‘n’ waitEd… fOr the maIn leaD of the Day untIl i wan tO slP reDi… naI pa caMe aT 11 pluz… cOs gOt dragOn bOat… *shakE heaD* hahaz… then siaO chaR bOrz and zy went hOme… we starT playIng gaMe…

GoT ‘zhOng ji mi ma’… tRuth or darE… Wahz!!! wOrst arhz… keEp tiO me 1 lehz… wOrst untIl cannOt wOrst siahz… then mUx eaT chiCken wIng… =_= bUdDen a Lot of lauGhter gOing on oSo lahz… ShHhhhhz… Wahahaz…

the niGht waS clOudy… bUt i gOt tO c starZ starZ wOrz… oriOn constellatiOn… whIle the reSt… km, marCus, daDdy, fenz and 4draGon playeD 205… sissor paper stone and 5/10… wAhz… thInk mOst noiSy is ‘em liaOz… shOut until like nObody buSiness… then slaP eaCh other hanD until swoLlen oso can… *shake heaD* Hahaz… thanx tO the gUyz… theY keeP me aWak the whOle niTe wiD theiR rubbIsh… Hahahz… laUghing and laUghing… the mOrning was niCe tOo!

waHz… a Lot mOre to say lehz… buDden i lazi tO type reDi… haHaz… bUt its ok… cOs’ it will b viVdly remeMber by me lahZ… Wahahaz…


hU hua sHi ze poSing whIle BBQ-ing…


Mr Km shOwing hiS skill… *aCt only* =x


eRmz… i dunO why he’z deRe arhz… Wahahaz…


extra twIstie cOntribuTe bY 1 dragOn…


the 2 xiaO cou… Wahahaz…


mY laO gOng in dEep tOtz… sO cute hOrz! Wahahaz…


EEEeeeeeeeeeeyer!!!!! they stUff maShmellow intO theIr trying tO aCt big mOuth! LOL


laSt bUt nOt leaSt… the 3 cUte geRz… Wahahaz… =P

PS: gOt 2 verY bIg shOt pPl dUn wan tk piC… *hUmpz* 4 dragOn and DadDy… Hahaz… naI pa’z celebraTion phOto is wiD fenz… she haben gib me… HeEz…

Then… Fri waS slpping… saT was slPing… Sunday waS a baDdie day… mOn watCh vcd… tUes chOose GEM…

weD!!! maDe thiS new blOggie skIn again!!! Wahahaz… bO liaOz arhz… tat’z y… Wahahaz…

Oh ya!!! i caMe acrOss thiS perfUme ‘n’ i lOve it siahz… wHo wan bUy fOr me!!!!??? Wahahaz…


lOve Love De tOi

shOppIng shOpping shOpping… i wan shOpping!!! buDden… no caSh… wOrst… bUdden still muX shOp! LOL…

SaynOnaRa!

-[sOmetimes u jUx hab tO learN a leSson the haRd waY to geT it intO ur
mInd...]-



{October 20, 2005}   earLy Morning… +++20/10/05+++

-~*aI tai yuan*~-

7:53am… (-_-)

mY sleePing tiMe and waKie tiMe is getTing craZi…

*dotz*

gOtten my resUlts ytD…

nOt muChie tO say…

nOt in the mOod to saY as weLL…

All i can saY is i’ve gOtten ABC in it…

*sighz*

u knOw sth…

i haTe it when pPl diD nOt dO what they haD prOmise… i meaN ya… sOme of u miGht think… ‘prOmises ‘r’ meant tO b brOken’…

bUt if thaT’s the caSe… dUn prOmise pPl anYthing…!

dOes makIng pPl diSappointeD/anGry/upSet maKez u feel happY?

*duhz*

waDeva… sOme pPl jux dunnO wat ‘r’ prOmises… prOmiseS becOmez uSeless when u dUn keeP to it laHz… maKing u sOmeone nOt truZtable… ‘n’ i haTe pPl lytt…

*dotz*

hMmmmmz… enuff of my cOmplainz…

2 cOmicz oUt!!! gOnna geddIt laTer… Wakakaka…

sayOnarA pPl… *winkz*


-[Sometimes all you can really do is pretend to be Ok...maybe it
really is better that way]-



{October 17, 2005}   hOly shiT… +++18/10/05+++

-~*Coco lee – Bei ai de nv ren*~-

mOrning! mOrning! mOrning!

*yawnz*

loOk at the tiMe!!!

07:52am in the mOrning ‘n’ i’m heRe blOgging!

*shake heaD*

I slept at 2am in the mOrning…

waSnt prePared tO wakie sO earlY…

bUt… i jUx cant get baCk tO Da La lanD…

*sighz*

right! diD i mentiOn zy brOught me tO 4 hOrse roaD(bUgis) laSt wed…?

wenT fOr a pray… hOpe everythIng ’shun shun li li’!!!!

Wahahahaz…

i wiSh fOr familY health and oSo fOr my claSs to gO to the neXt seM TOGETHER suCcessfUlly!

*pray pray pray*

I cant sleeP!!!! wheRe gOt enerGy laTer!!!

*sighz*

perHapz its b4 resUltz releaSe phObia?

Hahaz…

waDeva…

enjOy ur sleEp peOple…

*rOtz aWay*


-[Love gives you the feeling that everything is going to last
forever, when truly, time is the one that decides]-



{October 14, 2005}   PretTi lil u… +++14/10/05+++

-~*YCL – Ai mei*~-

bOring bOring bOring… Wakakaka… sO tireD!!! *sighz* nOt thaT i dUn hab tIme tO slp… i caNt get mySelf tO slp!!! *grUmble* I dun unDerstand wHy!!!

Pack myseLf tO bed at 1130 yTd… I’m talkIng on the fOne… tOt i’ll get slpy by 12… nO… the mOre i chaTted… the mOre awakE i m… *shake heaD* sO… i gOt myseLf outta beD and swItch on my tvbiee… WhOooo… gOt ‘Yang Chen Ling’ perfOrming… sHow enDed at 130am… stIll awaKe… BEARY AWAKE! aFter i hanD up the fOne at arD 2… i gOt aRd… draWing on my boOks… liStening tO songz… eYes FINALLY got heavy at 3 pluS… waKie at 10 plus tOday… Wahhhhhh… whaT’z happeNing tO me!… I’m nOt suPposed to wakIe sO early…. Wakakaka… mY eyE baGs ‘r’ getting reaLi terrIble… sOmeone saVe me!!!! *sighz*

mY ulCer aIn’t getTing any beTa eitheR… at the frOnt ‘n’ siDe of my tOngue… 4 dAyz reDi… *sObz* :(

HmMmmmz…

Went tO laVendaR wiD Zy on weD fOr lunCh? dinneR? Ermz… pluS 2getheR bahz… Wahahaha… suDdenly haD a craVing for it… sO Zy kIndly aCcompany me theRe… Then… heaD to Bugis fOr awhIle whIle waIting fOr Fenz… Ages sinCe i laSt saw heR? nO lahz… nOt that lOng… buT quite lOng oso… Wat the hell m i talking abOut… Duhz~ Anyway… dIdnt manaGed to have anY shOpping dOne cOs’ she aRrive lIke 15 mins laTer… *sighz* i haDnt haD the chanCe to realI get dOwn to tOwn for shOpping ehz… *hUmpz* Came baCk to Jp… nth tO do… hanD itchy… went fOr maniCure… AGAIN! Damn… i shOuld stOp spenDing toOpidly… Hahaz… bUdden… wHat dOne cannOt b undOne arhz… Wakakaka… Then… Fenz haD heR dinner at LJS… then gO home reDi…

*yawnz*

Friday… suPposeD to b paCking my roOm arhz… buDden…me laZi lehz… Wakakaka… ShHhhhhhz…

Blurz sing:”ai mei rang ren shou jing wei qu… zhao bu dao xiang ai de zheng ju…~~~~~~”

*winkz*

*sighz*

-[Love is when you care someone so much no matter how many times
they've hurt you.]-



{October 12, 2005}   paiN… +++12/10/05+++

-~*Yang Chen Ling – Xi guan*~-

AloHa everyOne… hMmmmmz… dunnO why i wOke up sO early… useD tO waKie Only at 12 plUs de… waKakakaz…. Esp. when i sLept at arD 2 plUs… *Shake heaD* cant sLeEp arhZ… haB beeN haVing sleePleSs nIght lateLy… ‘n’ nightmaRez!!! *hUmpz* mUx gO pray praY reDi… *sighz*

HmMmmmz… mOnday… went sentOsa wIth my siaO chaR bOr ‘n’ yanz yanz!!! HeEz… mY main purpOse goIng theRe aIn’t abOut tanning arhZ… I dun wan tO be rOasted… sO… mY cameRa serVe its purpOse verY well taT day…. Wakakaka… We toOk lOtsa pIc piC… Hahaz… sO muChie unDer the cOcOnut trEe… toOpid pose… toOpid faCe… Wahahaz… taLk abOut lOtsa stuFf toO… lOve hanGing oUt wiD ‘em cOs’ its haRd meEting ‘em nowaDayz lahz… aLL sO bz… Hahaz… heaD fOr harbOur frOnt centre Mac after everythIng cOs’ all starvIng… Wakaka… meEt up wId sIaO chaR bOr’z fren… laUgh a lOt siahz… wahaha… keep laUghing and laUghing… then… heaD baCkie hOme… fOrgOt wat i dId fOr the reSt of the Dayz… HmMmmmz… waDeva… fOrgot reDi… Wakakaka…


Our traDemarK… tOopid/Ugly faCe… Wahahaz…

We dO haVe prOper poseTure…

cUte mOment… :x

aCt cUte mOmentz…

seriOusly prOper pIc…

Wahahaz… theRe theRe… SOME picz we’ve taKen… lOts mOre… buDden laZi tO poSt reDi… Wahahaz……..

haD a baD daY ytd… quaRrel wiD my siSter aGain!…

*hUmpz*

waDeva bahz…

waNteD tO get ouTta hOuse aFter that quaRrel… buDden itS late… dunnO wheRe to gO and gOing out at niGht… mY mUmmy suRe grUmble… heR mOod oso nO goOd… *roLl eyes*

*sighz*

bUb bye…


-[the wOrst feEling u Can get is tO loOk at the onE in frOnt of u
knOwing u canT be wId them...]-



{October 9, 2005}   annOunceMent… +++09/10/05+++

-~*Energy – Mou Nian mOu yUe mOu Yi tian*~-

fOrgot tO adD in 1 verY bIg newS ytD…
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I FOUND MY RING!!!!!!

mUahahahaz… rMb the rIng i tOld u pPl abOut… mY muMmy bOught it 4 me? wAkakakaz… I finaLLy haD it tIghtly clIngling on tO my nakeD fingeR onCe agaIn!!! *cheErz* Wakaka… MummY fOund it hIding in mY siSter’z baSket of baG oN mOndaY mOrning!!! I almOst crIed when she shOw it tO me… Wakakaka… tOok me sUchie a lOng time to retrIeve it… It suRe beLongz to me… cOs’ it caMe baCk to me afteR lIke…3 mOnthz? Hahaz…

*muaCckz muaCckz muaCckz*

HeEz…

meEt uP wiD J and jIa ren jUx nOw… miZ Jia ren sO muChie wOrz… cOs’ she’s wOrking nOw… J as well… one in the mOrning shIft… anOther in the nIght shift… Xing ku ta men le… HeEz… cHit-chaT a bit wiD them aRhz… cOs’ Jia ren neEd to slP earLy… she waKie at 430 in the mOrning wOrz!!! sO early… *hearTpain* HeEz… Jia you arhz!

*yawnz*

gO watCh tbiee reDi… Bub bYezzzzzz…


-[AbsenCe maKes the heaRt grOw fOnder...]-



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