-~*EnerGy – liVe it uP*~-

whOoooo!!!! hOliday! *evil laUgh* lOng aWaited CNY is heRe… *blinK eyeS* in a blinK of eyeS… Wahahaz…

*rubbiSh me*

hMmmmz… cleaR uP a bIt ob mY roOm when i waKie thiS mOrning… nOthing mUchie fOr me tO do oSo… slaCking arD… plaY wiD nikki… toOk a piC wiD heR b4 heaDing tO ah ma’S plaCe fOr oUr renUion dinneR!!!!

PS : dUn minD me S an X-trA wiD meSsy haIr!… main leaD iS nikki wiD heR tOngue stiCking Out… Hahaz..

i’m sO ugly in thAt piC… cOs’ my haIr is meSsy… whOopz…

anYway… heaD over tO ah ma’s plaCe…

Wahz… sO meSsy… *tsk tsk*

aFter helping Out a bit heRe ‘n’ theRe…

Ta-dah!!! foOd is reDi… *famiSh bY then*

kiDs eaT firSt… nOt enuff spaCe mahz… Hahaz…

aFter that… watCh tv… slaCk… then caMe hOme… brIng nikki oUt fOr walK run… tiRing ehz… Hahaz…

then caMe hOme watCh tv… dO my nailz…

mY stuFFy + brO’z gf stuffy… Wahahaaz…

niCe nOtz… Wahahahaz…

laZi tO take mY finGer’z nails… cOs oWas blurz bluRz 1… dOne bY my brO’z gf + sister + me!!!

Hahaz…

tMl gOing bai nian lO… weaR mei mei… gO hiaOz bai niaN… Hahaz…

aCtually nOt muChie eXcitement lahZ… juX can weaR new clOtheS… Den nOthing le… anG baOz wun b muChie tiS yr Oso i gueSs…

mUmmy juX haD a slip… almOst gave me a heaRt-attaCk… cOs’ daDdy mOp flOor then she dunnO… *smaCck foReheaD* luCky nOthing reDi… she saY abit pain onLi… *whew!*

yAnz Me Yi

muChie miSsing tO b dOne tiS yeaR oso… mY laO gOng yIyI gO baCkie m’siA… gOnna miSs heR siahz…

mY siSter’z bf oSo wenT baCkie m’Sia… mY siSter sO quiTe saD… she didNt shOw it out maHz…

erMz… miSsing sO manI pPl oSo… =[

*staRe* theSe pPl shOuld knOw hOrz?

dunnO?

kOk Hammer ur heaD arhz!

Hahaz...

HAPPY DOGGIE YEAR EVERYBODY!!!
LOTSA ANG BAOZ!!!!
LOTSA FUN!!!
GOOD GOOD HEALTH!!!
GOOD GOOD RESULTS!!!
GREAT GREAT GREAT YEAR!!!
GREAT GREAT GREAT EVERYTHING!!!

-[thinK hapPy 'n' b hapPy 'n' staY hapPy]-

-~*Si xing bU gai*~-

i’m sOoooOo in CNY mOod reDi… *dreaMz* All i wan tO do thiS weEk is tO staY at hOme… sLeep… watCh tv… plaY wiD nikki… onLine… slaCk slaCk n slaCk… ’til CNY cOmes…

Hiak hiak… tOld u i’m dreaming… Hahaz…

i paCked mY roOm reDi!!!! niCccess… Hahaz…

bOring arhz!!! i dUn haB mOod fOr sCh at all… buDden still mUx LL gO attenD leSson… cOs’ i dUn wan tO lOse out on stuFF… Kiasu riGht… Hahaz…

bUt i skiP Dig Sys leCture tOday thOugh…

hiaK hiaK…

went tO sCh fOr an hOur of Dig sys tUtOrial then gO weStmall eaT reDi… Hahaz… nOt i wan 1 hOrz… iS mY laO gOng ‘n’ Yanz physco me 1…!

hIak hIak…

nO lahz… a paRt ob me osO dUn wan gO…

hMmmmmz…

wEnt tO tOa paYoh On saT… tO attenD Jam’z bDay buFfet… Wahz… sO faR wOrz!!! i saT all the waY tO tOa paYoh hOrz! mAi siaO siaOz…

Hiak hiaK…

sIt untIl butt paIn… baCk sOur paIn… *shake heaD*

haD fUn…

saW the gUys plaYing PS… ‘ResidenT evil’…

Wahz!!! sO gRoSs lOrz… buDden exCiting siahz…

Hiak hiaK…

fUn…

hMmmmz…

gOt my 1 yr agO bDay preSsie frOm Jam…

sO gan dOng…

he gOt me an ENERGY autOgrapH albUm!

heEz…

sO suRprise when i saW it…

i tOtz i wUn get theIr autOgraph anYmOre… sinCe i laSt chaSe Energy…

reaLi thAnx tO Jam…

HeEz…

nOthing mUchie tO dO nOw… bOring…

sKy daRk daRk…

ma chiaM waN raIn…

dUnnO will drOp rain nOtz…

drOp de hua… beta dUn stOp… arBo suRe hOt ly siaOz…

nOwaDayz…

aLot of tOtz in minD…

dUnno Why theSe tOtz wil apPear thOugh…

i neeD tO reaLi sOrt out eVerythinG…

bUt its eaSy tO say… bUt haRd tO set urSelf dOing…

c hOw thinGs goEs bahz…

*sighz*

PS: Its raIning reDi… the waY i’m feEling nOw… saDz ‘n’ mOody… suDden mOod chanGe… thInk i gOt probZ redi…

bYe pPl…

beTa gO off nOw b4 i staRt utteRing rubbiSh…

-[itS eaSi tO saY... bUt harD tO shOw...]-

-~*SHE*~-

chanGe my blOggie sOng!!! niCccee… lOve tiS sOng… meanIngfUl… Wahahahaz…

heRe’z the fOrmal piC i tOld u pPl aGes agO… Hiak hiak…

seRious preSentAtion… Eh-hMmmmmz…

craZi bUnch ob uS… sOooo cute!!! Hahaz…

Went shOpping wiD mY lao Gong ‘n’ yAnz tOday… finallY bOught my shOess!!! niCce… lUb it… Hahaz…

nOw… i cant waiT fOr nEw yeaR tO cOme… WhoOooo…

lazi tO type redi…

whOle famIly went Out eXcept me…

hOme wiD niKKi…

she’s slPing… ShHHhHHHHhhhz….

-[sOmetimEs... itS juX sO tis way...]-

-~*S.H.E – Bu zuO ni De penG yOu*~-

jUx tOtz of my Own… dUn hafTa reaD anYway…

iS it truE that pPl tenD tO treAsuRe stuff theY cAnt get mOre…?

iS it tRue thaT pPl tenD tO onLi reaLised hOw muChie theY haD lOst when the thinG they lOve leFt…?

bEen haVing thiS tOtz in my minD fOr Dayz…

wOndering…

thinKing…

kInda toOpid…

alWays bOthering mySelf wiD suChie…

bUt its me…

Hahaz…

If a perSon hafta lOse sOmething b4 reaLising hOw impt that thinGs means…

She/He deServe it fOr nOt treasuRing it in the fiRst plaCe…

cOs’ onCe soMething is gOnez…

itS haRd tO geddIt backie…

*sighz*

-~*……..*~-

i’m still siCk… beaRy siCky lil chaR borz… cOugh ‘n’ cOugh… *cOugh* sniff sniff ‘n’ ar chOoooo! sniff…

haTe it… imAgine sittIng in the bUs or traIn… ‘n’ u gOt thiS urGe tO cOugh ‘n’ u cant stOp the mOment u starT… ‘n’ u finD urSelf irriTating oTheRz… *scCreamz* sO maLu… haTe tiS kinDa feeLingz… Oh my gOd… Hahaz…

AnyWay… a lOng tiMe sinCe i caMe online… cOs’ mY cOm haD deCided tO stOp wOrking fOr me aFter it haS askeD fOr a breaK frOm me ‘n’ i reFused cOs’ i neeD ‘it’ fOr my sChoOl stuff… cOmputer oSo knOw hOw tO shOw tantrUmt siaHz… wOrst…

iN sCh dOing my DIG SYS stuff… sO caMe over tO upDate a biT on my liFe(leSs)… Hiak hiakz…

hMmmmz… haD my fOrmal preSentation On Fri…! wOoooOosh… fOrmal wear fOr the 1st time… preTti preTti fOr a mOment onLi… cOs’ my bliSter starT aCting up after weaRing the sHoe fOr somE timE ‘n’ i gOt prObz walKing prOperly… Hahaz… enDed our preSentatiOn at arD 10… heaD over tO FC4 wiD zy, daniel, kefun and mY twO tweeEtie… slaCk a whilE b4 heaDing over tO my laO gong’z plaCe… haD our Girl’s talk… sO niCe tO b in a cOmfortable plaCe… talkIng wiD them… sO muChie laUghter and fUn… After that… heaD baCkie tO sCh tO see the reSt of mY claSsmate preSent…

EverybOdy sO hanDsome ‘n’ preTti!!!!! haben uplOad piC… will dO it soOn…

then… heaD off tO tOwn… shOp shOp… eAt eaT… haD fiSh & cO… *yUmmmY* Ppl treAt 1… Wahahaz… bUt s uSual… i dIdnt maNaged tO finiSh… beeN eaTing reaLi lil nOwaDays dUe tO my blEah D siCkneSs… loSt sOme weiGht… *sighz* gOt tO eaRn it backie… buT nOt toO muChie lahz… HeEz… Then… at niGht… meEt up wiD a fren of mine… a yr over sinCe i laSt saW hIm… whOoooo… tiMe fliEs… Hahaz…

WeekEnd… shOpping fOr mY clOtheS… bOught nTh aGain… My gOd!!!!!!!!! i neEd tO huRry up reDi… nO time reDi… *tsk tsk*

gOing ofF tO tOwn laTer after mY talk at 3pm… meEt uP wiD siaO chaR bOrz Fenz… suPer duPer lOng time sinCe we meet uP… Hahaz… gOing shOpping aGain… HmMmmmz…

lOtsa stuff cOming up in mY schEdule… tMl gOt to dO my DIG SYS stuff… Fri gOt an OC test then shOpping wiD my tWeeeeetie… Sat iS Jem’z bDay… sUnday shOpping aGain…

mOn… is all oVer aGain fOr me… *sighz* tireD…

gOtten baCkie my reSults… nO coMments…

Maths – 70%
C-prOg – 65%
NetP – 70%
cOmm E – 80%
Dig sys – 73%

gOt to gO fOr my taLk in anOther 30 mins…

-[beinG truE tO urSelf is muCh mOre impt thaN lying tO
urself...]-

-~*Zhang Hui Mei – Ting hai*~-

It’s stiLL raIning… & my feVer is riSing aGain…

Damn…

*sighz*

haVing preSentatiOn tml… Formal weaR… *smaCck heaD*

perHapz…

tiS iS me…

4eVer sO deManding of eVerythinG…

4eVer sO irritAting…

4eVer sO tiS way…

i haTe mySelf 4 being tiS way…

nObOdy ly it s well…

feeL taT thIngS ‘r’ chanGing…

dunnO…

thiS feeLing…

i cant pUt intO wOrds…

onLi teaRz…

pPl whOm i wiSh unDerstand…

dUn…

& in sOme ways…

it hUrtz…

=[

-~*nOise*~-

WRAP MORE CLOTH PPL!!! ITS BLEAH D HELL COLD…

i’m siTting heRe in mY sCh lab… typinG my entrY aWay ‘n’ searChing fOr my aSsignment infO wiD a paiR of almOst freEzing hanD… a hammeR-achIng braIn… cOld bOdy… buRning faCe(dUe tO sliGht feVer)… sOre-tO-the-cOre-thrOat… rumBling tuMmy…. tisSues oN my taBle tO hanDle my runninG piPe nOse anYtime it Runz…

I’M OFFICIALLY SICK!!!!!

*sObz sObz*

gOd daMn…

mUx be the toOpid weaTher theSe daYz… raIning ‘n’ raIning nOn-stOp… ‘n’ i’Ve beEn in the raIn a nuMber ob tIme s well… Omg… i haTe tiS feeling… haTe meDication… shHhhhz…

VoiceleSs thiS mOrning… think i sPoke leSs than 10 sentenCe the whOle mOrning… nOw… at leaSt can whisper reDi… *hUmpz*

ImaGine… Chatty Emily cannOt speaK s muChie s she waN… DaMn…

in a Way… itS peaCe tO oTheRs eaRs thOugh… Hahaz…

i beTa reCover soOn… or elSe i will reali haB tO, ly GeralD haS suGgested… uSe hanD siGn tO preSent my preSentatiOn thiS cOming Fri…

*sCcreamz*

weaRing fOrmal thiS frI oSo… 1st tiMe ehz!!!! My gOd… eXciteD… yEt gan-chiOng… i haTe speaKing tO lOtsa pPl 1 lehz… wIll staMmer lOtsa arhz…

Hahaz…

hmMmmmz…

mY tuMmy is hUngry… cOuldnt eaT muChie dUe tO my sOre-tO-thE-cOre-ThrOat… *sighz* i neEd pOrriDge tO fill my pOor tuMmy… =[

i haD tiS urGe... an uRge tO flaG a caB hOme... MuMmy!!!! i wan tO gO home!!!!! =[

-[Fate cOmes a lil tOo laTe fOr sOme... a lil toO eaRly fOr
fEw...]-

-~*Sun yanzi – LiaO jie*~-

eVer haD thiS feeLing of diSappOintment…?

u lOoked fOrwaRd tO sOmething…

enDed up…

nOthing…

u lOnged tO c thaT perSon…

but…

thaT perSon diDnt apPear…

thaT diSapPointmeNt…

iS haRd tO cOver…

cOs’…

itS greAt diSapPointment…

all beCause dUmb me…

giVing mySelf hiGh hOpe…

diSappOintment greateR…(shOuld hab stOp giving mYself hOpe)

dUn unDerstanD whaT i mean?

nvm…

cOs’ u wun knOw whaT i mean…

unleSs u’ve beEn thru suChie…

-~*ShhhhhhZ!!!!*~-

mY 2nd pOst of 2006…

nOt a jOyous 1 thOugh…

i’m craCking my brain fOr my MST…

tOtally streSs out…

staYed behinD tO stuDy Digital Sys ytD after mY NETP…

’till 8 pluS pluS ok!

mai siaO siaOz…

Me tiS bluRz chaR bOrz staYed behinD in sCh until sO late to stuDy siahz…

Hahaz…

hOpefully papeR toDay wun b harD!!!

*praY praY*

papeR at 6pm sOmemore!

‘n’ i haSnt staRt on my C-prOg… maThz… Comm-E(1/2 way thru)… aRrgh!!!!

‘n’ mY tumMy haSnt beEn geTting ani beTa…

gOd daMn…

wheRe’z my saViouR tO geT riD of all mY suFFering!!!

-[Then... nOw...]-

-~*Ai taI yuAn*~-

HAPPY 2006 TO EVERYBODY!!!!!

A branD new yeaR… a branD nEw sTarT fOr all!!!!!

HeEz…

mIne… nOt a beaRy gOod staRt thOugh…

tUmmy haD been giVing me trOuble sinCe laSt niGht…

=[

dunnO wat hapPen tO it...

*sighz*

MST thiS tueS... 'n' i haBen gOt mY mOod all riGht tO stuDy...

prOjeCts tO hanD in neXt neXt weEk...

'n' i habEn gOt it StarTed...

>=[

aRRgh.... waD a wrOng waY tO staRt my nEw yeaR siahz!!!

Hahaz...

gOt to gO stuDy NETP reDi...

i haSnt gOt anythinG intO my blanK minD yet...

*whoOosh*

-[u 'n' me...]-