2006 May « Pretential Avoided

{May 27, 2006} ReasOn… +++27/05/06+++

-~*Jay*~-

-14:44-

*mUncHing*

gUava…

LOL…

dOne nOthing mUchie lahz… jUx kinDa stRess out wiD my laB tesT that’z aPproaChing neXt weEk… -_-

i gOt no iDea whaT i am suPposed to do… oh mY god de neRvous can…

hOpe i dUn flunK it… pRay fOr me arhz! LOL…

haD sWensens wiD dUmmy, mY muMmy, mY sis and heR bf on tUes… waS suPposed to b onLi me ‘n’ dUmmy tO celeBrate oUr 11th mOnth… bUdden… i deCided to bRing my mUmmy alOng s she haDnt haD her dinneR… thuS, taGging alOng mY sis and heR bf… heEz… haD fUn chit chattinG and laUghing… LOL…

watChed X-men on weD wiD the uSual… nOtz baD! i lY the chaRacter stOrm… sO styLe… LOL… the gUyz weRe lamErs at the enD of the shOw… brOadcaSting abOut hOw thinGs wOuld be thiS and thaT IF they weRe one of the chaRacter… LOL… theY’re reaLi fUnni lahz…

then… thuRs… rOt all the waY in sChoOl… eSpeCially haRdworKing duRing my bCom cOs’ i gOt no idEa hOw to gO abOut seTting up everyThing… die arhz! pRactical suRe dIe lo…

*hUmpz*

i hAte laB teSt…

meEt up wiD Fenz ytD fOr dinneR… haD swenSens AGAIN! she wanteD to eaT sO we go aheaD… even thOugh mY pOcket are dRy up… LOL… CHF! c me soOooo goOd! LOL… gOssip and foOl aRd… sO muChie laUghter…

Curry chiCken baKed riCe is niCe! did i eVer mentiOn hOw muChie i luB SwensenS cuRry chiCken baked? itS niCe! LOl… ‘n’ the coOkie suMmit!… whOOoooo…

i’m gOoing to be soooooOOOooooo faT! LOL…

i lOve laUghing… reLAx mySelf… hOw niCe…

LOL…

i haD piC fOr the Swensens stuFfy… bUdden… i deCided to keEp it tO mySelf… LOL…

chaTted wiD one FellOw i haDnt heaRd frOm fOr mOnths laSt niGht… he caLLeD oUt of the blUe… we chaTted… theRe’z laUghter aGain of cOurse… itS gReat tO catCh up wiD ur oLd fRenz onCe in a whIle… reaLi… heaRing them taLk abOut theiR life…

i haD lOtsa catChing up wiD my oTher Frenz toO… all i neEd… is mOre time…

aRrgh! sO nO life nOwaDays… sChoOl.. eaT… sleEp…

*haiz*

gOnna gO nOw… watCh vcD… LOL… oH ya! diD i mentiOn my daD is baCkie??? i diD? or i diDnt?

waDeva…

anYway… mY daDdy is baCkie frOm dUbai… Finally! heaDing our fOr dinneR laTer… yippPeeee!!!!!

*praY*

hOpe my laB teSt neXt weEk… shUn shUn li li…

LOL…

-[waD is the exaCt reasOns behinD everythinG? the reaSon tO
cOntinuE... the reaSon tO stOp... i'm cOnfuSed...]-

{May 20, 2006} diSappOinted… +++20/05/06+++

-~*Kelly – Ai wu li*~-

u dunnO waD we’re gOing thRu… cOs’ u duN gib a daMn…

u deMand thinGs ur waY ‘n’ expeCt uS to foLlow…

u eXpeCt a lOt ob thinGs frOm ppL arD u bUt u haB neVer spaRe a tOtz on hOw pPl fEel…

abOve all…

u haB neVer tReat ppl whO caRez fOr u the riGht way…

u ‘r’ jUx 1 seLfish braT…

‘n’ i’m juX 1 uSeless peRson whO cant dO anYthing to eaSe the paIn of Otherz whO suFfer unDer ur cRutchez…

i hOpe u wakie frOm ur sEnse soOn enuff b4 anYthing unFortunate hapPenz…

cOs’ by then…

it wiLL be bLeah-D hellz late…

i’m feeLing upSet nOw…

aFter waD i’ve leaRned…

i want tO get oUt ob thiS plaCe…

fOr a while…

jUx a while…

tO gib mY stufFy brain a fResh bReez of air…

=’[

{May 20, 2006} yEt again… +++20/05/06+++

-~*randOm piCked sOngs*~-

i’m finaLLy geTting my butt dOwn… upDating mY blOggie…

Oh mY gOd de… tirEd tireD tiRed… i’m reaLi a panDa nOw… *grUmble*

iT’z SatuRday tOday! yEt i wOke up aT 11… WTH… itS nOtz supPoseD to be thiS way! i lOnged fOr more slEep duRing mY sChoOl daYs… bUt when weEkend cOmes… i cant slP anY lOnger… mY bOdy syStem is coCking up… sOmethinG is oh mY god de wrOng… LOL…

anYway…

i reaLi neEd to gO on a diEt…

beEn haVing sinFul mealS nOwaDays…

Damnz… LOL…

haD bUffet wiD my geRz + anDzhu + dUmmy…

FEnz kinDly treAt pOor me and dUmmy… LOL…

we oRdered 3 roUnds of foOd… oVer and oVer aGain…

my tuMmy Feels ly itS gOnna buRst anY timE at the enD of it…

LOL…

a pIty nObody bRings a caMera… oR u’ll geT a shoCk of uR life hOw muCh foOd thiS grOup of uS can goBble dOwn…

LOL…

then we heaDed off tO claRk Quay to waiT fOr miaOz’ huBBy off wOrk… at the saMe time… meEt up wiD saMuel… beEn a whilE sinCe i laSt saw hiM… LOL…

hitCh a riDe hOme frOmz Fenz cOs’ she waS takinG a caB… LOL…

weD… celebrAted yanZ’ bDayz… at Fish & cO…

anOtheR roUnd of caMera whOring fOr me…

LOL…

the reSt cOuldnt stanD me…

anOther thinG! i’m sO oh mY goD de anGri…

Km : y u weaR tis tOp! nO weaR tuDung?

maRgu: wahz… lOok ly u’Re preGnant…

FEEL LIKE SLAPPING THEM!

DuMmy bOught taT tOp for me taT aFternoOn… i luRve it… ‘n’ i reaLi feEl ly slapPing them…

LOL…

we haD anOther rOund of phOto taking…

beLow!!!!

it’s haRd to haB piC taken…

get waD i mean? LOL…

theRe… i manAged tO combinE all in 1 piC… saVe spaCe and tIme to loAd… LOL…

the gUyz ‘r’ sOur-ing me fOr beinG faT nOwaDayz…

i knOw theY ‘r’ jOking…

buDden…

it still maTters tO me…

i’m gOing to cuT dOwn my foOd intaKe!

&$%&(*&%;%^$^#$%$%$^%&^^*

WadEva…

i still luRve mySelf…

‘n’ i knOw everyOne luRvez me fOr me…

LOL…

i tOld u i lUrve mySelf… =x

goNna chanGe my blOggie piCz…. ‘n’ i juX haB the moOd for it…

LALALALALALa…

staY tuned.!

-[i shOuldnt be haVing tiS thOughts... bUt... its tRue...]-

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{May 18, 2006} i’m sO deaD… +++18/05/06+++

i’ve gOt sO muChie to upDate…

bUt i dunnO wheRe tO staRt…

all i knOw is…

waKing up fOr mOrning leSson is teDious…

i cOuldnt wakie in tiMe sinCe mOnday!!!!

oH mY gOd…

i reaLi mUx stOp that…

LOL…

anYway… upDAte mOre soOn…

tO enD all…

waNna wiSh ah yaNz…

maY u staY hapPie and cRazi alwaYs…

LOL…

i neEd to prEpaRe fOr sChoOl reDi..

oH my gOd de suX…

-[kinDly stOp it...]-

{May 14, 2006} seCond… +++14/05/06+++

-~*Cyndi – Xing fu bei hOu*~-

seCond pOst tOday…

Dere’z owaS a seCond in everyThing…

u gOt seCond in pOsition…

u pUt urSelf in the saMe lOuzi plaCe the seCond seaSon…

u gOt a seCond chanCe aFter beinG naUghty…

u gOt intO the wrOng path fOr the seCond time…

u gOt urSelf intO the wRong pit fOr the seCond tiMe…

u gOt urSelf a seCond plaCe in sOmebOdy’z heaRt…

u gOt urSelf intO a tOtal meSs a seCond tiMe…

u gOt eXhauSted after beinG pUt in the saMe suCky pOsition the secOnd time…

dUhz~

i’m sprOuting nOnsEnse aGain…

paRdon me fOr beinG suChie dUmb…

mUx be reaLi tOo exHausted…

i’m a gOod geR tOday… aFter i gOt baCkie frOm the celebRation at mY ah ma’z plaCe… i set my hanDs wOrking…

nOtz on sChoOl wOrk thOugh…

on mY meSsy… spaSsy roOm…

i evEn gOt mySelf hamMering sOme nailS…

taT’z the pRobz when nO gUyz is arD…

daDdy’z still nOtz baCkie frOm Dubai… bRother heaD out fOr weDding dinNer… dUmmy is tOo faR to help me…

sO its me on mY own...

nOt a baD jOb i've dOne i mUx say...

*a paT on mY shOulder fOr mySelf*

=]

nOw i reaLised…

i gOt toO muChie clOthes… toO lil spaCe…

i gOt toO muChie stuFf… toO lil loCation…

tiMe to plan sOmethinG to soLve theSe prObz…

thrOwn lOtsa aWay… buT still lOtsa left…

*heaDache*

chanGed my beD sheEts toO… whOa… nOw my roOm is spaNkling spaRkling cleaN…

fOr now…

LOL…

leT’z c hOw lOng i can keEp thiS gOing…

dUmmy alWays say it wun laSt lOng…

*hUmpz*

i’ll prOve it tO him!!!!!

hMmMmMmmmmz…

i’ll trY 3 weEks alRighty?

LOL…

i’m deaD tireD…

anOther wEek of baTtle fOr me tmL…

niTez pPl…

-[dUn b aFraid tO fall... u knOw we're jUx behinD tO
caTch...]-

{May 14, 2006}

-~*Jolin*~-

jUx finiShed my ‘1 litRe of teaRz’… aRrrrrrr… i cRied ly nOboDy buSineSs… reaLi oh mY gOd de saDz lO…

i wanT tO geT a cOpy of the bOok… wOnder if Singapore sElls it…

anYway… shall nOtz elabOrate mUchie abOut whiCh paRt of the shOw i cRied… thaT will sayS the whOle shOw…

LOL…

ah Di is heRe tO celebRate muMmy’z Day fOr my mUmmy… LOL… sO cute lAhz hiM… LOL…

gOinG ovEr tO my ah ma’z plaCe 4 seCond celebRatiOn laTer…

dunnO waD tO type reDi…

uPdate again i gUeSs…

tO all mOthers!

HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY!

tO my mUmmy!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCHIE!!!!!! *MUACCKZ*

-[TrEASUre liFe the waY u shOuld and liVe wiD
nO reGrets]-

{May 12, 2006} Only hUman… +++12/05/06+++

-~*over… – k*~-

waIting fOr the dininG taBle to b aVailable fOr my lunChy to take plaCe… sO… pOp by tO upDate a lil…

went tO Fenz’ daDdy’z wake oN tueS and thuRz… tueS wiD my grOup of geRz thurS wiD my claSsmate…

mY firSt tIme aTtenDing a fRen’z clOsest wake… the fEeling is sOmethinG beyOnd wOrds can eXplain… eSpecially when its mY clOseSt buDdy…. sEeing hOw muChie heR eyes haD swOllen frOm all the cRying and hOw she haD weaken in healTh duE to the laCk of sleEp… cErtainly pain me… the bUbbly geR i knOw… thOugh she trieD to be heRself… i knOw hOw muChie pain she withhOld within heRself juX tO b strOng for heR mum and bRo…

HUIFEN…. JIA YOU! BE STRONG! EVERYONE WILL BE BEHIND U…

Well… life is unpRediCtable… i’ve alwAys saiD so… trEasure everyOne arD u b4 its toO late… reaLi…

on a liGhter nOte…

itS a puBlic hOliday for me tOday… can finalLy get mOre reSt… laSt few dayS haB been cRucial… wiD my cOugh nOtz gettinG any beTa and mY tuMmy craMp aCting up every nOw and then…

oh my gOd de pAin…FULL lo…

haiz~

haD lunChy on weD at foOd repuBlic wid the gUyz… 1st tiMe there Okie dOkie… a bIt mOuntain tOrtoise lahz… buDden its alwaYs paCked when i wan tO try oUt there… soOooo… cannnOt bLame me lOrz horz… LOL… the fRied kway teOh niCcceee… the fRied hOkkien meE oso… *tuMbz up*

haD lOtsa stuff in minD that i wanna bUy… bUt… i gOt nO mOney…

thiS fEeling suX lehz…

whY m i sO oH my gOd de mei yOu qian…

Haiz~

gOonna gO eat then gO out waLk wiD dUmmy…

geTting preSsie fOr hiS mummy… hiM lahz… i settlE mine reDi…

tk caRe everyOne…

i’m goOnna finiSh my ‘1 liTre nO nOmida’ soOn… 2 ep aWay… i’m lOoking fOrwaRd to the enDing yet sCare…

>_<

-[if Only... thaTs waT pPl alWayz saiD...]-

{May 9, 2006} ……. +++09/05/06+++

1 daY… :

i’ll knOw tat everythinG will enD…

i’ll knOw tat tearS wun waSh away everythinG…

i’ll knOw tat yellinG wun solVe anythinG…

i’ll knOw tat staYing clOse iSn’t poSsible nO more…

i’ll knOw tat smiLing ain’t truE anymOre…

i’ll knOw tat i’m sOmeone whO will b fOrgotten…

i’ll knOw tat beinG pOsitive wun help in anYway…

i’ll knOw tat it’s tiMe i shOuld loOsen everythinG…

i’ll knOw tat i haB to let gO thinGs tat dUn belOng to me…

sOmeday…

i’ll knOw…

i’Ve lOtsa thOughts… stuFf…

in my minD…

when i trUly neEd sOmeone…

itS sO haRd to finD…

i’m dRowning…

nObody saVes me…

nOw i knOw…

hOw patheTic my life can be…

when u ‘r’ alOne…

pPl can b arD u…

bUt speaKing up…

can i reaLi do so…

=’[

{May 6, 2006} saDz… +++06/05/06+++

thiS is the theMe sOng fOr the shOw ‘1 liTre nO namiDa’… ‘n’ i’m oh mY gOd de in luRve wiD it…

haB watChed ’till ep 9… ‘n’ i stOpped mySelf frOm gOing on…

tOo upSetting… beEn crYing in eaCh ep… ‘n’ i’m suRe theRe’z mOre tO come in the uPcoming laSt 2 ep i’m gOnna watChed…

itS reaLi a suPer niCe shOw… oh my gOd de tOuching… u pPl shOulD reali giVe it a shOt… =]

haSnt haD any negatiVe cOmments on thiS shOw sinCe its shOwn… u can seaRch online ‘n’ u will knOw whaT i’ve saiD is tRue…

i’Ve lOtsa tOtz flaShing by s i watCh…

pPl whO often finD themSelves in a reaLi baD situatiOn… ‘n’ onLi knOws hoW tO complain ‘n’ whinE… i lOok dOwn on you… cOs’ u’Re wOrst than the geR whO faCes an inCurable dieaSe yet brinG a smIle to everyOne’s liFe…

pPl whO onLi knOws hOw to sEek syMpathy… ‘r’ uSeleSs… cOs’ even aT heR wOrst mOment… she striVe haRd on heR own…

itS nOt eaSi tO be strOng when u haD a baD mOment… bUt sTriving on nO matter hOw tOugh life is… maKes u liVe wiD nO reGrets…

gOt a call frOm Fenz… baD bAd newS… bUt i’ll pRay that she will bRing me gOod newS later…

*pRay*

-[unCertainity in liFe... live tO the fUlleSt...]-

{May 5, 2006} upDating… +++05/05/06+++

-~*silenCe…*~-

-23:12-

*cOughz cOughz cOughzZzzz*

piCtureS lOading…!!!!!

i’M oh mY gOd de siCk lOrz!!!!!!!!

cOughinG and sniFfing aWay like a dRug aDdict… LOL… i eVen lOst my preCious voiCe yTd… makIng me ~~sOund~~ lOok like a muTe… i bet everybOdy miZzzzez my vOice ytD… u knOw hOw touGh it is tO be siTting in the cubiCle yeT u cant cOmmuniCate wiD ur frenz while they’Re juX outsiDe ur cubiCle stylinG theiR haiR, waShing theiR hanDs, etC… tat’s oh mY goD de suX lO… LOL…

i’m still siCk… ‘n’ i vOmited twiCe… sinCe ytD… i’m sO gUilty 4 maKing dUmmy wOrry… i’m Onli dOwn wiD soRe thrOat on sUnday… ‘n’ i tOt peRhapz it’s heaTy stuFfy i ate and dO(laCk of slp) reCently thaT caUse me tO be that waY… haD steaMboat laTer in the nIght wiD my claSsmate tO celebraTe Fenz’ bDayz…

clUbbing the previOus niGht waS fUn… LOL… its fUn wiD my geRz… Rene’s fren, isabel jOin us toO! we geRz haD a whOle loaDs ob wilD fUn… LOL… buT i haD tO apOlogiSe tO my mUmmy and dUmmy fOr haVing them wait fOr me ’till 4 in the mOrning… LOL… ‘n’ pOor dUmmy haD tO make 3 fruiTile trIp dUe tO my bluRzneSs… sorRi!!! heEz… sUnday… planneD a reaLi fUn daY fOr Fenz… i hOpe… LOL… the suRpriSe… ‘n’ heR cOmpaniOn maRgu and jOhn waS there… LOL…

CHUA HUIFEN! HAD FUN NOTZ??? LOL…

Then oN mOnday… i threAtened dUmmy tO treaT me fiSh & cO… LOL… nO lahz… nOt threaTen… he knOws i craVe fOr that ‘n’ beinG that oH my gOd sWeet daO bu xinG dUmmy… he’s willINg tO burn that hOle in hiS poCket… LOL…

then… fOr the whOle of tueSday weE mOrning… i tOssed and i tuRned… grUmblinG and cuRsing… cOs’ i feel suPeeer greaT diScomfOrt… mY throAt huRt terribLy… my noSe is blOcked… dUmmy waS awakeneD lOtsa tiMe cOs’ of that toO… feLt sO guilTy… tueSday… i waS on Mc… cOs’ i reaLi cannOt piCture myseLf in sChoOl lOoking oh my gOd de siCk… Lol… dUmmy aCcompany me toO… *muaCckz*

weD… leSson ’till 12… then heaD off tO caThy tO catch ‘MissiOn impOssible III’ wiD km, 1-dragOn, naipa, xiaO cou an and dUmmy… niCe shOw! *thUmbz up* tOm cruiSe is oh my gOd de cuTe lOrz! LOL… he’s sO hanDsome! the plOt is niCe… keep mE glUed tO the sCreen fOr that 2 hOur pluS shOw… LOL… wenT ovEr tO PS maC tO slaCk… heaRing the gUyz 3-8-ing abOut theiR gaMes… ZzzZZzz… jOhn jOined us arD 5… he’s suPer fUnnie lahz… LOL…

thuRs…. i tOtally loSe the bAttle of saVing my vOice… i’m vOice-leSs… i cOuldnt utTer a sinGle wOrd w/o huRting my thrOat… can u imaGine me… nOt talKing? daMn… tat’s Oh my gOd de tOugh fOr me lOrz… *hUmpz* km still teaSe me cOs’ ob tat… slAp hiM leFt riGht cenTre arhz! LOL… haD rOle play fOr my CWS leSson… i’m mUte… LOL…

tOday… waS feelinG beta… bUt my cOugh perSist thOugh… Km is dOwn wiD flu!!!! LOL… lauGh at me sOmemore arhZ! LOL… heaD off tO weStmall wiD dUmmy and yiyi fOr duCk riCe after sCh… cOs’ yiyi neeD tO waiT fOr her hUbby ’till 3… i saW thiS jap veRsion of ‘meteOr gaRden’ ehz!!! peRhapz i’m gOing tO buy bahz… LOL… shOp arD a bit… then i haD tO leaVe at 2:50 cOs’ my cOntaCts is giVing my eyes prObbiez ‘n’ dUmmy is fEeling tireD… sO we leFt… toOk a caB onCe we reaCh JP… *bOom* we slepT onCe we gOt hOme… LOL… then pei mY mummy fOr dinneR… then went tO bOrrOw vCd wiD dUmmy tO watCh…

*yipppee*

pHotozzzzzzzzzzzZZZzzzz….

clUbbing and steaMboat fOr fenz’ bDayz

we saW sansan theRe tOo! suPer craZi niGht we haD! *winkz*

she tOt we gaVe her a buRger kinG tOy… siaOz bOhz!

we siaOz siaOz oso bUy 1 paSar malam preSsie okie… LOL…

dOne by the gUyz… saW that prawn???? it’s Oh my gOd de diSgusting… LOL…