It waS a lovely weEkend…

heaD off to fetCh duMmy wiD hiS parents…

feEling waS ok…

jUx hapPy…

LOL

mY dumMy in aRmy suit is supeR hilaRious…

maYb i’m juX not uSed to it?

LOL

We went tOwn on fRi to watCh ‘No reseRvatioN’…

sWeet movie… cOmforTable seats… niCe foOd… anD wid the riGht person…

=D

meEt up wiD unCle jOhn after tat foR dinner at hOngkong cafe…

unCle jOhn is gettinG anti-social afTer his puRchase of psp…

*frown*

Sat waS meetup wiD 5 3bOtak!

And when 5 bOtak coMes tgt…

itS aRmy daze topiC…

-_-”

pOor xiaO cou injUred his knee…

hOpe he get well soOn!

then it waS dinner wiD duMmy’s family at Jack’s place…

niCe waRm fun family dinneR…

sUnday waS slp and slp…

then off he gOes foR his boOk in while i meEt my muMmy and sis at weStmall…

bOught a dreSs to paMper myself… anD a top foR my sister…

bUt i’m still nOtz haPpy…

i wonDer y?

LOL

duMmy drOwn me wiD sweEt love rOyce

me trYing to get a deCent piCcz of myself…

ObviouSly i failed…

LOL

neXt wEek is bz weEk YET AGAIN!

lOtsa doCUment coMing in anD my manaGer is ruShing me…

>_<

duMmy is coMing baCk tml…

=D

cant wait!!!!

waHahahaz….

I tot we agreeD to leave it the way it is…

An agreement that everythinG will be ok and baCk to noRmal…

tO unDerstand it in oUr heaRt that it’s over…

a mOment u are avoIding me…

the neXt u caMe bacK to me tellinG me stuff…

stuff that shOuld had been toLd 3 yrS ago…

waD is it that u wan me tO do?

to ditCh the life i’m haVing now?

hilaRiouS ya?

I trieD waitinG…

I tRied beinG duMb…

I tRied everythinG i cOuld but u didnt want me…

i knOw its all beCause u dunnO… tatS wad u saiD…

but…

it’S tOo late foR regRets isn’t it?…

I love u s a fRen…

cOs’ i knOw u tRuly care…

‘n’ alWays willinG to lenD me a lisTening ear…

I dunnO y i feel saDz…

peRhaps beCause everythinG had seeMs to chanGe eversinCe…

I knOw we’Re still fRenz…

I holD ur word to that…

=]

-[上 天 让 我 们 相 遇 的 太 早
对 于 缘 分 却 又 给 的 太 少
才 让 我 们 只 能 陷 在 回 忆 中 懊 恼 ]-

I’m ly… supeR slpy…

nOt enuff slp lahz…

LOL

beEn hanGing out late theSe days…

dinneR wid my fRenz…

cOs’ they knOw i’m lOnely…

LOL

itS reali niCe of maRgu and jOhn esp…

I thinK they c me until sianz liaOz…

Hahaz…

tOwn on tueS wiD bird rene Fenz km maRgu and jOhn…

vivo ytd wiD joHn margU rene… fOllow by meEtup wiD andZHU lin miaOz…

firSt tiMe hitChing a riDe froM miSs miaO miaOz…

LOL

fun jOurney we haB…

i thinK i reaLi neeDa pay moRe attentiOn even when i’m nOt driving to familiaRise mySelf wiD the roAd…

LOL

It’s reali kinD of my gerS to ALWAYS drop me off firSt b4 they head hoMe…

lUb u gerS!

=D

anD my deaR daddy…

He saCrifics his seat in brO’s car in the mOrning so tat i can go tO work by brO’s car while he tk hiS frenz’ loRry…

cos’ he thinKs tat takinG my brO’s car is safer and better foR me…

hOw sWeet!

i lUb my family…

i know they loVes me…

eSp. nOw tat they knOw i’m hanDling everything all aloNe…

Hahaz…

bUt i’m hanDling ok aCtually…

I’ll jia yoOu!!!!!!!

work work work!

eaRn moRe moNey!

=P

nOw i realiSed…

i’m so loved…

LOL

eVeryone who knOws me waS tellinG me…

“Hey… 2 wEeks gonna paSs super faSt lahz… dun b depreSsed anymoRe ok!”

I think my blOg entrieS are reaLi toO depreSsinG…

Hahaz…

I’m fine… reaLi…

I’m taking it betteR now coMpare to the paSt few dayS…

When i met Veron and Cyndy ytD…

“We’ve been thRu that… so its ok… we unDerstand”

I wanteD so muCh to lauGh…

LOL

cOs’ i thinK i’m the moSt depreSsed outta all of them?

Hahaz…

so duMb…

Frenz ‘r’ all tellinG me to beaR wiD it…

anD maRgu and Yanz aDvise in theiR blog iS heaRtwaRming…

=D

I’ll keEp tat in minD pPl…

I know u pPl caRe…

Thank yOu so muCh!

LOL

alRight…

ytD…

2 paRties in 1 day…

andZHU’s buffet + mj paRty…

I luv the pOtato salaD Lin prepaRed for us! *yuMmy*

seeinG all ouR seCondary mateS again is inDeed wonDerful…

a pity i didnt get a chanCe to talk to ‘em mOre…

LOL

the nuMber andZHU giB us foR 4D didnt open toDay lahz…

*tsk*

LOL

heaD off to deAr Veron’s paRty at INK BAR arD 9 plus wiD biRd…

the mOment we got on the caB, birD saiD “I think this is the 1st tiMe we sit a cab wiD only the 2 of us…”

anD i thinK its truE…

LOL

we haD a niCe taLk thRoughout the jOurney…

=D

Cyndy, Hanzhong, Fendi, Hern, doUg weRe at Veron’s paRty toO…

Had fun laUghing chattinG takinG piCtuRez…

hilaRious bunCh of fREnz veRon have…

they weRe super enthu ytD night…

bOo is swEet enuff to go on staGe wiD another guY whoM i realised i dunnO waD’s his namE?

LOL

anyway… boO sanG “when u say nothing at all” on staGe…

tatS sweEt…

LOL

and the glaSs breaking pluS waTer splaShing thinGy is supeR funni…

LOL

hOpe veroN haD a fun tiMe drinkinG all the alcohol ya…

=P

caB hoMe wiD birD and km…

sWeet birD is kinD enuff to let me get off the caB firSt…

aRigatou…

anD…

i roT the whOle of sunDay aWay…

=D

will poSt the piCcz if i manaGed to graB holD of theM ba…

1 piCcz froM my phoNe… thrEe 21 yrs old pretti laDies…

woRk… tmL… aGain…

*sighz*

WheneveR duMmy is wiD me…

i finD tiMe paSsing faSt…

bUt now tat i’m alOne…

i finD the secOnds tiCking paSs reaLi slowly…

I thinK i’ve boMb hiS phonE wiD lotSa my msGes…

LOL

the duMbeSt moMent waS when i foRgot to brnG my hp to lunCh today and he called!

I useD to reaLi loOk forwaRd to the enD of woRk…

cOs’ i knOw he’ll b waitinG somewheRe for me…

the firSt thinG he’ll do iS to huG me…

anD tat’s waD i neEd after a day woRk…

nOw…

I still loOk foRward to the enD of woRk…

bUt hate goinG hoMe alone…

knOwing he’s nOtz theRe…

*siGhz*

my siSter bDay on 9th Sept…

I often believe thAt doGs knOws a persoN’s feelinG well…

ytD…

When i retuRned hoMe alone…

my doGs weRe extemely quiet… nO baRking…

anD when i oPen my doOr…

theRe they stoOd…

loOking at my puffy eyeS…

and loOking down the corridoR constantly…

i knOw waD they weRe thinking…

“wheRe’s that gUy?”

LOL

anD they stiCk by me…

soMehow…

i finD it comfoRting…

=]

nOw tat duMmy is in the aRmy…

foR a dreaDful 2 weEks…

I’m cOunting dOwn to the day i’ll haB hiM hugGing me…

It’s weEkend tmL…

the fiRst wEekend he’s nOtz wiD me…

Its nOtz the saMe anyMore…

*sighz*

I neVer knOw how muCh i miSs him… hOw muCh i neEd hiM… hOw muCh i lOve hiM…
’til thiS very day…
he’s soMeone i cant live withoUt…
he’s soMeone i wan tO be wiD…
I useD to type in ouR blog… saying “i envy gerS who can talk abt theiR bf wiD a smile on theiR faCe…”
nOw… i’m prOud to b one whO spoke of my guy wiD a smile plaStered on my faCe…
anD the soMeone whO brinG me tat smile is soMeone by the naMe of Alvin Cher Jun Long…

I tot i waS prepaRed enuff to hanDle everythinG…

bUt nOw tat it hapPen…

it waSnt the way i tOtz…

In faCt it waS worSe…

LOL

I regretteD nOtz goinG wiD u all the waY…

the onLy comfoRt is i maDe the riGht choiCe by gOing wiD u at leaSt to the feRry…

else i thinK i will reGret even mOre…

I’m waitinG…

=]

Honestly…

i dun ly disAppointmeNt…

I hate loOking foRward to thinGs…

I’m alWays slap with disaPpointment…

I hate the waY i feelinG now…

fuStrating and helpleSs…

FeelinG kinDa mOody nOw…

In woRking life…

the manaGers bosSes superioR expeCt thinGs to b dOne perfeCtly…

thOugh my manageRs ‘r’ reaLi kinD enuff to teaCh me Lotsa stuff and patiently guiDe me thRu…

I’m still rather disappointeD wid my result nOw…

kinda upSet thiS few dayS…

anD eventually breaK doWn juX now…

I thinK i eXpect toO muCh froM myself…

bUt expeCting muCh froM myself is 1 thinG…

dOing whaT i expeCt myself to dO is anOther thinG tat i’m too SLOWLY progreSsing…

Haiz~

thOugh i am eaRning alReady…

i still gOt nO idea wheRe i flunk my mOney to…

eSp. when i only boUght a jaCket foR myself?

Hahaz…

moSt of the tiMe…

I envy peOple whO can bUy stuff to paMper themselVes…
whO can spenD w/o worryinG much…

bUt i’m nOtz coMplaining…

cOs’ thOugh i cant dO all that muCh…

I haB ppl aRd me whO briGhten me up moSt of the tiMe…

when duMmy, xiaO cou an and lOng knOws tat i am upSet and moOdy…

they meEt me up…

cheer me up…

and saCrifics theiR poCket cOs’ i saiD i want to eaT smT niCe to makE myselF hapPier…

LOL

I wonDer how my life woUld b after duMmy and an heaD off to the aRmy neXt week…

Sadz…

>_<

I’m meetinG my geRs leSser and lesSer nOwadays…

Haiz~

OT aGain toDay…

-_-”

*sighz*

I hate the feelinG i’m havinG nOw…

beEn dOing my stuff wrOng this 2 dayS…

kinDa suCky…

I dun ly!!!!!!!

bad moOd laHz…

>_<

paRt and paRcel of life i knOw…

but jUx… *shrugged* nOt happy?

HmMmmmz…

I’m haVing prOblems makinG decisOn for my weekenDs…

toO much event in 1 day lahz…

*headaChe*

I neeDa cut my haiR… itS gettinG meSsy…

duMmy leavinG foR army…

I dunnO whiCh day to off…

*tsk*

sO pek cEk…

ahhhhhhhhhz…

now another prOblem neeDa hapPen now…

JUST GREAT…

*fuMed*

Bye!

PS: HUIFEN WAN ME TO SAY SHE JUST DID A COURAGEOUS THING! ALL THE BEST MISS CHUA HUIFEN…
=D I mentiOn in my blOg redi ok! hapPy bo!

Great to touCh my lapPy aGain…

slaCking my tiMe…

slpinG…

awwww~~~

hOw i wish i can do sO everyday…

deCided to tRy out a briGhter bloGgie skin…

hOw is it ppl?

let me knOw if its lag or waDeva prOblem…

foR a cleaRer view of my main piCcz…

simply mOuse over ya…

=D

I still thinK blaCk suits me better…

LOL

shall c hOw…

thiS is the tiny doG i tolD u few poSt ago…

skinny lil ger…

sO poorthinG…

gOtta go and slp…

=D

niteZzz all…