Pretential Avoided











{October 30, 2007}   smile… +++30/10/07+++

I’ve alwaYs been full of ideaS foR such thinG…

toOpid cRanky duMb ideas…

bUt when i gOt everythinG out jUx now…

my minD went blanK…

i paCk everything baCk intO the baG 3 timeS…

i’m runninG out of tiMe to pRepare…

i wOnder waD’s wronG wiD me…

maYb i’m tireD…

my moOd haS been reaLi baD theSe days…

the onLi motiVation foR me to paSs eaCh day asap…

iS the retuRn of my duMmy….

i haSnt heaRd froM him sinCe sat…

i miSs hiM…

ps: itS gReat seeinG u again… knOwing tat thingS might haB change… bUt we’Re still very muCh goOd fRenz… =D



{October 29, 2007}   laUghter… +++29/10/07+++

I heaRd a reaLi cute innoCent lauGhter today on the buS…

frOm a lil baby boY…

a musiC of hapPineSs…

hOw i miSs myself lauGhing in tat way s a baBy wiD no worrieS… nth…

jUx…

haPpy?

=]

i haD fun toniGht… Crapping…



{October 28, 2007}   alOne… +++28/10/07+++

I had a fUn night…

everythinG was jOyful…

bUt…

dUn leave me alOne…

i staRted thinKing…

i staRted being emO…

=[



anOther weEk whizz by super faSt…

waS so bz wiD work that i’m siCk alreaDy…

coUghing my lungS out and spinning my heaD cRazi…

It’s sO not the timE to b siCk!

eSp. when its weEkend!

-__-”

bEen hanGing out theSe days…

to maKe time paSs faster…

sO tat weEkend coMes soOner…

hanginG out wiD the gerS was fun…

cRapping and rottinG… shOpping and eatinG…

sO love theM for spendinG tiMe wiD me…

loOKing foRward to the gatherinG we are planning…

so, u gerS better b frEe neXt sat!

=D



*sighz*

duMmy is gOing foR fielDcamp on the 27thoCt…

nO call/sms froM hiM all the way ’til 1nOv…

=[

i’m nOt gonna see hiM foR aNother 12 days…

and tO make it worSe…

i cant even wiSh hiM hapPy birThday on the phOne…

=[



{October 17, 2007}   siCkening…. +++17/10/07+++

COMPLAINTS… AND MORE COMPLAINTS….

eVerything i’m gonna type is in no orDer…

jUmping frOm this topiC to another…

tatS wad i call randOm totz…

teRrible moOd at work today…

eVerything is in a meSs and sCrew up…

i’m glaD i haB niCe colleaGue tO help me thru…

mr niCe guy i mux say…

Hahaz…

anD a niCe dinner wiD yiyi and 2 other colleaGue reali make me feel better…

Was reali upSet today…

i dunnO y… i dunnO waD cause me tO b upSet…

maYb i’m too overloaDed wiD work…

*sighz*

I used to haB duMmy heaRing me comPlain after work everyday…

nOw…

there’S no one i can coMplain to withoUt finDing mySelf a nag…

Hahaz…

It’s stranGe how soMe frenz can get reaLi close tgt at 1 point and suddenly diStanCe apart…

I’m too eaSily affeCted i admit…

cOs’ i feel tat it shOuldnt b tat way…

=[

I dun unDerstand y some guYs ly to leaD the gers dowN the wrong path...

waD is touChed? waD is thank yoU? waD is i will always remember u? waD is i'm alwayS here? waD is thanX for beinG here? waD is i knOw hOw u feel?

when all we neeD is... " I need u and plS know that i do love you TOO..."

simPle worDs to expreSs it all...

cut all the cRaps away and it will do uS a great deal...

hOnestly...

if nth gOnna turn out the way we hope...

y nOtz set it straight right froM the starT?

leaDing us on direCt us down to even more miseRy isnt it...?

u guyS knOw tat... bUt perhapS u're toO selfish to thinK for us gerS?

plS dun tel us hOw muCh u love ur paSt gf...

it wUn make us feel tat u're devOted... It makes us feel sorry foR ourSelves...

'why aint i the one u'Re talking abOut?'

i dunnO y the hell i'm talkinG about all thiS...

prObably cos' i've been goinG thru suCh cRapS since god knOws when?

jUx tat this motivatiOn for me to poSt it out exploDed onli now...

I like typinG emO- stuff when i'm emO-...

i tenD to typE withoUt thinKing...

tatS where all my true totZ flows...

i duN hiDe...

i dUn gib a cRap abOut how some ppl dislike my way of expreSsing...

bUt of courSe i'm not out to offend ppl...

dUn b nutS...

i gOt betteR thinGs to do than go arD curSing and offendinG ppl...

randOm thOughtS~~ geddit?

anyway...

y m i explaininG all a suDden?

duMbaSs...

i dO have niCe frenz...

i appreaCiate them foR beinG wid me...

helpinG me thRu this perioD w/o my duMmy...

they knOw who they are...

and they knOw i honeStly love them...

i knOw i'm not as independent as soMe gers are...

bUt they aCcept me foR waD i m...

they haSnt reprimanded me for beinG weak... and depenDent...

eVen if they haD... they still loOk out for me...

i knOw and i m truly glaD they're mine to keep...

=]

randOm totz…

jUx randOm…



{October 17, 2007}   stresS out… +++17/10/07+++

I’m sooOoo freaKing streSs out…

reaLi wanna explOde le!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh………..

@#%^$%^%&^^&$@#$



{October 15, 2007}   blueeeey… +++15/10/07+++

It’s a supeR blue mOnday…

waS rushinG my work ly mad…

anD monDay whizz paSs me jUx lytt…

waD a waste…

tsk…

I caMe hoMe thinKing whether i shlD paCk my roOm…

bUt skip tat idea cos…

i’m lazi!

LOL

I’m ly super boreD lahz…

beEn sittinG on the saMe spot the moMent i got hoMe…

and i wOnder y Gucci keeps staring at me…?

and…

i’m physiCally and mentally siCk…

mUx b all the late niGht and streSs i faCe at work…

i’m havinG slight feveR and majOr headache…

>__<"



waSnt planninG to blog…

cOs’ i’m rushinG my report…

YES!

I actually brOught my work baCk hoMe!

cheeSebuN…

24 hR is not enuff foR me…

>_<

I love wEekends wiD nO work on sat…

cOs’ its the onli tiMe i get tO slp lOnger…

see my duMmy… anD meet all the bOtak boys…

=] thiS weekend…

it’s solely duMmy and me…

dUe to some unfoRseen ciRcumstanCes tat is…

LOL

PS: i wanna thanX rene,miaOz, lin, Fenz, jOhn, lOng, … they alWays meet me foR dinner when i call…

=D

anD yes… misS yellOw birD! u are misSin’ froM my list! it’s tiMe to meetup!!!!!!

LOL

fRi waS a scrEw up day wid my periOd arriving oUt of the blue and i’m jUx ‘LUCKY’ to b sent to the waRehouse tat day…

waS super in pain ’til my niCe AM broUght me meDication…

anD luCky limei waS there to aCcompany me elSe i thinK i’ll prObably die in pain theRe…

Hahaz…

duMmy boOkout eaRly tat day so he caMe fetChing me after wOrk…

hOw i miSs the feelinG of antiCipating to seeinG hiM after work!

we deCided to catCh a movie at maRina…

b4 the mOvie…

we stuff ourSelves wiD foOd…


yuMmyliciOus mudpie…

sat…

I went tOwn to rot my tiMe away wiD duMmy…

anD it feelS jUx great…


muMmy treat us tO foOd at jp…

anD i slept all the way in the caR tO farrer rOad to fetCh my sister anD baCk hoMe…

tOday waS a short shoRt day wid duMmy cos’ he haD to boOk in at 630pm…

went IMM to gRab soMe stuff…

rot aRd…

anD off he went…


i jUx wan to shOw my faCe…

=D

If u still haDnt notiCe…

I actually dyed my hair!

theRe’s a difference in thoSe 2 piCcz ok…

LOL

aWWwwwww~

i dunnO y…

bUt i miSs my duMmy supeR alot now…

*sighz*

aRmy is snatChing my duMmy away froM me toO muCh!



{October 8, 2007}   swEeeeet… +++08/10/07+++

dinneR wiD teaCher verOnica is niCe…

dinneR wiD hudDy is fun…


huDdy and me…

meEtup wiD the crew on sat is enjOyable…

villaGe’ and deMpsey hill Ben ‘n’ Jerry aftermath…

=D


mR joHn ‘n’ hiS cake…


uS at deMpsey hill…


duMbling ‘n’ me

rottinG on sUnday wiD duMmy’s family…

thinKing of gettinG new phoNe…

bUt haSnt tot of any niCe phoNe…

hMmmmmz…


saW this? dumMy’s injUry… gueSs the shapE? LOL

waS touGh at work toDay…

rushinG my supeR overloaDed work…

pullinG my haiR… hammeRing my brain…

when i gOt a suRprise…


my lovely bOuquet of roseS..

duMmy got thiS bOuquet of roses sent tO me thiS afternoOn…

a suRprise tat cauGht me off guarD…

a suRprise tat make my clOudy day all sunNy up aGain…

LOL

=D

anD i finally finiSh watChing ‘hUan huAn ai’…

reaLi make me cRy dao…

love thiS shOw!!!!!!

gOing to bUkit cheRmin tmL morninG…

omg…

haB to wakie supeR early…

>_<



I’m supeR tired…

i haSnt been haVing enuff reSt…

workinG and woRking…

hanGing out after wOrk…

hOw to haVe enuff reSt u tel me?

-___-”

tueSday waS meetup wiD rene lin miaO n dRew for tOm yam steaMboat…

It waS fullfilling… spiCyliciOus… enteRtaining…

doNutty inDulging… thanX to Lin…

=D

wEd waS meEtup wiD Long John gu foR dinneR… AND how to sliM down toPic?

LOL

will b meetinG ms verOnica today foR ouR datinG sessiOn…

dinneR wiD Fenz and hUddy tml…

anD…

sat will b yet anOther bz weEkend…

wOwo…

I’m a bz woman huh…

LOL

i’m haVing fun…

but i thinK my caSh is flOwing away ly water…

Hahaz…

tatS supeR bad ok! esp. wiD duMmy’s bday approaChing…

>_<

wOrk haS been tediOus toO…

rushinG my assignment anD nOtz dOing enuff OT to speeD it up…

-___-”

leSser time wiD my family toO…

saDz…

i thinK i’m staRting to streSs myself out…

Nbz…



et cetera