Pretential Avoided











{January 31, 2008}   Shit… +++31/01/2008+++

Shit = “Sorry Honey! It’s thuRsday!”

I learn the abOve froM my funny boSs…

LOL

dinneR wid my boSs and colleaGue on mOnday waS fReaking hilaRious…

We laugh ouR ass off i tell you…

it’S supeR enjOyable…

weD… i shOp wiD yiyi and L…

we bOught too muCh accessoRies…

3 gers spenD 66 buCkz solely on acceSsories!

oh well… nO more shOpping foR me!

alRight…

I’m brOwsing thrOugh my phOtos…

when i see soMething that horriFied me!

>_<

u all wan c?

c redi dUn laUgh ok…


I’m so bloateD!!!!!

Omfg…

I know i’m fat lahz…

bUt too fat liaOz lo!!!!!!

*faint*

i dunnO why i put thiS damn piCcz up lahz…

maYb jUx wan to let u ppl laUgh…

LOL

sEee!!!!

my cheek ma chiaM hamSter whO had stoRe lotSa foOd in it lo!

>_<

i dunnO y lahz… bUt i like tO put Fen’z funny faCe wid me…

LOL



theSe are my babes wiD me…

=D

memOrieSsss!

ok lahz…

the main thinG is foR u to see my fat cheek!

>_<

i thinK i reali shOuld stOp eatinG so muCh le…

toO much cny goOdieS in offiCe…

eaT sit eat sit eat sit…

Nbz…



{January 30, 2008}   《白色风车》 周杰伦

白色的风筝
安静的纯真
真实的感觉
梦境般遥远
甜甜的海水
复杂的眼泪
看你傻笑着
握住我的手
梦希望没有尽头
我们走到这就好
因为我不想太快走完这幸福
很可惜没有祝福
但爱你并不孤独
不会再让你哭
我陪你走到最后
能不能不要回头
你紧紧地抱住我
说你不需要承诺
你说我若一个人会比较自由
我不懂你说什么
反正不会松手
我陪你走到最后
能不能别想太多
会不会手牵着手
晚一点再到尽头
你说不该再相见
只为了瞬间
谢谢你让我听见
因为我在等待永远

谢谢你让我听见
因为我在等待永远

=’[



{January 27, 2008}   weekenDs… +++27/01/2008+++

gOd bleSs me tat i gOt my pay FINALLY on fRi…

=D

went shOpping wiD my ah gOng + muMmy + sister at chinatOwn on fRi…

It pain my heaRt to c my ah goNg walk wiD so muCh difficulty…

*sObz*

He keep askinG me to get my cny clOthes even when i tel hiM chinatOwn dUn hab wad i want…

LOL

he sCare i nO clothes wear…

Hahaz…

finally reCeive call froM my duMmy at 12 plus am…

3 night w/o hiS call…

sO hapPy to heaR froM him again…

LOL

he tolD me he’ll b boOking out arD 11 plus 12 on sat…

So i hapPily slp and slp…

anD receive hiS call at 10:30am to open doOr for him…

=D

prepaRe and heaD town!

shOpping wiD an anD gu…

Never in my life had i spenD so much on 1 thinG!

>_<

is eXpensive de lo…

bUt i reali like tat lah…

LOL

mOvie wiD birD and km aftermath…

Rambo 4

niCcceee bUt gruesOme…

then is hoMe sweeeet hoMe…

=D

nth muCh done today exCept dinneR wid my family anD duMmy heads baCk to camp after that…

he’s gOing out outfield (AGAIN) tml…

nO call/sms froM him til thurS…

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…

i hate it lah…

daMn it!

i cant wait foR this week to paSs…

faSter!



{January 24, 2008}   emO-liciOus… +++24/01/2008+++

my colleaGue senD me this mail wiD lotSa niCe meaninGful chineSe quote…
sO i got 1 uploaDed here…
When 2 persOn gets tgt… how often do each feelS tat the one they chOsen is the One?
I feel duMb thinKing baCk on thinGs i haD done…
how i waiteD like a foOl unDer thoSe shelter hOping thinGs woulD b better…
anD thinGs woUld haVe been if it waSn’t then…?
i alwayS hate mySelf for thinKing of the worSe…
of hOw i’m gonna surviVe thrOugh if anyone cloSe to me ever leave me…
thiS tot jUx flash by suDdenly eaCh tiMe i’m alone…
staRing into spaCe…
it’S never eaSy for me…
cOs’ i tk everyOne cloSe to me seriOusly…
nO matter hOw muCh i say i hate thEm…
itS all in a fit of angeR…
ahhhhhhh…
i dunnO y i talk abOut all thiS…
*sighz*
i gueSs there are tiMes ppl gOt lost and staRt to diG out waD they’re thinKing so that they can
haVe a cleaRer view of waD they wan and neeD…
i’ve beEn soRting out a lot of my thinKing lately…
i realiSed how much my family haD all chanGed…
my daDdy is old… anD yet he’s still woRking…
my muMmy is old… haVing heaDache/baCkache every now and then…
my brO is gettinG older… marrieD wiD a wife… anD more responSibility to shoulDer…
my sisteR is grOwing up… wiD no minDset of whiCh direCtion she’s headinG to yet…
and me… gettinG olDer… wiD no idea waD kinDa job i reali wan and yet tO finD a direCtion…
and my 3 silly dogs whO only get some attentiOn every now and then cOs’ everyOne seemS to foRget them stms…
shit man…
i’m soOoo in a gOd damn emO state toDay…
daMn it…


{January 23, 2008}   la la la… +++23/01/2008+++

MY LEAVE IS APPROVE!!!!!

LA LA LA…

MY MANAGER IS SO NICE TO ME…

HE SAY I SHOULD GO…

=D

HE DIDNT BOMB ME WITH Qs AT ALL…

SWEE LAH…

p/s: but i feel saD a lil… coS’ my dumMy wun b wiD me… awww~~~



{January 23, 2008}   booooo! +++23/01/2008+++

That’s the problem with working.

Everything you’re asked to handle is urgent!

Then when a pile of urgent stuff is thrown all together to u…

Tel me…

How do you gauge the level of urgency when everyone tel you is urgent?

cheeSebun!

>_<

I still hasn’t shop for my cny.
I still hasn’t got my pay.
I still hasn’t finish my stuff.

omg…

blue blue wednesday!



{January 22, 2008}   duHz~~~~~ +++22/01/2008+++

mOst of the tiMes i envy coUples who get to meEt up often…

i envy coupleS who can call eaCh other up when they meEt up wiD prOblems and jux neeD to whine a lil…

I envy cOupleS who gets to watCh tv or haVe dinner tGt…

i enVy cOupleS who can sMs eaCh other whenEver they feel like it…

I enVy coUples who can plan abOut their hOliday/speCial occassiOn w/o havinG to make do wiD limiteD tiMes or certain tiMe…

all of the abOve…

i useD to tk it foR granteD…

cos’ i feel tat…

“he’s alWays there”

bUt now tat he’s away moSt of the tiMe…

i staRt to b more indepenDent…

makinG decisiOn mySelf…

doinG everythinG alOne…

i’m not coMplaining…

i’m hapPy the way i m now…

it’S only the miSsin’ paRt tat is toRturouS…

=]

i dUn hang oUt doeSnt mean i’m tryinG to b anti-sOcial…

i dUn hanG out doeSnt mean i cant heaD out w/o hiM…

i dUn hang Out often meanS i’m bz/tired/brOke…

i dUn hanG out miGht oso be caSes… ly… I need time alone/moOdleSs… (normally not thiS categOry)

but for ur caSe…

i jux dun wiSh to c u…



{January 21, 2008}   mOnday… +++21/01/2008+++

alRight…

say me ‘gan jiOng spiDer’ or waDeva…

I heaDed doWn to populaR ytD even b4 i gOt a reply froM my deaR veron whether the boOk is niCe…

LOL

i got the boOk!

thanX to my sWeet dumMy who sayS, “this shOuld keEp u entertain while i’m aWay foR outfielD.”

=]

He loveS me…

and i’m soOoo addiCted wiD my boOk right now…

makeS my buS trip leSs borinG…

hapPy!

i woNder where shOuld i staRt bloGging?

ThurSday :
‘1 miSsed call’ sCare the shit outta me…!

>_<

sO, nO ‘bOdy 19′ when Fenz inviteD me today!

LOL

Fri :
stayeD in offiCe ’til 8 pluS…

I got boreD and dRag L foR soMe photO-taking…

c hOw boreD i am?

dinneR wid my colleaGue whO left tgt wiD me and yiyi…
it waS a nice dinneR…

Sat :
wOrk waS freakinG irritatinG!
leFt work wiD a tireD mind and aCcompany my deaR muMmy to FEP foR her hair therapy…
I did mine toO!
i lOve my haiR!

=]


My eye-baG is uBer uGly!

i stOle thiS froM rene.. =X

meEt up wiD birD rene Da ge for soMe shopping therapy!
I can only watCh s they shOp lahz…
cOs’ i haVen’t got my damN pay!
angry!
Had ‘mang guO bing’ s hiGhly recoMmended by birD…
It’s niCe!

duMmy came to meEt me at 11pm aFter he finally return froM his fielDcamP…

-___-”

he’s supeR tireD…

sO we heaD hoMe after that…

Sunday :
he bOught me my fav. hOtcake wiD sausaGe…
bReakfaSt the moMent i wakie…!

=]

heaD hoMe wiD him to welcoMe hiS aunt who iS marrieD to a taiwanese!

“coMe taiwan when you’re free ok! we’ll bring you around!”

i sOooo wanteD to fly baCk wid them at the end of thiS weEk lahz!

“Of course she wan go… She wan c her luO zhi xianG”

LOL…

duMmy is jealOus i thiNk…

hiS aunt and unCle were supeR niCe and friendly ppl…

i haD fun haVing dinneR wid theM…

=D

it’S so saD tat we haD to enD the happy dinneR wid the reasOn “he neeDa ruSh back to camP!”

>_<


anybOdy recoGniSe this doG?

LOL

huShpuppieS!

the lil pouch tat my silly duMmy carrieS ard when he’s younG…

sO cute riGht!

anD the neXt is daMn er-xin lah…

reaD on if u wan…

i didnt forCe u ok!

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Can u figure out waD is thiS?

it’s duMmy’s baby teeth!

ewWwwww~~~

he kept it foR like 10 oveR yrS!

I think he belieVe in toOth fairy kinDa stuff!

LOL

hmMmmmz…

dumMy is goinG outfielD AGAIN tml…

duhz~~~

oh ya!

anD i deCided to colleCt soMething cute…

soMethinG blue

soMething tiny

sOmethinG funny…

*winkz*



{January 17, 2008}   Down… +++17/01/2008+++

I camE aCroSs this boOk while i waS boOk brOwsing the other tiMe…

It captuRe my attentiOn there and then…

I didnt bUy it cOs’ i didnt haVe enuff caSh…

nOw, it’s gonNa be shOwn on scReen…

I’m gOnna bUy the boOk and then watCh the shOw…

=]

I’m having seveRe cRamp…

I’m in such a pain that i jUx wanna sit heRe and dO nth…

and haul whOever prOvoke me acroSs the roOm…

>_<

I hate thiS lahz…

Spoil my moOd…

aRrrrrrrghhhhh……….

I’m goinG to watCh ‘1 miSsed call’ laTer…

pay mOney and sCare myself…

how niCe…

=]

and…

I have a meetinG later…

tRaining tml moRning…

and meetinG tml afternoOn…

gOd damn!



{January 15, 2008}   unfair… +++15/01/2008+++

nO matter hOw i loOk at it…

nO matteR how i hiDe it…

i still finD it unfaiR tat i dunnO the reasOn behinD it…

y?

doeS avoIding helpS?

It makeS u feel betteR…

bUt it makEs me miSerable…

oh well…

i gueSs it’s either unfaiR fOr u or unfair foR me…

*sighz*

i jux wanna gruMble…

tO make mySelf feel better…

i hOpe there’S a better way to solve this…

rather than that…

i jUx dun like the way it is now…

=[



et cetera