敢不敢跟我来一场真心相对的爱情赛事
斗牛 要不要

I wanteD to blog…

bUt i got nth in minD now…

I think i’m tireD…

My msn is cRanky…

mY moOd is cRazy…

My life is meSsy…

waD else?

I had a bad day…

=[

i’m so irritateD…

i crieD…

fuKtub…

I’m multi-taSking…

- ListeninG to sonGs
- Re-sizing BKK piCcz (a total of 162)
- upDating blog
- thinKing of my paSt event

anD i dunnO y i suddenly tOt of birD and Fenz who repeateDly reminDs me of theiR sCratchinG on theiR thighs and faCe…

-___-”

i’ve live with theiR scRatching for 6 stRaight days…

haRd to foRget…

LOL

sO many phOtos…

laZy alReady…

I’m so lazy nOw…

hOw i wiSh my weekenDs never enD!

I learn froM my guyS ytd that…

1) maRgu going taiwan enD of maRch (approaChing)
2) duMmy going thailanD miD of apRil (neaRing)
3) xiaO cou an gOing south afriCa in miD May (sOon)

damN… i’m gonna live w/o 1 oUt of 3 of them all the way til enD of June befoRe thiS 3 musketeeRs gets tgt again!

Life is soOooooo boring!

*sighz*

gu and an prOmise a preSsie! they betteR remEmber!

LOL

anYway…

i dunnO waD else to blOg…

mOre outfielD for duMmy…

mOre borinG dayS for me…

DuMmy : 你疼我吗？
Me : 我不疼人的。。。
DumMy : 真的吗？
Me : U always coMplain i hit u scolD u pinCh u 1 waD…
DuMmy : 打是疼，骂是爱勒。。
Me : Only perveRts think tat way!
DumMy : Then i think u better stay away froM me leh…

-___-”

He’s a pervert…

LOL

I love hiM still…

hapPy 33rd mOnthsarrrieSssss my or lu lu…

=]

6 more dayS til i c u again!

I’m baCk…

Bkk tRip is fun…

I hUg my ladieS + Da ge + Susu for the Bobbi brOwn+diOr make up kit…

I hUg my laDieS + Da ge foR the cakeS(which i ate 1 mouth) and cReam smeaRing attaCk sessiOn!

LOL

I smoOch my colleaGue for makinG my 1st day baCk to offiCe in stOning state a fun 1… The “treasuRe huNt” is cReative… and the gifts are lovely!

=D

I smoOch my deaRest brO, da saO and muMmy for making an effoRt dOwn to Changi aiRport to fetCh duMb me…

mOre detailS soOn + piCcz (i hOpe)…

–RandoM toTz–

There’s a seCret in everyoNe…

emO-eMily…

I reCall waD used to hapPen…

I wonDer for a lOng tiMe…

if it waSn’t then…

waD could it be noW?

peRphaps its all paRt of uR plan to tesT…?

a teSt to see whether we woUld get thru…

enD result?

we knOw ourselveS…

we miSsed it…

nObody knOws wad hapPen…

we kept our prOmise?

at leaSt for me… i did kept it…

did u?

i dOubt u’ll reaD this toO…

if u dO…

dOubt u’ll tell me even if i’m wrOng…

i mayB wrOng…

I jUx feel tat way…

=D

i’m glaD it hapPen in a way…

thOugh we’Re mOre to stranGer-fren now…

i hOpe u rMb this like hOw i will…

ps: dUn ask me abOut this pOst… i jUx wish to keep it within… nO point spreaDing…

ps: silly duMmy… dun woRry… i still lOve u… i’m suRe u knOw… =D

tiMe reali flieS…

a blinK of an eye and the trip is here…

=]

c u peOple neXt week…

alRight…

I’m gOnna blog abOut this in Case i lose my memOry somehow 1 fine day..

LOL

Last week:

duMmy bOokout on Tuesday and haS all hiS tiMe for me ’til Sunday…

he suRprise me wiD a blue roSe on weDneSday thiS tiMe rounD to replaCe my other wither roseS…

we’Re so full of plan!

bUt the bloOdy suay me fall siCk wiD infeCtion(dUn tel u wad infeCtion)…

i tahan untIl taboleh tahaN and went to the doC on Thursday…

MC!

slept my day aWay wiD silly duMmy…

sO sad…

luCky i haD taken 1/2 day foR fRiday…

=D

spenD my 1/2 day at my waRehouse…

dumMy told me he wanna gO the IT show at “eXpo”…

reaD on to knOw why exPo k!

we sent muMmy to sheng xioNg then tabaO maCdonald for myself…

then… off to exPo…

when we reaCh exPo… supeR empty caRpark…

we walk ard figuring where’s the IT show anD why so lil pPl is there for the IT show…

*smaCckz*

dumMy got the loCation wronG!

it’S supposeD to be at sunteC!

>_<

drOve all the way baCk to sunteC… shoP in the over crOwded area and i gruMble like hell…

thatS when my silly duMmy surpriSe me wiD a caMera…

fOr my bDay!

he’s the firSt to gib me my preSsie this yr…

*heaRt-melt*

felt sO bad foR gruMbling like a spoilt-brat lahz…

>_<

then he broUght me to bakerzin to get cakeS… *sluRp*

and off we gO to sentOsa…

he haD boOk a resoRt there jUx for the 2 of us…!

=D

hapPy happy!!!!

bUt b4 that… he drOve us to Imbiah roaD cOs’ he claim the resoRt is there!

enDed up wrOng again…

LOL

we cheCk into the roOm and heaDed out foR our swim…

=lOve=

we sat on the sky-riDe and haD dinneR at vivO cOs’ sakae sushi is cloSe for renOvation at sentOsa…

I love hiS companY cos’ he pampeRed me like a princeSs…

he haD never muMble a worD of uNhappineSs even thOugh he hab tO drive me arD… put up wiD my temPer… etC.

LOL

hOw can i dOn’t love hiM?

=D

On satuRday…

i meet up wid bird, km, gu, an, john and his ger for dinner and KTV…

they gOt me a caKe…

=D

thankS to gu whO bo bian kanna choSen to get the cake and expoSe the plan…

LOL

i knOw they love me 1 lahz…

=P

sunDay is the upSetting day…

wOke up havinG Mac breakfast…

slp… dinner … off he goeS for his boOk in…

=[

cRied cos’ i’m baCk to mySelf after he left for caMp…

and i’ve to wait til 21st befoRe i can c hiM again…

*sighz*

my 1st bDay w/o hiM sinCe i knOw him…

i’m jux so nOt hapPy thinkinG abt it…

oh well…

he prOmised a suRprise when i’m baCkz…

=P

I’m glaD i met and choSen hiM…

cOs’ i hearD smth for the firSt tiMe when we casually touCh on the marriaGe topiC again…

“anOther 4 yrS ba… exactly the date u wan…” he replieD.

nOt the usual 10 yrS reply anymore!

it’S not the nuMber of yrS… it’s hOw he actually make an effoRt to strive foR tat 4 yrS thinGy that makes me hapPy…

LOL

u better remEmber waD u say arh!

=P

hapPy hapPy or bak ka!

miSsin’ miSs misS or lu lu…

=D

paRt 2 of my bDay woulD prolly b after i’m back froM bkk ba…

1st tiMe sit plane…
1st tiMe wiD my gerS + Da Ge to somewhere further than M’sia…
1st tiMe bDay overseaS…
1st tiMe w/o my family/bf wiD me…
1st tiMe shopPing wid my hard-eaRn moNey…
1st tiMe go on trip wiD my own moNey…

mOre 1st tiMe to coMe!

and oh! my brO paSs me angbaO as bDay pressie… 2nD pressie…

*tsk tsk*

issit as u get olDer the kinda pressie yoU get gets leSser and more praCtical?

laZy brO uSed to go shop foR my preSsie 1 lo!

*sulk*

ps: duMmy jux tolD me he’s going overseaS for his NS from 19th april – 11th May… 19th April is a Sat… meaning the last day i’ll c hiM is 11th apRil… and 11th May is a sunDay… whiCh meanS i miGht haB to wait ’til 17th May b4 i can c hiM again… 1 whOle month w/o hiM at all… and yes… I’m crying… =’[

duMmy jUx tolD me he’s poSted to ASLC…

the couRse bOth of us praY that he wUn get intO…

>_<

LOL

sO prouD of my silly duMmy…

hiS life is confiRm more tortuRous than b4…

*shake heaD*

I like to loOk at mySelf from a diffeRent perspeCtive each tiMe i finD mySelf in a reaLLy neGative situatioN/thinkinG…

i haTe beinG emO and thuS, get mySelf in a f* up moOd…

I trieD not to brinG my streSs at woRk hoMe…

so that i can slp well w/o haVing niGhtmares…

=[

i loVe spenDing tiMes wiD dumMy, my family and my fRenz...

they brinG me lauGhter and thoUgh sorrow soMetimeS...

i knOw i can depenD on 'em foR retaRded stuff...

LOL

i lOve my colleaGues s well...

we gRumbLe and sulk tGt...

tatS hoW i get paSs each day...

=]

my bDay is neaRing…

22 thiS yr…

time flieS…

almoSt a yr ago…

i’m ponDering how i’m gonna paSs my 21st…

*proof*

it paSsed…

I thinK there’S some minoR probLem wid me…

eVeryOne is uber eXcited abOut this and that…

bUt all i feel nOw is…

emptineSs…

i wonDer why?

fRenz are askinG me waD i wan…

i dunnO?

my wiShlist uSed to be all up and reaDy in the paSt…

bUt now…

i cant thinK of anythinG i wan…

LOL

gimMe mOney…

or…

an air tiX to soMewhere i can totally relaX and woRry abt nth…?

LOL

as tiMe paSs…

it’S not eaSy…

haVing ppl i care and love be wiD me on my bDay is already a bleSsing…

=]