I’m full of anticipation…

And then i’m slap right in the face with disappointment…

I look at myself in the mirror and laugh.

“Why the hell are you so full of anticipation for? If you hadn’t, the impact of the disappointment might not be that huge!”

If you ain’t sincere.

Don’t expect others to be sincere to you.

Don’t expect much if you ain’t giving what you’re supposed to give in a F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P.

I have eyes. I have ears. I have heart.

I just chose to keep quiet.

=]

Too disappointed to speak.

Listen to this duet song playing in my blog.

I’m in love.

=]

PS: This is real. This is Me.

PS/PS: It’s so much better listening to it while watching the show. The handsome male lead plays a part of course…

Things i’ve done today :

-Shopped for 9 hours with two half hour break in between.
-Got what i want.
-Had fun
-Laugh ’til muscle cramp
-Talk like i hasn’t talked for month!
-Took photo stickers *sweee oh*
-Bought pressie for Julie
-We all got something for ourselves
-Eat Drink Slack
-Visited Haji Lane (Sure going back again)
-Explode my hp sms. LOL
-Reach home at 12:45am without taking cab hor!

PS : I forgot what i had done as well.

PS/PS : There’s so much complication that i feel “Just live with it, believe in urself”

PS/PS/PS : I hope it works. I’m trying.

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

01. What have you been doing recently?
Working. Eating. Sleeping.

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Why not?

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
Rushing through my work/Chatting/Sorting out my CPF stuff.

04. When did you last cry?
Yesterday afternoon.

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
I do. I guess.

06. What do you want in your life right now?
Money. Studies. Driving Liscense.

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
Ella ella ella eh eh eh

8. What’s your favourite thing to have on your bed?
Huggieessss.

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
Skirt.

10. What’s the nicest text in your inbox say?
Secreeet… Love.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
I try not to.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
My watch i “borrowed” from my duMmy.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Piangz… Make It Happen.

14. What are you proud of?
I have nice family. nice friends/colleague/boss. nice boyfriend. Mischevious dogs.

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
Some random msg from a friend.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Er… Wo Jie Yi…

17.Do you have any nicknames?
Obviously.

18. What does your last received text message say?
Babe you in e office? Raining.. I got no umbrella.. Can help bring me one?

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
Past 11.

20. Are you currently happy?
Normal. Not very happy. Not very sad. Not very angry.

21. Who gives you best advice?
My family. My boyfriend. Some Friends.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Didnt try before.

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
My muMmy.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
Yeah.

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
DumMy/L/Yi/Lai

26. Do you wear toe socks?
Should i try?

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
My toOpid siSsy.

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Obviously.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
Hypocrites!

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
I want to crush someone.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
eh? I’m not toopid neither am i duMb.

32. What is the colour of your room?
White.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
Not worth.

34. Do you believe in the saying of : talk is cheap?
Ya. Empty talk.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
duMmy.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
duMmy.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
Nopez.

38. Do you have a life?
I think so?

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
That was a bloody bad dream! Nbz.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
Cos’ love is complicating.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Eh? Cant remember.

42. Last time you smiled?
Just.

43. Have you changed this year?
I believe so.

44. What are you listening right now?
Phone ringing.

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Yupz.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Wtf?

47. Is there a quote you live by?
A happy relationship is made up of two good forgiver.

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
Small Pig.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Yupz.

50. What was the worst idea you’ve had in this week?
I don’t remember. I normally have good ideas. =X

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
Reading Comic. Talking to dumMy.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
Sometimes i do. Sometimes i don’t. Emo.

53. What song best describe your love life?
No idea. Changes accordingly.

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
I think he does.

55. Who always make you laugh?
Who?

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Of course.

57. Favourite website(s)?
complicatedthoughtsofmine.

58. What’s your middle name?
hUh?

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
Work. Shop. Rot.

60. What do you think you are like?
What do you think i’m like?

61. Who will you choose to die with?
I die alone. Why want to drag people die with me?

62. Where have you been today?
Office. Jp.

63. What game do you play often?
DJ Max.

64. Who are you missing right now?
Silly.

65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
Why do i have to choose? Both are impt.

66. What are you doing right now?
Dumbly doing this quiz?

67. Which primary school are you from?
XPS.

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
Black. Blue. White.

69. What emotion you like to show?
=D

70. What is your life to you?
Life. is about being ready to lose anything.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
E.M.O

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
Dummy.

73. Who do you admire most?
The world successful human.

74. Which month are you born in?
March.

75. How are you feeling right now?
Bored.

76. What is the time now?
2:56PM

77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
Irritating Ah gong.

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
Red.

79. Why are you doing this test?
Cos’ my irritating sisSy says so?

80. What do you do when you’re moody?
Keep quiet and stay out of everyone’s range.

81. At which age you wish to get married?
25-26.

82. Who is more important to you?
Everyone who matters to me.

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
Msg all my friends whom i love with my duMmy hugging me and my family beside me.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
The one i trust is…

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Yes.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
Be successful and bring happiness to people i love.

87. What is your goal for this year?
Earn more money!

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
LOL

89. What feeling do you love most?
Being love.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
Yes.

91.What feeling do you hate the most?
Being lied to.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
110%

93. Do you believe in God?
Er…

94. Who cares for you most?
I believe everyone does.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
A successful person who have a nice family and nice friends.

96. What will you bring when you fight?
Nothing.

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
Lots.

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
Eh? If no one no longer cares for me? No one?

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
End of story.

100. HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
Bored?

PS: I deleted the rest of the quiz cos’ i think i had enuff. LOL

PS/PS: I got the urge to paint my nails s.u.d.d.e.n.l.y.

PS/PS/PS: I think i need some retail therapy. Opps!

Wah piang…

I juSt look through my friendster comments…

Cant stop laughing and telling duMmy about some funny comment i’ve received in the past.

And 1 comment that make me feel super old…

my duMmy “hapPy 10th month” greeting…

We’re going into our 39th Month tml…

Feeel the old spell slowly creeping…

Damn…

I wanted to leave comMent for my ladies…

But i went to Da ge’s and Rene’s profile…

Both of them are flooded with their comments for each other…

Feel bad to pop my comment into their sweet river…

So, i didnt leave for any of my ladies… Fair…

LOL

Just a random post.

Sushi wid birD is nice… Fat tgt…

Fenz join us for a while and we cab home!

PS : I almost fall off the bus this morning cos’ i “hiao”… Wear heels…

PS/PS : I need to get some nice books to read.

PS/PS/PS : Bird… Please get ur lazy hand on ur camera and upload picccs for Veron’s meetup!

Jux finished watching a jap drama that i’ve collected in my lappie for monthssss…

All this sweet shows always send girls into a dreamy fantasy…

I’ve fallen sick over the weekend…

But still, it didnt stop me from enjoying…

Had a mini BBQ with my family outside my house…

Bro and Da sao is the chef for the night…

Didn’t eat much cos’ i wasn’t feeling well, it’s the presence that counts…

=]

Things simmer down soon after and there we go talking about supernatural stuff…

eeeWWwwww~ The atmosphere was scary enuff… + my 2 silly dog cant stop barking and standing stiff still suddenly staring~~…

Went shopping and finally bought new footwear!

Some cosmetics from siSsy…

And finally after saying for so many times, duMmy and i got our liverpool jersey…

=]

Ta-dah…

Grab my 2 darling for some photos…

I got puffy eyes hor?

Not enuff sleep lah…

Toopid period…

And huge face too…

Super gin-na lah him…

LOL

I love this picCz… sO cute…

Mummy and me…

Bro got crave for ktv and drag all of us along for some singing..

DuMmy grab me this pooh bear at 2 bucks from those vending machine again.

He’s addicted to playing those machine nowadays… LOL

Alright… Another photos of duMmy and me…

I love flooding my pictures here…

=P

Yawnz~ Weekends without duMmy is so boRing…

This weekend ain’t so bad… Cos’ i’m kinda fed up with my period+cramps and therefore, it’s good he’s not around to put up wid my mood change…

LOL

Just some thoughts yet again… So skip if you’re so not interested in what i’m thinking.

Friends don’t meet up all the time to prove we’re friends. Friends don’t turn away just because they have not been seeing you and feel that you’re just some stranger who needs help. Friends don’t look at you from afar and laugh when they see you in a sorry plight. Friends don’t reach out for you only when you’re dead and say “I’m sorry. I should have reach out for you earlier.”

Friends are people whom you turn to not only when you’re unhappy. Friends are people who appear in your life no matter which stage you’re hanging and guide you along.

Friends have never-ending topics even if they meet up once every blue moon.

Friends don’t desert you no matter how close/far/rich/poor/busy/free/etc you are.

Friends are important, so don’t claim someone as your friend if you ain’t serious in treating them as 1…

Why am i saying all this?

Perhaps, i’ve seen so many example of friends that i’m confuse which are the people humans should call friends…

PS: Bad news from dumMy. 1) No X’mas’08 due to deployment. 2) No bday’08 wid hiM due to tw trip. 3) No V’day’09 due to some damn shooting. 4) No bday’09 wid me due to deployment.

Congrats me! Why am i forever so suay?

Think no people can be as suay as me liao lo…

Nbz… Sibei bu shuang…

-_-”

Boooo!

PS/PS : 357 days to go!

PS/PS/PS : Oh well… At the very LEAST, got cny not bad liao. *pray*

I always feel there’s a limit to how far a joke can be carried.

I don’t see the reason why some humans like to pull a joke so far that they end up hurting someone’s feeling.

When a person don’t get angry with your stupid joke, it doesn’t mean the person isn’t angry.

You don’t say the person’s mum is a whore and say you’re joking, do you?

It’s common sense.

When your joke mute the other party, it doesn’t mean you succeeded in making a good joke.

It normally means, “I can’t be bothered in arguing with someone with no common sense.”

This entry pop out cos’ of a conversation i had with a friend. Definately a nice conversation.

=]

Oh well, duMmy is out having his deployment.

He hasn’t been slping well.

Poorthing.

PS: I got craving for tu-tu kweh~

PS/PS: It’s like a dream when u appear at 2am in the morning.

PS/PS/PS: I hasn’t been reading books. This is bad.

As my title had expressed…

My weekend is ‘burned’ cos’ my dumMy is busy with his NS stuff and wun b out for 3 consecutive weekend.

Brilliant!

I’m left rotting..

But he’s sweet… He came out for the past few nights to look for me then back to camp even though he is tired.

He’s going tw on the 24th of Oct’08. Another bday not spend with him.

Another few weekends w/o him.

Haiz~

I guess that’s NS?

Oh ya…

I attended a meeting alone ytd at my customer’s company.

Achievement ok! Was bloody nervous before the whole thing.

I got lost on the way there cos’ the taxi driver don’t know the way.

The point is, he didnt charged me a single cent cos’ he said he’s sorry he wasted my time.

Oh man… I didnt blame him a single bit! He’s super nice throughout the whole trip that i wouldn’t mind paying seriously.

The meeting ain’t as bad as i thought.

Good.

Had ichiban sushi with my colleagues. Nice topic.

DumMy came and send me hoMe.

Won’t be able to see him all the way ’til next thurSday.

=[ Sad de yao si.

Nbz.

PS: I think humans around me are in a sushi craze nowadays. I’m having sushi with bird and fenz later. “Eat more sushi then become japanese” Quoted from Bird. Ya right~…

PS/PS: My 2 darling at home are really cute!

PS/PS/PS: I’m having constipation. No good!

PS/PS/PS/PS:

If you allow others to look down on you.

You’re just giving yourself reason to despise yourself.

Smile. You’re just special.

I thought of the above PS/PS/PS/PS myself! =D

Irrelavant but needed post:

I found it in less than 1 min. I was browsing through the blogs i’ve coincidentally chance upon and my blood pressure rise in a short 5 mins. Why is that so? I can’t stand it when human pass comments like as if they are bloody smart? I don’t know the right word to use. I just can’t stand kids who whine like they’re being treated so unfairly that they curse everyone in the world but not themselves. Why do i call them kids when obviously they’re supposed to be adult? Cos’ they still can’t accept the drastic change from schooling to working life. They feel that they are given 100% of TEDIOUS work. What about human who took up 101% of Tedious work? Dumbass. I don’t really love my job totally but i know its required of me to do those stuff i’m doing. But those kids just feel that those things they are handling are useless scrap thrown by others. Talking about useless, if you can’t handle the useless work, does that mean you’re useless too? C’mon, make up your mind on the term “useless work”. If you’re unhappy, leave. Don’t make everyone around you who cares unhappy. Stop being egoistic, and hauling nonsense at people who won’t read ur blog. I dare you to say it straight to her face.

Damn. I was hoping i can tell her, “Working life is never easy” in the past.

Now that i realised those damn entries, i wish i can say “Go away. Leave.”

I’m not being nasty. If you read the blog, you would feel the way i’m feeling now. Esp. when the one it’s scolding is my friend!

It’s such a bliss to have a saturday off!

I’m staying up even though my body says tired.

Gym wid the ladies just now and nice dinner after that.

When i tot i’m in a bad enough situation, i look around me and realised “比我烦恼的人更多”.

I wish i can do something to make them feel better.

I should really stop whining and look at my situation in a positive manner.

Bday, nice young lady.

I thought she will have a blast celebration looking from the amount of “Frenz” she have.

Lil did i know, there are really stories we didnt know and we were really fed up to learn there are selfish human around somewhere.

A clear line drawn between colleague and friend.

So, why fake the closeness?

C’mon! She deserves better, really!

I hope we made her feel loved, in a way or another.

=]

Sometimes, just staying by them hearing them talk means a great deal to them.

I hope i made another friend of mine feel better too.

I got home and showered my two smelly darling cos’ they’ve been neglected by us for some time.

I love the way their eyes look at me, no matter how bad we are to them.

Only human who love their dog will understand the kind of eyes they show.

“I’m here. Right where u need me.”

I had never bathed them before and i’m glad i did it.

They love it too.

=]

PS: I’m having a 又爱又恨 feeling towards my work. Damnit.

PS/PS: I’m saying “wah piang” too much time a day.

PS/PS/PS: A stalk of rose is not cheapo, it means “I hope this surprise put a smile on your face no matter how tired/troubled/upset you are”

PS/PS/PS/PS:I hope i can stick to the 2 times jog per week thingy! Chiong arh!