I got a new direction to look forward to and i hope i can sweep a nice path out of the messy overgrown garden.

=)

I’ve been feeling down in the pit for the past few days.

Not knowing exactly where i’m heading to and grabbing on.

It’s good to have a certain guide finally.

It’s never easy to overcome the dejected feeling that form in me but i’ve ought to recall it earlier that “Nothing run smooth in life“.

So ya, i’ve learn it face it and accept it.

I’m currently hooked to online shopping all over again.

I saw this watch and love it!

Nothing special but it’s just attracts me!

Talk about Love at first sight.

LOL

I’ve a number of things in mind to get online.
Wonder if i should just go ahead.

Damn.

Friends have been asking me about what i want for my bday!

I don’t like having my bday ahead of my friends!
I’m always the first among them to gain that extra heavy 1 year.

LOL

What i want?
What i want?

Hmmmmmm…

I shall think properly and thoroughly.

Don’t give me display set please darlingsss?
I’ve so much my mum and dummy threaten to throw it out 1 fine day when i’m not around.

>_<

And ohhhhhh!

I can’t wait to set my plans going!

My bdays, my holidays, my meetups, etc.

Talk about lousy planning!

I seriously have a huge problem with planning.

And its so bloody irritating.

Cos’ it’s only after things happen did i grumble “eh. I should of thought of this idea earlier hor?”

*sighz*

PS : Silly things people do when you’re in love. 1 loop ride to get to where you are.

PS/PS : So, how do you draw the line between love and hate?

PS/PS/PS : How do you gauge the differences when you’re being biased about that whole thing?

Was walking towards the busstop under the gloomy weather when i suddenly notice a ray of colors hanging in the sky.

Can’t stop musing, “it’s beautiful!”

Cai lime want to inform everyone who passed us by that there’s rainbow.

Not 1 but 2 rainbows.

It’s huge, clear and colorful.

1 of the prettiest i’ve ever seen.

The first time i feel happy working OT.

LOL

Brighten up a bad day immediately too.

=)

And below.

Is a gift from Lime to cheer me up from my down moment last week.

I don’t plan to say her sweet.

LOL

Okay.

She’s sweet.

Thanx babe!

It’s kinda boring looking forward to something that didn’t happen.

*sighz*

What can i say?

Isn’t she a darling?

=)

I hope she grows up to be a fine young lady.

And today, i suddenly thought about this issue.

Being rebellious is part and parcel of life.
But being rebellious and not wising up after you get into trouble is pure stupidity.
There’s no such thing as, “As long as i’m rebellious and go against everything they want me to do, i’ll be freed and they will stop pestering me!”
The more rebellious you are, the more concern your family will show.
The more incorrigible you are, the more they worry.

The day you become freed, is the day your family decided to give up on you.
Do you really want that day to come?

You being on your own.
Chinese new year/Christmas/Birthdays, all special occassions will be a celebration on your own.
Or maybe friends who doesn’t have love from their family will join you.

Is that what you want?

You decide for yourself.

I’m sure you had heard enough of how disappointed everyone are.
Or
How hurt everyone is cos’ of your action.

If you’re willing to be good all over again, i’m sure everyone gonna forgive you and love you just like how they have always been.
If you’re not, i’m so disappointed in you cos’ i’ve always thought you’re old enough to think for yourself.

Wisen up.
Friends whom you should call friends are people who won’t get you into stupid trouble with them.
Friends don’t call you a coward just because you didnt do what they challenge you to.
Friends don’t ask you to skip classes just because they think is fun.
Friends don’t get you to fail your exams just because they fail theirs.

Your future lies in your hand.
You will be the one living the rest of your life.
If you’re planning to ruin it right now, be prepare to suffer for the rest of your life.
When that day comes, where you finally realised the importance of family and studies.
I hope, you’re not too late.

What do you do when you’re home rotting on a really free Sunday?

1) Relax and do facial mask
2) Rot in front of your com
3) Facebook
4) Listen to songs and read books
5) Rot in front of your TV
6) Watch show on lappy

For me.
I did all of the above!
Plus, babysitting my niece for 2 hour.
Plus, cooking myself a meal.

LOL

I’m so rotting at home today cos’ my duMmy is back in camp for duty!

*yawn*

So, after doing all of the above.
It’s now 06:50pm.

Decide to update my blog a little.

Went for dinner with my lovely colleagues on Thursday!

“店小二”

Family style dishes.
Not bad.

Macdonald Ice-cream after realizing that the main air-con at Hagen-Daz break down that fateful day!

Strawberry Sundae is love!

Meetup wid my duMmy aftermath is blissssss.

=)

Family potrait.

Got feel hor.

LOL

Siao eh was SUPPOSED to meet us but she was held up at her training.
So, shall punish her the next time we meet her!

LOL

Friday night was spent mahjon-ing away wid the usual.

But i fall aslp half-way.

End the games at around 7am?
And sleep all the way til 3pm.
Pig arh.

Prepared and head to town with duMmy.
Just the 2 of us.

=)

Treat duMmy to a nice dinner for a belated Vday + 44th Monthsarrries this Monday.

Both of us were starving like mad.

While waiting,

duMmy and i start this silly pose picture taking.

Take 1 : Bloated cheeks!


He look like a monkey hor?

LOL

Take 2 : Beautify the flowers


He has this mad habit of eating flowers.

-_-”

And this silly idea below was his.

LOL.

Food came and who cares about taking photos?

Ate.

Shopping.

In search of duMmy’s stuff.

It was a lovely day.

=)

I’m very lazy to eloborate what we did actually.
So just end it abruptly!

LOL

Was in FB just now and saw a secondary school friend of mine stating that her boyfriend had proposed to her!

Oh man~
Time flies isn’t it?

More and more friends around me are getting married!

Have been talking to my gers a little about those marriage thingy for the
past few days.
Heard some planning setting up from some of them and i feel happy for them.
I wonder what my plans would be?

I seriously got no idea how to go about planning.
I only know i wish to get married before i turn 27 yrs old.
And i do believe the planning part is definately something huge to
remember!

LOL

That’s another few years down the road for me, though.
I’m more excited to be someone’s sister now.
Where the whole gang gathers to bully the groom!
Hasn’t been 1 before.
Wonder how its like!
I’m sure it will be soo soooo sooooo fun!

Haha!

Emily came to realize :

1) If it’s not meant to be yours, it will never be yours.
2) No matter how hard you fight for it, position plays a bigger role.
3) Choose to face it with pride, the creator is something to be proud of.
4) Never doubt your instinct, you’re 98% right most of the time.

Alright.

I’ll get over this dumb thing.

For sure.

I’ll miss you.

Definately.

I don’t like going towards an unclear direction.

I want to know what i want.
I want to know what i’ll do.

I hate to be unsure who are my partners.
I hate to be unsure who are my foes.

I don’t like this style that i’m harvesting.
It makes no sense.

I need to clear out the weeds and grow my fruits nicely again.

CHIONG ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It’s nice to still be able to sing along to songs i hasn’t heard for a long time.

Ho ho ho.

I’m having this irritating headache since yesterday.
Followed by a soreeeee throat.
And a brilliant end with my menses cramp.

TMD.

I was practically walking zombie today but things got better after popping some pills.

Oh well~

My Vday passed by having dinner with Fenz and Bird!
It was nice cos’ it’s been a long time we meet up together to gossip!
And ya, sushi too!

Sunday was spent mahjon-ing at Bird’s place wid Percilia and Shermain(i think).

Lose money again lor.

I think the horoscope thingy is true lorz…
Have to quit gambling this year!

LOL

Hard leh.
Chamz…

LOL

I’m exactly a month away from being a year older.
Booo~

Dummy is going to start his dumb deployment again.
In the month of March’09.

How nice?

DOUBLE BOOOO~

Sings : Love leads to laughter~love leads to tears~with you by my side i feel good times again~~~~~~~

I’ve been nagged like more than 10 people for not updating my blog.

10 is very little i know.
I’m not a popular blogger what.
Got 10 i very happy liao leh.

LOL

I’ve been rather busy this whole week.

No time for any entertainment except watching my shows at home and drinking bubble tea.
Cos’ by the time i reach home, i’m too lazy to go out.

Lazy pig.

I want to update a proper entry but i’m lazy to upload the pictures.

Ok lah.

I’ll update again soon~

With pictures.

I’m getting fatter and fatter.

Think this is why my dummy don’t want spend Valentine’s Day with me tomorrow.

LOL

No lah.
He very poorthing lah.
He gotta go outfield ’til sunday morning.

I’m trying to get people to play mahjong leh.
Those simple easy don’t need stress style mahjong.
But i give up trying after 2 attempt.
Busy and Not free very difficult.

LOL

AAAhhhhhhhhhh.

Why like that?

LOL

I’m mad.
This happens only at this kinda timing.
Timing to go home.
And yet still not prepared to go home.

TMD.

*Scream* Friday the 13th!

PICTURES LOADING … … … …
LOADS OF PICTURES LOADING… … …

Ok.
Most of the pictures are my faces.
So, please skip this entry if you not happy to see my face ok?

Renuion Dinner was at my Ah Ma’s place.
It’s 1 dinner that everyone gathers and talk about this and that.

“Ah ger arh… U resemble your mummy so much now leh!”
“Really? Got meh?”
“Ya lor. Face round round liao.”

Thanx arh Ah gu!

LOL

Make me paiseh only lorz…

And then the topic of our jobs, boyfriend, money, nonsense start coming up.

It’s fun hearing them talk.

Watched “The wedding game” aftermath with my cousin, sissy, mummy, BirdKm and duMmy aftermath.
Funny show.

First day of CNY.
Kick off the visiting tradition at Dummy’s side first.

What do you do when you’re prepared and waiting?

I take photos by giving a stupid face.

LOL

Dummy’s grandma place for food and greetings before going to Novena to pray his grandpa.

My first time going for the praying with his family.
The feeling is unexplainable.

Meet up with my family after that for another praying then to Ah ma’s place for dinner!

“HUAT ARH! HAPPY NEW YEAR!” We all shouted when we met.

My stupid sister with my 2 cousin.

That’s my bro!

Isn’t she adorable?

She’s falling aslp…

and ya lahz…

I’m getting fatter lahz…

Nbz…

My mUmmy and auntie!

Right.

Me and my sister.

Do we resemble each other?

Apart from the big face lahz…

Ya.

He’s the one.

LOL

Watched “Bride war” at Cine with JohnSerene and BirdKM.

Nice show too.

Wassup with all the wedding wedding movie i’m watching nowadays?

LOL

CNY 2:

I told you i’m prepared.

Smillleeeeeeee.

I’m vain, so?

Taken using my phone.

My flashlight is sibei powerful 1 lorz…

Blinding!

My darling Nik.

She’s mad that we didn’t bring her around for visiting this year.

I’m serious.

She started throwing tantrumts the moment we got home and refused to play with us.

She even growl at us.

LOL

And and and!

Visiting to Fen’z and Rene’s place.

What do we do when all friends gathers?

BAN LUCK arhhhhh!!!!

LOL

I think i cannot gamble this CNY lor…

Keep lose money leh!

No good lehz…

So sad!

LOL

PLEASE BO BI I HUAT HUAT FOR THE REST OF THE CNY!

Oh man…

I’ve posted so many pictures.

Type until lazy already too.

Shall update next time.

End my post with a pic of my precious niece, Sheyenne.

Enjoy the remaining days of CNY peeps!

HUAT HUAT HUAT HUAT ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS : It’s nice that you have read through my entry and seeing those pictures of my face. I didn’t force you to read with a gun ok? So, stop grumbling.

PS/PS : Love is…