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{March 27, 2009}   Random. +++27/03/2009+++

It’s Friday!
Such a lovely day to recall.
I’ve been hopeing for weekend to come faster cos’ it’s been a busy busy week?
Hmmmmmm…
I’ve been spending my days working, reading and whining.
My laptop is pronounced dead and the sadest thing is, my photos are all gone.
I’m depressed, seriously.
Photos are loving memories of all occassion with my love ones.
=(
I should have invested in a bigger external harddisk way before.
Boooooo~
Oh well.
I’m attending a malay wedding this Sunday and i’m super duper excited about it cos’ its my first time attending 1?
=)
I bet it will be interesting.
And i wanna watch a lot of movies recently.
Hmmmmmm…
My eyes is red and puffy since ytd.
Damn.
Omg.
Im so random today?
Sickening.
I think im bored.
I have so much stuff to complete.
oh man~



I was wondering how i want to update my birthday cos’ there’s so many photos i want to show and say. It will be such a long entry.
Then i was telling myself, “Just type! So that you will recall these stuff in the future when you read your entries again!”
Looking back on my old entries, i’m truly bless to always have friends with me on my birthdays and other occassion.
Lovely memories.

So, here we go.

I had a really enjoyable celebrations this year.
All the messages through phone, fb, msn, skype…etc.
Sharon even call from M’sia as early as 8am to wish me Happy Birthday!
All the little little gesture they had done to make me feel love.
I appreciate each and every little one of it.


Happy birthday!

=)

Bird, Km, J, Jia ren, Marcus, Jun’an, John, Serene, Naipa, Fenz, My sister and duMmy.
KTV session


The gang…

Take cover!

Smillleeee~

“9 6 ? Don’t bluff! Catch!”
Okay. Bird says my camera lousy.

A little lousy i admit. Not the camera. Is the user.
LOL

Glad my toopid sister came.

=) Miss chua can never have a proper photo taking with me. Why huh?

It’s been a long time since we had a proper K session.
It was kinda stiff initially.
Not much singing and stuff.
But as time pass, and everyone started warming up.
More songs start coming out and games were played.
The dice game, 5-10, and what you call that?
“海带拳”

Everyone had fun laughing.

Opppps!

LOL
Agitating game.
Perspire in air-con room.
All the oldies song to bring up the atmosphere.
Madness.
And here comes the cake!
From bakerzin, even though bird don’t like cakes from bakerzin.
LOL
The presents.What more can i ask for, seriously?

Pretty cardholder by my loves.
Pink bling ear-piece by vivianchua specially.
Handmade card by vivianchua especially.
The pretty necklace that signifys his thoughts.
If i still don’t feel the love.
I must be dead.
Even the dead feels love.
Heh heh.
Supper aftermath at Upper Thomson.
It was great.
And i end my day/night at 6am.
Tired!
Thanx to my nanny for making this celebration so wonderful.
Thank you nanny!
You know how much i want to hug you til you suffocate,don’t you?

LOL Woke up at 11am to prepare and head for a chalet organise by my colleague.

MAHJONG the moment i reached.
BBQ.

Mahjong!

Look at the food! Gosh

Can you figure they’re trying to form “Happy birthday”?
I think, no?

LOL

ManU and Liverpool.
Ho ho ho! It wasn’t a fantastic game i feel.
ManU could have done better.
All the freekick and all come a little too much to kick off the excitementi want.
LOL
Still, had fun laughing with the rest about the game.
Okay.

Skip the nonsense and here comes my day.

It started off with a really nice sleep on 16th March.
I silent my phone and was trying to picture having my inbox flooded with message when i woke up.
No.
I’m not flooded with messages, of course.
But i’m surprised to see those names appearing on my phone the moment i woke up.
=)
I prepared, and specially wore yellow.
The color code for 17th March is yellow.
Why yellow?
I just want to be outstanding.
LOL
My colleagues were spontenously in yellow as well to fit my criteria.
Even my nice boss.
Everyone else was like, “Why so many yellow today huh?”
LOL The celebration was at Raffles Marina for the night.
Nice ambience, nice food.
If only it’s air-conditioned though.
It was a fun night.
No details cos’ there’s basically too much to relate.



Yellow Yellow, dirty fellow…
LOL


I unwrapped almost 50 layer of papers just to get this msg!

Lovely!!!!! =)



I got into a kissing frenzy suddenly.

I had a fun time unwrapping my presents.
Talk about karma.
It’s coming back to me!
LOL
The effort Lime put to get that pretty frame out.
I hug her a thousand million zillion times.

My family were home, all prepared to sing me a birthday song.

A pity my toopid sister couldn’t rush back in time due to her work and we’re all tired from the waiting.
My silly dummy got my sister and mum to get me a huge balloon cos’ i’ve been yakking for 1 the whole damn day.
Why?
Oh well, it brings back childhood memories and you can only be irritatingly requesting for one on your birthday!
LOL My bro, da sao and constance got their hands into work at the “icing room“to decorate me a cake.
It looks scary suddenly leh.” My bro commented when i open the box to reveal the cake they got me.
LOL
It’s lovely.Made with love.

My love doesn’t stop there and then you know?
I got 2 more balloons from a new found friend the next day.
OMG!


Big big balloons!!!
Flooding my room.

“Siao char bor!” My mum said.

“Open party arh! Or sell balloon?” My bro asked.
=)

And a pen engrave with my name from another friend.

What more can you ask?
When people around you shower you with loves you cant always get anywhere else?

I would ask for them to be healthy, be love, happy and always be around.=)
Thanks all my darlings.I wouldn’t had enjoy this much if it hasn’t been for you people.


Thanx Darling.
It means a lot having you with me.
=)

PS: Did you notice i had fake lashes on???????? Ho ho ho. I put it on myself for the 1st time okay! *proud smile*

PS/PS : I’m so sad! My photos in my lappy are all gone! My photos since poly days! 21st birthday! Can you feel my sadness? =(



{March 25, 2009}   Stunned. +++25/03/2009+++

Ben Adam (former a1 member).
Omg!
He had changed!


{March 24, 2009}   Depress. +++24/03/2009+++

It’s been 4 years together.

It’s not a very long togetherness but still, the feeling is there.

You’re there when im bored.
You’re there to make me laugh.
You’re there to make me angry.
You’re there to make me sad.

Why did you give up on me now?

=(

My lappie is in a coma state now!!!!!

HOW?!?!?!?!!?!?

No more shows for me to watch.

Omg.

Depressssss!



{March 21, 2009}   Oh man… +++21/03/2009+++

My period came and i’m super uncomfortable now.
This is so irritating.
I need some nice retail therapy right now.
Like, shopping, mani/pedi, nice food.
=)

PS : If only dummy ain’t sick and he’s not booking in later.


{March 19, 2009}   Blank… +++19/03/2009+++

Ho ho ho.
I think this picture looks nice.
Taken By Lime on my birthday.
(I look huge though)

LOL

I wanted to blog about all the celebrations but im lazy.
Too many photos!

Haha.

It’s finally thursday.
=)

“Forget about the past. Feel the present. Touch the future!”
Learn it, understand it, accept it.

Stop picking the bones of the past.
Get a life!

=)

Dummy is coming out tonight!
But…
Back in on Sat afternoon.

Boring~~~~~~~~~



These pictures have been collecting dust in my folder.

Shall post it up since i took it.

Er…

Dummy’s sis wedding!



The view from the hotel room.

Pretty.


Husband and wife.


CheeerSsss~


Thanks my parents for…
I always have this “feel” when i hear couples saying their speech to their parents or partner.
I wonder whether i could get these words out on my big day cos’ i’ll probably cry the moment i start my first sentence.
LOL
I think i should consider recording my speech first then show my emotion while my speech is flowing on the recorder.
Isn’t that a brilliant idea?

LOL

It’s my birthday today.
Older and for sure, wiser.

My wishes for this year is simple.

=)

PS : Shall update my birthday post in my next entry.

Happy Birthday Emo-Li!



I suddenly have this feel…

To thank my love ones for being around me all this while.

To my family;
Thanks for putting up with my nonsense right from the day i’m born.
For my sis, please thank me for putting up with you from the day you’re born.
LOL
Thanks for always being there to comfort me when i’m going through stupid problems with friends and boyfriend and work and life.
Thanks to my parents for being my pillar of support in studies and everything. Though i always feel boiled when both of you start yelling at me for nothing, you guys never failed to make me feel like it’s TOTALLY my fault.
Hor mummy? I know you read my blog with that old flower glasses of yours. Spotted you reading the other time.
Haha.
Thanks to my bro and da sao for giving birth to my lovely little niece, Sheyenne.
Totally lovely and adorable and smart and whatever nice words you can think of.
Add a lot of laughters and love to this family.
Thanks to my sister for being forever so vain and commenting with her toopid professionalism about my dress sense/makeup/hair style… So that i’ll improve myself accordingly and still improving i hope.
Cos’ i cant stand the way people say “Why your sister know makeup so well but you don’t huh?”
-_-”
Thanks for spoiling the market hor. Now it seems like i should really know this kinda stuff. When i’m too lazy to go understand.
LOL

To my friends (each and everyone);
Thanks for creating havoc in my life.
Without all this, i’ll never learn the right way in becoming who i am now.
Thanks for all those moments where we gathers for food, gathers for celebration, gathers for mahjong, gathers for BBQ, gathers for movies, gathers for coffee, gathers for all sort of stuff.
Thanks for being my listening ears at different part of my life.
Thanks for making me cry cos’ of whichever reasons it might have been.
Thanks for making me angry for whatever reasons it might have been.

Thanks for being there with me when i’m alone during vin’s NS days.

I can still remember those people who make a point to meetup with me for dinner or shopping knowing that vin is away for his NS. You people know who you are, right?

=)

I’m totally appreciative about everything.
It’s never easy crossing each other path in life, so it’s a bliss to have bump into each of you at the crossroad and became friend.
So, ya.

I look forward to meeting more true friends as i embark on in my next stage of life…

Lastly, Please skip the rest of this part cos’ your part has been touched on?

Cos’ it’s for dummy!

To my 1 and only Dummy;
Can still remember that 1st day i saw you and thought you’re a malay. Typical skinny monkey boy who resemble my brother in his younger days!
Stupid hao lian kind of face which i detest.
Haha!
Cannot even say “I’m entertaining you leh!” in our msn conversation cos’ you got offended saying i’m being very sacarstic and wasn’t true in chatting with you!
C’mon! Stop denying it okay. You did say that.
LOL
Cheated me into meeting you almost every night giving me the excuse “i’m bored”.
Hahahahaahahahz…
Those days where J, jia ren and you meet up under my blk to chit chat or study for exams were truly wonderful memories.
Do you even remember Esplanade?
God… That was 1 night where i fall into your trap and got trapped forever!

>_<
You were damn nasty back then.
Abandoning me at town and went over to Km’s place for mahjong?
Throw me aside to play mahjong at Km’s place?
“If you cant take it then leave” sms to me so easily.
Don’t even bother to keep up with your “courting” period pattern.
You and your “Friend number 1″ concept..
Wah piang.
Why did i even like you then?
LOL..
And then…
It’s payback time!
Karma hor.
Now you’re smashed flat in my hand.
Ho ho ho.
Who could have though this would happen, hor alvin cher?

Thanks for all those lovely moments.
Most people started off their relationship with honeymoon period.
I started mine with Hell period before i got promoted to heaven.
I guess i’m repaying my sin before accumulating my deeds.
LOL
Thanks for our poly days.
Thanks for the WorldCup days.
Thanks for the Genting/M’sia days.
Thanks for our attachment days.
Thanks for the PMS days.
Thanks for the quarrels.
Thanks for the fights.
Thanks for all the surprises.
Thanks for the NS days.
Thanks for those crazy days.
Thanks for mac breakfast days.
Thanks for maggie mee dinners.
Thanks for PSP moment.

Thanks for always trying to improve yourself.
Thanks for all the sweet sms/call.
Thanks for those promises you kept.
Thanks for the encouragement.
Thanks for the scoldings.
Thanks for the care and love.
Thanks for … so many more stuff.
Thanks for the silly dummy you have been. (I’ll edit when i think of more)

I couldn’t thank you enough cos’ the things you had done could never be thanked enough.
=)

PS : Do you remember how i hugged you and cried that 1 night when you appear at my door so suddenly after a bowling game with your friends and i told you i had a fight with my parents? I was so surprise you came cos’ you were nasty then remember? LOL

I may not have the most wonderful things every lucky girl can have.
But i’m sure, i’m holding on to the most wonderful people whom everyone wish to have.

I can forsee myself laughing like mad when i look back on this entry years later.

=)



{March 11, 2009}   Random… +++11/03/2009+++

This picture picture thing is so fun.
LOL
A puzzle of my own face.
I like it.
It’s only with people who had patience that a puzzle will be piece together and reveal its true self.
=)
Watched “Marley & Me” yesterday with Lime, bird and km.
As i had already read the book before, i kinda expected certain scene.
It’s a summary of the book i would say.
Yet, tears still flow when the part where Marley had to go appears.
Like wad km said, “the moment you keep a dog, you know it will leave 1 day.”
Ya.
Yet, when it happens…
It’s just too painful to bear.
Me and bird’s eyes were red and slightly puffy after the movie.
Cai lime teased me even though her eyes did gathered water as well! (Not like us so kua zhang lah)
LOL
I make it a point to talk to my Nikki last night and scolded my stupid brother for ignoring Nikki.
You know…
There’s this part of the speech that Owen wilson said in the movie that touches me deep down.
“It doesn’t matters to them whether you’re rich, poor, owe a big house, owe an expensive car, live in a hut, or anything (something lytt)… They still love you for who you are and trust you with all their heart”
This is sooo true.
There maybe countless humans you can rely on in your life, but to them they only have you…
Only people who loves animal will understand this…


Haven’t been in a good mood since…

But i’ve learned, “God grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change. The courage to change the things i can, and the wisdom to know the difference.”

I shall live with it.
Cos’ its something i can’t change.

“人为”

I decided to post some pic to fill my blog with my face.
If you think you have a problem looking at my face and not puke, please! for health sake close this window immediately!

=)

First up is a pic Lime will probably kill me when she see this.
Cos’ she instructed me times and again to cover her face with something cute.

LOL


Cute wad.

We did something silly last Friday.
We decided to watch movie and head over to causeway point for it.
While booking the tix, we decided to take up the couple seats since the cinema seems empty.
And guess what?

We’re surrounded by couples during the movie!

Wahahahahaha.
Butt itchy lah Cai Lime.

LOL

I got home ytd and was changing in my room when my silly dog came in and settle herself on my bed.
I got out my phone and was about to snap a picture of her when she shifted.

“Oi Nikki… I want take photo lah. Come! Show me something nice.” I grumbled and guess what?

She give me a really puzzled stare and proceed on to pose this emo expression.


Wah seh.
Think she got this characteristic from me leh.

LOL

“My Bloody Valentine” on Saturday.
Damn.

It’s super gross and bloooody!

Not suitable for the weaklings!

LOL

Then it’s “He’s just not that into you”!

Sweeet close to the heart movie.

Waiting for that 1 call that never comes?
Pacing up and down your room staring at your phone?
Check your phone for messages and ensure that receptions are highly detected?
Curse and swear when you missed that 1 call from him?

LOL

Oh god.
It feels silly thinking back on these stuff i used to do back then.
But we understand it now that if the guy is interested in you, he will make the date he promised happens!

And oh! Jennifer aniston is pretty.
And i believe she’s acting out the OS of most girls with a boyfriend, no?

Haha.

I can’t stop disturbing duMmy after the movie.

“When are we getting married? Ben affleck is so sweet lor!”
“Cannot lytt 1… Later become Bradley Cooper how?”
“Then i go find Justin Long liao”

LOL

I’m sorry for spourting stuff you don’t know if you hasn’t watch this show.

LOL

Go catch it if you hadn’t, it’s worth the time and money together with someone worthy.

=)


Silly as always.


The glasses for the 3D “My Bloody Valentine”
Oppps… duMmy gonna say i purposely post the pic with his face cut off.
No choice.
I look prettier in this pic.
=X
It’s nice of you to put in that extra effort in making your weekends available so that you can join in the celebration for my birthday.
Love you.
=)


et cetera