Nice song.
It depends on individual, though.

I was doing my usual normal routine at 7am in the morning last Friday and listening to FM933 when the news came by.
When i finally process the fact that the DJ just announce Michael Jackson is dead in my slow retarded brain early in the morning.
I remembered staring still at my mirror, trying to register that i’m not dreaming.

When he repeated for the second time, i got out of my trace and told my dad who just emerged from the toilet.

“Daddy! Michael Jackson is dead!”
“Huh?”
“Michael Jackson!!!! He’s dead!”
“Oh my god. Such a pity.”
“Ya lor”

I wasn’t very affected at that point but was sighing in pity as i continue my stuff, “He’s the legend. So young. 50 years old only”

He’s the topic everywhere i go.
Radio, TV mobile, newspapers, lunch topic, casual chats, FB, …

I was casually flipping through SCV ytd when i paused at MTV channel which was showing a tribute special to him.
His POP hits songs MV were shown and then it started dwelling on me that he’s really gone.
All the songs played during that 1 hour special are so familiar to me and i started telling dummy, “I can’t believe i know every songs i’m listening to now!”

I went online, searching for his news and sat myself down at my sofa reading through all the news about him on the newspaper and sigh.
He’s already gone, but yet the media still can’t stop racking up those nonsense about him.
How well do they know him, seriously?
Why do they like to pin-point his unglam past (which wasn’t even proven 80% truth) and not focusing on how he applaudingly create havoc in the music industry back then?

It’s only after reading his facts online that i realised.

One of the few artists to have been inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame twice, his other achievements include multiple Guinness World Records — including one for “Most Successful Entertainer of All Time” — 13 Grammy Awards, 13 number one singles in his solo career, and the sale of 750 million records worldwide.[4]

Jackson broke a Guinness World Record when 504,000 people attended seven sold-out shows at Wembley Stadium. He performed a total of 123 concerts to a total audience of 4.4 million people, and gained a further Guinness World Record when the tour grossed him $125 million. During the trip he invited underprivileged children to watch for free and gave donations to hospitals, orphanages and other charities.[

The New York Times said, “The moonwalk that he made famous is an apt metaphor for his dance style. How does he do it? As a technician, he is a great illusionist, a genuine mime. His ability to keep one leg straight as he glides while the other bends and seems to walk requires perfect timing”

So many stuff that create massive madness in the music industry.

Various artistes like Usher, The Game, Chris Brown, P Diddy and more wrote this tribute to MJ within 24 hours.

He’s the King of Pop and he’s the legend.
I’m sure nobody can replace these position he’s holding.

RIP Michael Jackson.

“You are not alone” was one of the song i love when i was young.

Im so losing hope in this whole thing when dummy didnt call.

08:35

Ring ring.

Me : I dun wan i dun wan. I dun wan to hear bad news!
Him : Haha. I’m calling to tell you i’m out!

I scream!!!!!

And send sms to my 2 darling who have been hearing me whine for days.

Love.

Miracles do happen.

Guan yin ma bo bi.
Please bo bi everything will be okay from now too.
Thank you.

=D

I got random and went online searching for interesting quotes from “Sex and the city“.

I think this is funny.

Samantha: Easy?  You men have no idea what we’re dealing with down there.  Teeth placement, and jaw stress and suction, and gag reflex, and all the while bobbing up and down, moaning and trying to breathe through our noses?.  Easy?  Honey, they don’t call it a job for nothin’!

Haha.
She’s damn funny.

Then, i found sweet quotes that says

Carrie: No matter who broke your heart, or how long it takes to heal, you’ll never get through it without your friends.

and

Mr. Big: After a while, you just want to be with the one that makes you laugh.

Makes me wanna watch it again!

Okay.
I’m totally random.

*sighz*

Seeeee.
I was all prepared to go out on Monday but was cancelled cos’ of some stuff.

Depresssss.

The flowers he got me for our 4th year anni.
I’m surprise. Cos’ our plans were dashed like so last minute, so i didn’t expect him to be able to send me flowers.
Like Lime say, “It’s something he do every year and i’m sure he wouldn’t missed it“

=)

Okay.
Shall post a dumb picture of me to entertain you people a lil.

Laughter is the best medicine to depression.

LOL

PS: Guan yin ma bo bi.

No matter how many tough shits we have to go through, i feel that i should still thank you for all the moments you had given me in 1 way or another.
=)

You know.
It wasn’t an easy journey with you to start with.
We’re both trying to understand each other better and whether we’re meant.
It took me quite some time to digest the fact that before and being in a relationship means different treatment from you.
The courtship was sweet.
It feels nice to have someone sending you home or meeting you at night for casual chat even if there’s really nothing to talk about.
All the night studies we had was lovely too.
Or
Bad moments like trying to fight for your attention with your friends who don’t even have to put in the slightest effort to gain it.
Put up with your lame excuses on why we can’t meetup.
Things was shaky here and there during the r/s and i don’t understand why i hadn’t give up then.
I mean, why stick to 1 tree and abandon the whole forest right?
I guess i’m stubbon in certain sense.
I strongly believe any bad/rotten tree will grow to be a reliable tree after nursing it with the whole heart even though i’ve failed to prove this before.
I wonder why did you suddenly got back your sense to be a nice reliable boyfriend after torturing me for so long. Like really long.
So nice that we are stepping into our 1460 + 1 days together and i’ve never regretted starting it from day 1. Or maybe i did regret for the 1st 2 months
=)

Thanks for all the nonsense you gave me to make me understand being in a r/s is not about me only.
Thanks for all the love you gave me to make me understand being in a r/s can just be lazing around doing nothing and yet feel happy.
Thanks for all the sicky moment you gave me to make me understand being in a r/s can be so tough looking after your sicky partner but yet feel happy.
Thanks for all the fetch/send moment to make me understand that to wake up and end work knowing that you have someone waiting for you can be so blissful.
Thanks for all the crying moment you gave me to make me understand that it’s not easy to commit in a r/s with just myself.
Thanks.
For being there for me in this 1460 + 1 days of rollarcoaster ride.

I honestly hope the remaining days will be blessed as always.
=)

PS : I hope things will get better for this current situation we’re in.

It’s depressing.
Very.

Who knows this would have happen?
*sighz*

I was full of anticipation for this whole thing, seriously.
But every hope was dashed because of these.

>_<

There goes my anticipated 4th Year anniversary.

Fuktub…

I’ve received a number of happy news recently.
So happy!

Haha.
Anyway, i wish them best of luck and love.
=)

June is a month of lovely occasions.
With all the wonderful birthdays and celebrations arriving and left.
I spend quite a big bomb on those presents and cards, but I’m not complaining.
At least, it’s for people i love, though i wish they could spread out the frequecy a little bit. LOL
I hope they like the gifts they received and accept it with love!
=)

It’s my 4th year anniversary with my silly dummy tomorrow.
Oh my.
I can’t imagine I’m stuck with this 1 guy for 4 years!!!
I shall not go into mushy stuff.
He knows it best cos’ i recite it to him almost everyday.
LOL

Happy 1460 days of rollercoaster ride Dummy.

风信子 : “为何总是对过去念念不忘，把已死的华朵留在身边。即对过去无法割舍，又没有办法迈向未来”
Got it out from 败犬女王.

I tried searching for the real meaning online, but i think im too retarded to search for the right answer.
So, i shall believe that the plant indeed relay such message.
LOL

It’s been a busy week.
Work and personal life.
Dummy is back to his weekend bookout only which leaves me to having more personal time doing my own stuff.
Took me a day or 2 to adjust my schedule back on track without him but oh well…

Alot of research done.
And i realised, it takes a great team to get stuff done.
I learn from those planning done and had fun learning.
I’ve got soooo much to learn and understand!
=)
I hope everything goes on fine and it will be a beautiful puzzle done when everything piece themelves together in another few months time!

<3

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