{July 31, 2009} Protected: Being direct.
{July 30, 2009} Never fair.
It’s never fair on the treatment given.
No matter how much I put in.
Some people just have to put in that 10%.
Yet, I have to put in 110% before its discovered.
I’m not the only one who feel that way.
People around me feels so too.
Yet, I always tell them it isn’t that way.
No matter how much effort i contribute into this family.
I can never be compared to that.
I’m always being reprimanded for things that people my age are doing.
I’m always being blame for things that doesn’t fall in my category.
I’m always being used as a shield to whoever from being scolded.
I’m always being blamed for not doing enough.
I’m always caught in the middle in an argument.
I always lose, in any argument.
I just feel that way.
It’s not the first time.
When am i ever asked if i’m doing fine without all the help?
Just because i don’t ask, doesn’t mean i’m okay.
{July 29, 2009} Endless love.
This lovely song.
So sweet.
Perfect.
=)
PS : Can you read my mind what i’m thinking now ?
{July 27, 2009} How har.
It’s raining so heavily now that i wish i can have someone fetch me home!
With the current situation, i’ll probably be half drench by the time i reach home.
Boring~
I’ve been wanting to do something to my hair but i can’t make up my mind.
Sickening.
Wassup with the want to smile but don’t dare to smile face har Emily?
Oh.
Mummy is cooking tonight!
Yummy~
Home sweet Home
{July 23, 2009} Wedding.
I’m still recovering from the cough virus that had been on me since 2 weeks ago.
TMD.
Sean’s wedding on Saturday was fun.
I don’t know him at all but was invited cos’ he’s my boss’s son.
Anyway.
No need to have a precise explaination.
Attended the Church Wedding at Marine Parade.
My first time attending 1.
Was pretty excited on how it will feel like.
(Im getting restless on saying more… Damn)
Let us not love with words or tongue but with action and in truth.
Settled down and the ceremony started soon after.
In came the little grand kiddy i saw on my boss’s hp/laptop wallpaper all the time.
They were soooo cute!
Those little hua tong dress they wear is so sweet too!
Then came the bride and groom.
The pastor start saying those Jesus and God stuff which, if i’m a christian would appreciate it alot.
But i’m not.
The pastor is humourous and all saying a few stuff that remain fresh in my mind, at least ’till now.
“I’m sure, there will be someone better than him/her out there in this world.” He paused and everyone was corking their head to one side wondering why he even started on that?
“But… that’s none of your business already.” He continued in a humorous tone, to the bride and groom respectively.
Haha.
“I forgot to tell you. Wedding rings are the smallest handcuff in this world.”
After the bride and groom put on their rings for each other.
LOL
It was really sweet watching how the couple exchange vows and words to their parents.
“I DO” is never easy when you don’t share the same kind of love.
=)
I wasn’t feeling well at this point due to my upcoming menses and stupid cough.
After the simple and nice buffet, i head off home for a nap before meeting up for the wedding dinner at Rasa Sentosa!
The food wasn’t exceptionally nice and the service wasn’t great.
But the company was fantastic.
We had fun laughing and enjoying our photo-taking session together with nice wine.
=)
The last time i wore that dress was… 2 yrs ago.
And when i saw that tummy bulging, i sibei gek sim.
LOL
Show u a photo taken by my colleague when i’m stoning.
I like this picture a lot leh.
Cos’ i got lashes.
LOL
Ahhhhhhhh.
When is the last time?
{July 17, 2009} Friday.
I’m so desperate for my cough to recover faster that i had my cough syrup exactly 3 times a day even when i’m working.
As stated on the bottle itself, “may cause drowsiness, avoid alcohol”.
I’m having this heavy head feeling and feel like shutting my eye lid very much like right away.
I’ve been visiting the doctor like she’s my best friend and i can’t stop cursing myself each time i start coughing.
Shitty.
I wonder, if it’s true that the topic among couples cease as the relationship gets longer.
I often, always believe so though.
It’s like, you feel that the stuff you’re going to say probably won’t get anywhere in their mind anymore because it’s your life you are talking about.
“My office is so cold” – What do you expect the reply to be?
“I’m sick” – Then?
I used to, casually just type whatever shit that happens to let my boyfriend have a good laugh or wants him to know even if it’s of no interest to him.
It’s kind of silly to just sms him and say, “I’m typing this message when i’m slacking in the toilet!”
But the true reason why im sending all this nonsense, is because he’s on my mind and i want to let him know.
My boyfriend has been so busy these days with his stuff in NS that we don’t sms each other that often anymore.
Our conversation which was once each day doesn’t last more than 1 min too.
I don’t know what’s going on in his life except for the fact that he’s in army and he don’t know what’s going on in my life except for the fact that i’m sick.
Ahhhhhhhhh.
I think being sick makes a person emo.
{July 15, 2009} Cough die me.
I cant stop coughing since 12noon.
I ate 20cent of my ipoh horfun.
I puke all that i have in my tummy and still cant stop coughing.
I bought sweets to numb my throat and now i can finally shut myself up for at least 5 minutes.
I don’t like how i’m feeling now!
Cough die me.
{July 14, 2009} Good Food.
I’m craving for all the cannot-eat-cos’-you’re-sick food!
Boooooo.
{July 12, 2009} Protected: Whatever.
{July 9, 2009} Sucks.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
U know what sucks?
It sucks when the beautiful weekend is nearing and i’m still down with fever!
Jux came back from the doc and got another 2 days of MC.
Oh. Not forgetting the expensive fee.
Damn.
I got plans to bring my gang to Seletar for nice food, watch “Ice Age3″, …
Sighz..
And dummy says if im not well tml, he won’t be meeting me cos’ he cant afford to fall sick during this timing where his camp is very strict on stuff like this..
Sighz..
It’s the start of a new month and my body is giving up on me!
Great.
And NO!
It’s not H1N1.
NOT H1N1.
So, don’t come asking me this question when you chat with me and i say im sick okay?
Thank you very much hor.
=)
Guan yin ma, please bo bi i get well by tomorrow!
And bless my dear L who had fallen sick too.
