Family. Love.

Perhaps it’s the ageing that causes the mind to especially miss home, miss the family, miss the once 5 member family.
Where we were just us without the partners and parents being, parents.

Those times where my brother will borrow DVD where me him and sister will snuggle up in his room watching DVD biting on his specially cooked western dish.

Or those times where my sister will buy McDonald breakfast for this lazy sister on weekend and love me by giving me her also favourite sausage.

Or how my parents will bring us out and that rare rare dinner time as a family.

I really miss it.

I’m happy they are still with me.
May they be bless with always, with health and all.

Of course, all others like my ah gong, ah ma, ah Yi, ah gu, cousins, …

How to leave without them?

With the partners and niece and nephews. How time flies.
May Guan yin ma continue to look out for all of us. <3

Fading away

The glow is fading away.
The visibility is dying off.
Perhaps, its time to move on.

How did it became this way?

I still feel sore from the way you speak. I know you’re this way but don’t you see how your bluntness are giving you shit hole?

You don’t take people’s kindness for granted isn’t it? We helped whenever we can. Even when I’m just an extra to match the number, I suck it in. But now that I say it’s really out of my mean to assist you further on that additional request, you say nobody help when you need one?

So by being that extra number to match your perfect score isn’t helping? Then why the hell am I in it?

I don’t get it. I feel damn sore. I feel like I’m not appreciated, at all.