Overloaded with photosssss.

This entry is supposed to be posted in the month of Sept’09, but like i’ve said… I’ve missed saying goodbyes to Sept.

Any oh how, i shall update my Sept madness so that i can look back and remember what i did? (Not that i remember much, seriously)

The kick start would be my darling Veron’s birthday!
Just when i’m grumbling about turning 24 in another few months, she just turn 23! How unfair!
Haha.

Location : Marriott Hotel
Activities : High Tea/Lychee Martini Cake/Gatecrash

We had fun eating, marriage chatting, pregnancy topics, blah blah blah… Friends never run out of topic. =)

I love this pic. I dunno why. Perhaps the big tummy makes me happy.
Haha.

Oh.
And this.
My medical reviews.
I reached the hospital with a heavy heart, wondering what the hell i’m expected to do.
The nurse push a big bottle of yellow liquid and say, “Finish it in half an hour and we will then proceed with the scanning.”

I soooo wanna puke. Eeeerk!

And i totally dread all this poking!

Awaiting for my number to be called. Sibei pathetic.

But all well ends well. I’m said to be okay after the reports are out!
So what the hell is wrong with my tummy? No idea!

And soooo.
The day we’ve been busy with since 3 months ago arrived faster than we expect!

Date: 26th Aug’09
Activities : Bird&KM’s BIG DAY!
Location : Ng&Chan’s place + York Hotel

Pretttty nails makes me happy!

After doing our nails, we went shopping for a while.

NTUC with Veron and Cyndy for the gatecrash stuff then to Bird’s place for a mini Sisters’ gathering! We hit off well cos’ we kinda know each other here and there. GREATNESS!

Headed home for a short rest before arriving at Bird’s place at 7am for the preparation/makeup/gatecrash!

Everything happen so fast that all i can remember was rushing around preparing the food, our looks, demand angbaos, arrange the stuff, and off we go to KM’s place for the tea ceremony and back to bird’s.

The “brothers”+ the driver + the cameraman(who isn’t in this pic)

Pictures of the sisters! =D

With the pretty bride of the day!

York Hotel to prepare for the solemnization and dinner!

Officially Mr and Mrs Chan.
=)

Didn’t managed to take much pictures for the night thingy cos’ we were so busy changing gown for the bride, drinking, socializing, blah… before we know, the dinner had ended!
I didn’t even managed to say hi to lotsa old friends!
>_<

And ya.
Terrible pictures of me taken cos’ i drank and puke.
Hahahaha.

The silly couple who got together cos’ of 1 CNY. And he didnt thank me lor. LOL
I wish them a blissful marriage with lotsa lovely babies in the future!
=)

Oh man.
I got so much more pictures to post but i’m getting sooo bloody lazy!
Shall do the other post next time then.

Oh. My picture with my dummy.
I realised.
I didn’t take much picture with him.

And i shall post this ONE, he hated cos his hair was cut off!
Hahaha.

And.
Of course the dress i bought specially for the dinner thingy!

Prettty dresssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOR that 1 night.

>_<

I had fun this Sept’09 with the bdays and the wedding. My virgin try being a Sister for a wedding and even though it’s tired, I had fun throughout. Watching how my beloved darling married my best friend?
The feeling is queer. Haha.
We had fun being busy for wedding and when i see how everyone smile so widely for the camera each time its up… You can easily feel the happiness flying around.
It doesn’t give me the urge to get married though.
Too much work!

Hahahaha.

I shall just enjoy being friend’s sisters for their wedding for the time being.
=)

And oh.
The arrival of little Chan.
Excited!!!!

I think it’s that part of the month thingy that makes me feel like my world is spinning too fast.

Oct’09 came by before i can say bye to Sept’09 and im not done with what im supposed to do!

I feel things around me flashing by in a topsy turvy motion. So wrong!

And i got no explaination for so many questions in my mind it makes me feel suffocated.

Don’t tell me you understand.. You don’t.

If you expect others to be sensitive to how you feel.. Ask urself first, “Am i being sensitive to how others are feeling?”

Bad period.

My cramp is hurting me like mad.

God damn it.

Im using my phone to update my blog!

Tot it’s not workable but it goes to show nth is impossible! (im retard to such stuff actually)

Right.. I shall b nice and update more often.. Cos’ ever since my company block almost everything, i got no time to blog.

Mahjong tonight! =)

Boooo.
I’ve been seeing “In Taiwan/Going Taiwan” in fb almost everyday.
I’m supposed to be planning a trip there too!

Tsk.

Anyway.
Life have been pretty much stagnant since the start of Sept’09.
It’s work, sleep and eat and work, sleep and eat and work, sleep and eat everyday.

I spend my last weekend doing my hair and nails.
6 hours on Saturday.
5 hours on Sunday.
Very much a weekend with lotsa waiting.

I’m so random today cos’ i’ve got nothing to blog.

Except that,

09/09/09 is my stupid dearest sister’s 18th Birthday!

Happy Birthday sissy!
Hope you study hard and don’t play too hard!

=)

I’m going for my medical review tomorrow and Monday.
*sighz*

With all the suayness happening on me this few months.
I sincerely hope Guan yin ma will be nice and bless me for the rest of this year, at least.

Please spare me from all the pain and sickness, bless me with love and happiness.

=)

Bro and Da sao recently bought a big cushion castle for Sheyenne.

It’s supposed to keep her entertained while we’re busy.
Threw her inside after it was set up and see how happy she is?

But apparently, she’s not falling into our trap.
She kept herself entertained for less than 5 mins and started whining for attention.
-___-”

The last time i saw her was last night and my bro was IN the castle with her.

LOL
She’s an attention seeker!
Yet, we love her still.

And random pictures of me and Cai Lime while we’re busy at work.

Entering the month of Sept’09.
Happy Occassion filling up!

I hope all well ends well.

And i hope it goes well for me.
=)

I think this year is really an unlucky year for me.

Besides that mad fever i had last month, i’m down with another round of mental and physical torture yesterday morning.

I had the greatest tummyache yesterday at 3am in the morning.
Was so unbearable i couldn’t walk and puke once.

I woke the whole family up and my bro and mum rushed me to the hospital after failing to get a 24-hr clinic.

I swear the 24 hour i spend in the hospital is the worse day of my entire life!
I was given drips and injection so many times i wanted to just die there.
And the worse thing is, my mum couldn’t accompany me while im in the A&E.
And so many scanning and stuff done on me.
Wah lau eh…

And i waited close to 12 hours for a bed.

Anyway, i was well enough by noon and demanded to be discharged.
I can’t stand the way they handle their patients like guinea pig.
I’ve been approached by so many doctors asking me to repeat my story again and again that i flare up.

Yada yada…
My dear bro and da sao skipped their movie session just so they can get me out of hospital too. <3
Im so glad to be home yesterday i almost teared.
Nowhere is better than home!

My poor hand.
I was poke 4 times by this inexperience doctor just so he can get my blood. He even give my mum black face when my mum reprimanded him for not knowing how to do it professionally!

Ahhhhhh.
Anyway, i need to go for review next week.
I certainly hope i’m okay!

I hate hospital.

>_<

On another note.
I want to hug my dummy for getting me this last Sat.

Remember my Feb'09 post

http://emolicomplication.wordpress.com/2009/02/27/its-another-round-of-battling-27022009/

I got it!

=)

PS : Thanks for those smses/calls.

It’s one of those days.
Where i feel like everything is going the wrong way.

I hate it.

Sing :

哼 不成调的歌曲 想你
这样的心情适合与我分离
等待 某个转角 能和你相遇
就算会用尽所有的运气
拨 没人接的电话 祈祷
从前的回忆打乱了心跳
常说 我会让你感到很骄傲
如果我真的那么好 为什么你不要
其实爱我只是你开的玩笑
你不会真的给我个城堡
童话里的王子我不是主角
你所谓的幽默我接受不了
明白爱我只是你随口的玩笑
誓言像裹着糖衣的毒药
当你的温柔我再也戒不掉
这次留的伤疤永远好不了

My current favourite song in my playlist.
He’s good!

Okay.
Nothing to update cos’ i’ve been spending my week clearing my stuff.

If only i have a ktv set at home, then i can sing whenever i want.
Tsk.

And…

I shall flood this post with my stupid geeky face.
You can skip if you don’t wished to see.

And lastly, I need more money!!!!

It’s obvious that i’m bored with all that nonsense.
Why stab me then dress my wound for me?
The scar is probably going to remain there forever.
It’s an ugly scar that no amount of concealer can cover.
Did you not realise?

PS : I’m so happy to be drinking bubble tea now…

I finally set my lazy self to work today packing my desk and wardrobe.
I uncovered a whole loads of precious pieces that have gone missing!

Stuff like those simple spag top, jeanny skirt, simple tees, …
Where were they when i needed them most?
LOL

I found my photos kept in this corner of my desk.
Photos of me with alot of people.
Some are still hanging around.
Some had already move on to their own life.

It racks up alot of memories.
Those unavoidable thoughts that falls in as i flipped through each and every pictures i found.
Those schooling moments, those dating frenzy, those attachment torment, those poly madness, those part-time activities…

Wow.
How time had flies.
We don’t talk about which hunk is hot or which idiot score higher in those kuku subject or whatsoever anymore.
We talk about who is getting married or who had given birth now or who is earning what and which job is better now.

See the huge jump in topic?

Oh man~

I feel damn old.

My desk have been cleared of all those cutesy hairband which is filled with spiderweb  now and i can’t even imagine myself in a brighter color wildcute top anymore.
Cos’ according to dummy, “You’re not suitable for this anymore.”

Okay. I’m still trying to be young.
Now, i know how i should never comment about some aunties who wore really fanciful clothes cos’ i might be someone’s target anytime too!

Sharks.

Oh well.
It takes me years to understand how i should really know what i’m going through and who are the people i should face with my true self.
People whom i hold close to my heart might not always reward me with their truest self.
Yet, people i tie around me with a string, reach out to me even with the slimmest chance of me responding?
I’m thankful for these people who still look for me even though i might have been gone from their phone call/sms list for years.
I’ve learned, and i’ll treasured.
Better than before.

It’s bad to emo on a Sunday night where we start work again the next day.

>_<

Oh well.
You can’t control emotions.